The Tears Of Wedding
Chapter 54 Take Care

Almost 9 hours.the journey taken by us. Finally, the travel paid for by Bu Emi has arrived at a house that will be a place to grow Ziyah with me and Guntur mas.

But I felt confused and scared when suddenly I was faced with many neighbors who came to the house. When I arrived in front of the house, Ani and Neneng quickly hugged my body.

"Such a bro!" Shouted Neneng as if he was crying.

"Oala Kar. why are you so strong.... " said Ani.

Then he turned to look at Thunder.

"The Kowe Tour! No heart!" as Ani said to Guntur.

They both asked if Guntur had married again for the sake of having children. And now that baby is the son of my honey. I was shocked and in disbelief, as I had never heard of the news before. A hoax is indeed quickly spread if not tabayun. Even Mbak Ani and Neneng also became victims of the issue who did not know who the source was. They are the closest people to me.

I tried to stay calm and asked for an explanation from my neighbors. However, they all just repeated the news they heard without giving a clear explanation. I feel more confused and worried about what is really going on.

"This is what spread who mbak? Who did Ani hear from?" Ask me when I put Ziyah in the room. Mas Guntur accompanied Ziyah. My husband seems to be getting along with our little baby. But I couldn't possibly drive away Ani and Neneng's madam, let alone their curiosity being so great.

After talking to some of the two neighbors who were also my friends, I finally found out that the news was a hoax. Just a photo of Guntur mas in the hospital right in front of the delivery room. Which is where there are photos of Yadi that have been crop or cut.

Sekar feels strange sometimes with the behavior of his neighbors who are easily provoked by unclear news. I feel that they should think more before taking action and not be too easily swayed by obscure news.

"Mbak Ani's time' do not understand anyway if everything should be in search of the truth first believe." Saying Ku.

"Lah wong Guntur in front of the delivery room, you're not pregnant. His wife Yadi also did not. It means the wife of the young Thunder. I believe you, wong you never complained. You're a rare human being." Said Ani who often felt upset because I never complained about her.

"That means it should be preserved... " Peload Neneng.

I just pulled the corner of the lip that I might have forced. My body is still quite tired. When my two friends finally got a satisfactory answer, I was able to rest. Guntur quickly commented on the arrival of my two best friends.

"Ckckck. Hoaks can be so wild, huh, sir." Comments on Guntur.

Now learn from this experience that it is important to always check the truth of a news before believing it and taking action. He also learned not to trust too much every news that circulated without any clear source.

"Oe.. oe... " Ziyah's crying voice was so loud.

I checked the tree immediately but it wasn't wet.

"Maybe thirsty or hungry." Saying Ku.

I grabbed the body wrapped in the cloth in my arms. I tried to give it ASI. Just wanted me to give, I remembered Umi Ayu's message.

"Usahakan later to be in a state of ablution when giving ASI. Umi Laila was once pregnant will not eat in a state without ablution. Even when he would feed his children. He will take ablution when void, even when feeding his children who are toddlers, Umi Laila will hear the prayer to the Prophet Muhammad."

Quickly I cleaned myself and took ablution. Although it turns out I have to be disappointed, ASI I have not come out. And so today, the first day of Ziyah in our residence. He still has to drink formula. I am still trying to be patient, I still continue for days so that Ziyah gets used to providing stimulation so that I can produce ASI. On the seventh day, the thunder mask seemed to wipe my back.

"O Allah, if the servant is not given the opportunity to conceive and give birth, let the servant be given the opportunity to breastfeed Ziyah, our daughter. Allow Rabb... " My Munajat at the end of my prayer in the third night.

"Is his intention right, brother?" tanya Mas Guntur who smelled the scent of despair during my night prayer long enough.

I looked towards Thunder.

"Try her flirting in the fox." Guntur Mas.

When praying shabuh, Guntur mas prefer to congregate with myself at home. He led the prayer, and it seems to be what Thunder meant by my intentions.

"O Allah, the little baby we brought from Java yesterday is your innocent servant. Is not the birth of him in this world by your will. Therefore, O Allah, if indeed every creature of Yours, there must be a guarantee of every provision. Give Ziyah sustenance through the ASI water that comes out of my wife. Our intention was to adopt Ziyah to take care of your beloved people, the Prophet. Give our ease in caring for your care and the Messenger of Allah.... Aamiin's." Said Mas Guntur who also with a bit of aversion.

I hung down long enough. I'm ashamed, I was too pushy from yesterday. I was arrogant to God. Having taken the best medicine from the doctor makes me forget if it is not a drug or vitamin that gives smooth breast MILK, But God. It is true that when I came back to realize that I had almost forgotten God when I wanted ASI, God gave the abundant ASI on the 15th day.

"Alhamdulillah mas.alhamdulilah... " My mouth was happy when I saw Ziyah's cheeks look deflated even until her lips were wet because of the swift ASI today that came out.

"Begging for sustenance if the intention is not for us but for the crowd, or others who are clearly the Messenger of Allah. Then Allah will love easily. This heart must be guarded. Do not let us just busy taking care of outward worship but fell asleep when this heart is filled with the world. This heart is the place of faith. Faith is one of the conditions or keys to heaven." Remember the Thunder on me.

I clasped her hand tightly as one hand gently wiped Ziyah's head as her tiny lips opened with her eyes closed. He felt full.