TIME (For A Taste )
CHAPTRE 110
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Reiji was furious at Malia's words to him, especially his wife seemed to challenge him. “Now you answer, if yes – if I care more about Irsyad, what do you want?—“
But once Malia's eyes look glazed – glass, and it was caught by the two Reiji neutrals.
Reiji was very upset at Malia indeed, annoyed at Malia's attitude which had begun to casually at him in Reiji's view.
However, Reiji never wanted to hurt Malia - no matter how sorry he was now to his wife. And since Malia's eyes that Reiji saw were already glazed over, Reiji loosened his grip from Malia's wrist.
And when Reiji loosened his grip from Malia's wrist, Malia immediately pulled the rough hand that had been gripped by Reiji. Malia quickly turned around as she hurriedly walked to her room and Reiji.
Reiji could only sigh in frustration when Malia, who had entered their room, quickly closed the door and locked it from the inside.
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REIJI
Instead of following Abbas's advice to ask and talk carefully about the men from Lia's past, I instead put forward emotions for a while as Lia returned home to our apartment. Well, Lia's indifferent attitude that actually ignited my emotions more when I was upset at the figure of a man named Irsyad who is more responsive than me-husband.
When Lia seemed to challenge me, and in her sentence implied a proclamation of my emotions, I really felt indignant at her.
But as hard as I can hold back, so that I do not release emotions on Lia. Just my cynical attitude and my slightly raised speech were also sharp.
And I also spontaneously gripped Lia's hand, when as usual - when we were talking and then came to the stage of arguing, Lia would definitely avoid me.
The thing I really don't like about my wife, other than she who doesn't appreciate me by going to see other men.
So when Lia who seemed reluctant to talk to me turned around, I quickly held back her steps by clutching her one wrist.
And at that very moment, I saw Lia's teary eyes as she looked at me who was also looking at her with my sharp gaze which then dimmed when she saw Lia's facial expression.
I never wanted to hurt Lia in any way. So when I realized I was clutching Lia's hand, I relaxed my grip on one of Lia's wrists. Where the moment was immediately used by Lia to pull her hand from my hand, then turn around and walk quickly towards our room without saying another word from her mouth.
Lia closed the door to our room a little hard, then my hearing caught Lia locking the door from the inside. And I'm just going with Lia to do that.
Maybe I'll sleep in the living room, or the reading room tonight.
I spread my legs towards the pantry, feeling my stomach a little hungry.
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I sat alone until the day was late, and there was no sign of Lia coming out of our room, and I haven't heard the sound of the door lock indicating that Lia has unlocked the room so I can get in there.
Miris too, it's not that I should be angry that my wife is spending time with another man out there and it's not Lia who seems to be hurting by me. What was clear when I saw Lia's eyes that started to glaze over earlier, there was an uncomfortable feeling of slipping into my heart.
I'm so weak when it comes to Lia. Is it because I have ‘Bucin’ syndrome?.
Ah I don't know.
What's clear is that I feel lost if I can't hug Lia tonight.
I've spent three packs of instant noodles that I usually eat a pack of rarely.
Stupid time.
No matter what my stomach will stretch, and my training will shape the body to be proportionate to be useless.
Then my body fattened with a distended stomach.
It's best that it's possible?. Let people think I'm happy with my marriage.
A very young marriage.
But it's been a feud like this.
But in my tepekur I think, if my feud and Lia at this time is a pebble in our marriage.
And I can't let that pebble hurt both of us.
I have to do something.
Maybe I'll meet that guy named Irsyad.
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Seriate....
Thank you for being faithful.