TIME (For A Taste )
CHAPTRE 281

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MALIA

I gasped slightly, as Reiji's hand coiled around my stomach. Then he held me tight. While saying an apology sentence very closely with his head that he leaned on one of my back shoulders.

And I know, if that sentence is sincere Rei said it to me. But still, there was still my annoyance and anger at him. Now, however, I did not vent my emotions like when I asked Rei to lower the talaq on me earlier. Avi's words as we spoke for a while before I decided to lie down for a moment and she came out to make tea, slightly affecting my attitude in the face of Rei now.

In a bit too, I felt a bit outrageous to lightly ask for a divorce from Rei for being yelled at by him with a shadow of himself who had provided the masked actor seedling that friend. until all the bad stuff stuck in my brain. Though if I think more deeply about a Reiji Shakeel, I don't think he will get involved with what is called an affair.

Even though it was me and Rei who were not the target of our parents' matchmaking.

Because as far and as long as I've known Rei, she's not a typical womanizer.

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In the name of emotion. What is right can be considered wrong. And vice versa. Because when our emotions let us reign, the facts that we have actually believed and seen for many years will be closed.

Well, like me when I exploded because when I was upset with Rei because of the fact that he provided the damn Shirly that I know not from his mouth even—Rei raised his voice to me, he pointed and stared at me.

Reminds me of when he yelled at me in the apartment of the seedling of the actor, until in the end all his mistakes that I remember I have forgiven my— I was absent again one by one. Where all of Rei's faults that I've missed are related to Shirly.

In the end, I asked Rei to drop the talaq on me immediately.

Sucking Rei with a piece of it.

I also raised my voice so much. Until Rei saw me very surprised, and then froze.

While I continued to refit and search for it, and only stopped when Avi attacked me with his voice quite loud.

And then coaxed me into my room and Rei—talked afterwards. With Avi dominating the conversation.

Commenting on my problem with Rei—that's for sure. But it was Avi's play of words that gave me insight, understanding and enlightenment.

Ever since I laid myself down, I thought about all the Avi sayings that I had associated with the personal issues between me and Rei now—and what decisions I wanted to make about how I would behave to Rei.

I'm still thinking about it. How will I behave to Rei in the future because to be honest if I am still so upset with my husband.

It's just about divorce, maybe I won't reveal it again.

But for that I also have a consideration. If later me and Rei finally sat down to talk, then Rei discussed it and. yes, he might be offended by me and the point Rei passed my request that he wanted to drop my talaq on me, I think I'll just let it go.

I asked him first, right?

So if Rei finally agreed and dropped the talaq on me, yes. Wanna say what?

My love is still with him. But it felt like to beg Rei not to drop my talaq when he had made up his mind, that I would not do—contrary to my principles, which I abstain from begging for the love of a man even though I adore him.

Well, the Irsyad is just an example. The guy I loved—before I loved Rei-at least I felt that feeling I had on Irsyad since college a long time ago. But even though I adore Irsyad—love—and expect him to tell me if he has the same feelings for me—but it turns out Irsyad is insensitive and chooses to pursue his ideals, I never once begged for love.

And that's what I would do if Rei agreed to my request which I made fiery just a moment ago, to drop my talaq on me. And I will not prevent or ambush Rei to do that.

I will hold my principle of not begging for love in men, even if he is the husband I have loved— may already be in my love for Rei.

So if then Rei drops my talaq on me either tonight or tomorrow, I'm resigned once again.

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I leave that matter to the fate of the Powerful One, about my marriage relationship and Rei in the future in me who is still lying down thinking. And if my divorce and Rei were to happen, I would have to prepare myself for the disappointment of our parents. Imagining the sad faces of my parents and Rei if me and Rei were to get divorced, made my head a little dizzy.

In addition to my opponent also because of the effect of the fiery emotional overflow on Rei earlier. Including dizziness because I fell in a dilemma over love, my status as a wife, as well as my life principles related to my problems and Rei so far.

I hate being lied to.

Especially by people I have given full trust. And I reluctantly—at least will be very keep a distance with the person.

But something that touches my principles is also related to my status as a wife.

And there's a deep feeling involved. That is, I am in a dilemma. Defend my principles or sacrifice my marriage.

I don't want my marriage to break—after my emotions subside, and make the performance of my brain and heart can already be more ‘sehat’—but ego also doesn't want me to just break my principles.

Confused right?

But amid my confusion— and also I thought I would make a decision based on Rei's attitude later when I was ready to get out of the room and meet him face to face, Rei came to me first—not long after Avi came out of our room.

“I'm sorry, Yang.... Sorry...any punishment I receive. but please.... Yang.... don't...”.

As soon as Rei looked around, after he got on our bed I thought it was Avi. Where I was about to share with Avi again actually, to ask her opinion how I should behave after the overflow of my emotions on Rei earlier.

But Rei's on the hunt.

Hugged me possessively and looked down regretfully.

Alluding to the divorce—a bit—but the sentence implied that what I thought if Rei would pass my request to her to divorce me, it did not happen as I thought before.

There, Rei begged me not to step away. Hhh....

Still pissed me off at Rei actually. But hearing her shrillness, and feeling her head leaning lethargic behind my shoulders, I felt sorry for her.

So I did not give my antipathy to Rei.

I let Rei hug me from behind, who then spoke again in the same tone as before. Namely, apologizing terribly, realizing his mistake. So earnest it sounds.

Languid and sad, pleading with melee. Enough to make me feel sorry for it actually.

But I'm still very upset with Rei.

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And the sentence, ‘iya, I'm sorry you, Rei.’

I didn't come out of my mouth. But I also did not avoid Rei.

I choose to face my husband now, who I believe wants to talk about our problems, besides he's willing to apologize and prevent me from saying that you told Avi not to stay and leave my apartment and Rei, and I'll be in.

It was amused for a moment by Rei's behavior when I asked him to let me go. But he refused quickly, because Rei perceptively if the sentence ‘Now freelin.’ What I triggered while my hand was trying to let go of that tight grip on me, he thought it was my request for Rei to let me go with Avi.

Which might still be Rei thinking that I would insist on asking him to divorce me.

Though I asked him to let go of his embrace it was because I began to be a bit claustrophobic with Rei's embrace that was getting so tight, until my stomach felt depressed.

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Besides feeling a bit claustrophobic, Malia also wants to face Rei. Wanting to see what Reiji's expression was now, the previous one looked a little panicked other than to ask and forgive for an apology to Malia.

And indeed the crumpled face of Reiji that Malia found after she had turned around to see the face of her husband. What immediately struck Malia a second after Malia chimed in on Reiji's remarks, thinking that Malia had asked him to release her, was for Reiji to pass off Malia's request to separate from her.

But after Malia sets off another teammate who breaks Reiji's allegation until the pilot's father is relieved later, Reiji immediately scolds Malia to make sure Malia won't demand a divorce like before. Which ends—after Reiji rests if he can do whatever Malia asks him to do to himself can make amends to Malia if his wife does not insist on divorce, Malia said her terms to Reiji.

“Request all the money you ever gave back to the masked actor's seed,” Malia said, and Reiji immediately stared at Malia. “Can, you do that?” malia added, also looking at Reiji who seemed to be gulping down his saliva. “Weight huh?—“

“Can.”

Reiji recited Malia's last words that sounded dubious.

“Yakin can?...”

Malia asked in a tone as well as throwing a slightly disdainful look at Reiji.

“Iya. I can do it.” Reiji replied with a confident look at Malia.

“Do it now then—“

“Heu?—“

“You use my phone or your own phone?”

“Now you really want me to do it?—“

“Iya now bang.” Malia recited Reiji's words.

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MALIA

It's up to you to say that I'm outrageous.

But I just want a proof of the husband who said he loved me very much.

So on the basis of loving me so much and boasting being able to do anything to get my trust back so that I don't go back to discussing divorce with him, Rei should do what I ask, right?....

Including asking for back the money he had given to the masked actor, although Rei's alibi was to help and for the needs of Shirly's son.

Even though I wasn't so scared of Rei's money that I asked him to do it, there was no shortage of money. I just want Rei to prove his words just now to me.

‘Support do any’

So I asked Rei to do that.

He asked for the money he had given Shirly all this time.

The thing is the seedling will return it I don't care. I just want to see how much Rei really loves me, by doing something simple—maybe.

But I know very well, if this request of mine is enough it feels hard for Rei to do.

Sure, Rei must have felt very sad—if he remembered his expression when I triggered my condition.

Prestigious, ashamed and numerous he must have felt bad for Shirly. And again I don't care.

I just want proof. That'sthat's all.

Then if Rei refuses, or seeks an excuse to delay doing so, then....

“Ya. Just use my phone. You also do not have a phone number Ir—dia, right?..“

No so I made up my mind if I wanted to split up while Rei refused or bide my time doing my terms for an apology and trust.

Because Reiji has already confirmed that he will do the terms of me it—wow! I really did not expect Rei to accept the request on my terms with no weight on his face.

Either in the heart of Rei, or the face of ‘usually’ now that he created with all his might so that I do not become unhappy again.

Foolish time with that. What is clear now is that I want to rush to see the proof from Rei.

“This is the phone? Front me and please in loud speaker.”

The definition of a wife that sucks and might drain the patience of a husband, I'm doing now.

Hehe....

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Seriate....