TIME (For A Taste )
CHAPTRE 126

Thank you for being faithful.

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MALIA

I woke up in the middle of the night, with my condition that was ravaged after ‘ broken-abrik’ Reiji.

And indeed I was always made to spoil by Reiji every time we made love, where I always lost ‘fight’ with him in that one activity.

Ah, my body, it's crumbling dimly after being ransacked by Reiji in three sessions.

And again, tonight it looks like Reiji is more excited than before the previous –.

All this time, most top Reiji only asked for two rounds each time we made love. There is also a mesh.

But earlier, I was overwhelmed by Reiji's feeling many times because not only did Reiji take me across the ocean of pleasure, but three times and it was without pause.

He took some strong medicine or what?.

But it doesn't feel like it. If he did, he would have told me.

Because Reiji has always been honest with me. And only then did I remember what he said, if Reiji would express frontally what he was thinking, what he felt most often. Contrary to me, who often keeps meetings – meetings everything I think and worry about.

And about that, Reiji's honesty.

Maybe her confession that no longer had any taste for Shirly should have been my belief.

And again, seeing Reiji's facial expression earlier, then his slick-sounding words when he had stopped fondling me really made my heart feel crushed.

And at that moment, I decided not to give Reiji a rejection that I had neglected for a long time.

In addition, yes, I don't want to be hypocritical if Reiji's fondling has already made a strange dream come directly into my body.

And yaa.. Reiji was indeed as smart as it ignited the fire of passion inside me to quickly flare up. Sometimes it makes me ashamed of myself. I who at first look reluctant, will change in the middle, like a thirsty person wants to quickly quench thirst.

Again, it was because Reiji's ability somehow made me crave a sense that could carry myself as if floating in the clouds, from my first night with him. As happened tonight.

In fact, we had a sharp argument a few hours ago. But after Reiji came up to me and showed me tenderness, I didn't dwell on him.

Well, actually I'm the one who's not picking up a little shock when Reiji came hugging me from behind while I was on the phone with Irsyad.

That's because, I heard Reiji say a line of threatening words that I knew if the sentence was fixed on Irsyad. And that worries me a lot.

I, who had been very strict with Reiji, immediately shrunk.

Honestly, I felt afraid to see Reiji who had been like a calm river - even if it rippled occasionally, showing emotions - which although not exploded some time ago, but was quite a worry.

So I corrected my attitude towards her, which I was shocked by Reiji's hugging me from behind, when I got hooked on a phone call with Irsyad.

I'm getting worried, if Reiji's emotions are going up. I thought I was afraid that Irsyad would be physically hurt by Reiji. But after I felt it again, I was more uncomfortable with Reiji's emotions.

I felt guilty for her, had disappointed her a little.

Though all this time-despite my guess about Reiji still having feelings for Shirly, Reiji always treated me very well-besides sometimes he was careless and too busy with his task schedule to drive a plane here and there. Or sometimes too cool to let me join alone, if he's been struggling with his books.

So I no longer showed my strict attitude towards Reiji. But what I didn't expect was, if Reiji had fucked me and I was so badly lulled by that fondness when I was still connected to Irsyad on the phone call. Which was then immediately decided unilaterally by Irsyad after the vote******out of my mouth.

Damn it.

Shit because Irsyad heard me sigh and I'm sure he's been thinking how-to.

But Irsyad shouldn't have to, given that Reiji and I are husband and wife, regardless of whether I don't love Reiji. And for what is called *3** that - let alone the husband and wife who are betrothed, who previously did not know each other there are those who continue there because of one thing or another right?.

Talk again about me who feel bad, another bad luck that I regret is because the fondness of Reiji it always can make my passion quickly rise. And that, I often get it from myself.

Because I became the kind of addict who charges more, if not to finish what has been ignited if it has been made by Reiji.

And so it was, before I finally ended up in Reiji's support in our bed a few hours ago. With a body that is both plain and tight - even very tight, until the breath feels like running out many kilometers away.

After the scroll following the sting that felt so delicious that it was difficult to describe by the words crashing into me, not even once - more than twice.

Ah this base of me... Sometimes hypocritical if in front of Reiji it feels.

Not in love with Reiji, but just accepting his fondness. Even held her back when she stopped fondling me, and intended not to continue.

But maybe, I was protecting Irsyad by keeping Reiji emotionally stable by putting myself in Reiji's arms as he pleased.

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I gasped as I was being lulled in Reiji's fondling when I finished talking to Irsyad though it wasn't complete, Reiji cut off his fondling for me.

“Sorry---- I really want you right now Yang--- But seeing your sincere ga this is better not to continue.”.

With Reiji re-buttoning my pajamas with his head down, it seemed focused on getting my pajamas back together.

“I am a normal guy and again have a wife -- I really miss the one whose name is ‘husband-wife relationship’. But it feels like if I keep forcing, I'm kind of raping.”

The moment Reiji spoke then a faint snort but I still caught the grunt in frustration, I was immediately overwhelmed with guilt.

Might as well.

I don't know, but the obvious discomfort in my heart is how I feel.

“Sleep.”

Then Reiji again said after neatly buttoning back my pajamas that he had opened half.

Then Reiji immediately turned around, but I didn't let him go.

Where Reiji immediately replied while looking at me who was staring at him.

And then I noticed that Reiji was in shock - maybe, when I came to kiss his lips.

But Reiji soon unraveled my kiss on her, then said softly and softly.

Reiji said I didn't push myself, and it made my heart feel pinched again.

Makes me think, did Reiji know if I stole the hearing when he talked to his friend on the phone, and then Reiji thought I was protecting Irysad until I put myself in him.

“I didn't feel compelled –“ responded to what Reiji thought I was forcing myself with me looking at Reiji while shaking my head and showing my smile even though thin.

If Reiji knew that if I stole the word meant his threat, it would not be wrong if Reiji thought I was sacrificing myself - his term, to protect Irsyad from his impending rampage.

Yeah anyway....

Was....

I think so....

But not in reality.

The face of Reiji that was in front of me, was not replaced by Irsyad's face.

Until Reiji had ‘mixed’ with me on our bed, only his face was all I saw, even I did not remember Irsyad in the least.

So I was well aware of who I was having sex with until the three sessions before I fell into a limp sleep. I made love to Reiji, my husband. And I enjoyed it.

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Reiji was sleeping very well.

His face looks tired.

Maybe he was tired of facing me, but I couldn't stop thinking about the patience Reiji had.

Because I think, Reiji's tired face was not because of making love for three sessions with me a few hours ago.

Because after we finished the third session - even though Reiji looked sleepy afterwards, but still I could see flashes of passion that he still felt he wanted, he said, but Reiji held it because he saw I had so badly run out of energy to compensate for his stamina in lovemaking.

And again, I did fall asleep earlier than Reiji without even thinking about getting dressed again.

I've been really bad tonight because of Reiji's stamina, which is like a glass rattle.

Three times it was our sex session, but in it somehow I got a release that made my knees go limp and limp until I felt my knee hinges were no longer in place, until my leg bones are no longer supported.

So if the face of Reiji I was looking at was tired, I sure wasn't tired from making love. But it was more like there was a load of thoughts in his brain.

And I guess, if Reiji's mind burden was me. “I.... Love's.... You.... The...”

I was shocked when I heard Reiji say, as I was looking at his face right now.

“R-ei?--“

I spontaneously called out to him with a slight stutter.

“Rei?--“ then I slowly called him again, because Reiji did not respond.

Where I immediately heaved a sigh of relief, because it seemed like Reiji was just delirious.

But then the corners of my lips were drawn, while looking at Reiji's face.

I don't know what I'm feeling in my heart right now, other than the guilt that comes back when I remember even in Reiji being delirious, he said he loved me.

Other than the guilt towards Reiji, I also thought about my feelings and Irsyad.

And again, I was confused by my own feelings. If I have to choose, how do I choose?.

I don't know why my chest feels a little claustrophobic, if I'm supposed to choose between Reiji and Irsyad.

But do I need to choose?...

Am I willing to sacrifice you for my happiness, Rei?...

“Yang ..” Reiji's voice again broke my daydream, where my hand that was pointing to Reiji's face to touch the handsome face of my husband, - whose hair was a little messy, hanging in the air, when I heard Reiji call me by the name Reiji had been saying to me.

I pulled my hand again, and I didn't make any noise to call Reiji again like that even quietly.

“Trust-“

It seems like Reiji is delirious again.

“I, please---“

True enough, Reiji was delirious again indeed. Tumben he's delirious?. Or am I the one who doesn't realize that Reiji likes to mess around a little in his sleep?.....

Ah already. His name is also the one who sleeps ....

And it seems to be exactly what I thought, if Reiji's tired face was because of me.

Even in Reiji's subconscious, he asked me to believe him.

The inner upheaval I felt again. Reiji and Irsyad filled my head again.

A man who loves me, but I doubt my feelings for him, other than I love him.

Or the man I love, and now I know he loves me too.

A man I feel defiant about how I feel about him, but always tries to give my best...

Or a man who can make me feel happiness for the love we both feel?...

I, I have to make a decision.

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