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“Btw, Li, you know the same story Bang Rei about Irsyad?.”

“But.”

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MALIA

I immediately remembered Avi asking me if I had told Reiji about Irsyad. Is it because Avi can't wait for me to tell Reiji about Irsyad himself, so that his older brother will act on me?.. Lock me up for example?.

Things that feel impossible Reiji did, considering he is not a possessive man. Although Reiji had shown his jealousy several times, but only a little and did not demand anything after, or forbid me to have a boyfriend.

Then Avi told Reiji about Irsyad by stepping over me?. What did Avi mean by doing that? .. What Avi is afraid of my heart is disturbed and affects my marriage and Reiji. Well, if it's like that, it feels like Avi's fear has been hunted down before he realized it.

My heart has been disturbed ever since Irsyad returned.

And really disturbed, after Irsyad like confessing his feelings to me. And well, my marriage relationship with Reiji was disrupted, even before Irsyad confessed his feelings for me today. Reiji and I are devastated by our past.

Recalling again about Reiji knowing about Irsyad - which he most likely knew from Avi, made me rethink it.

But as long as I know Avi, he won't act at will when it comes to one's personal realm, including my best friend.

But after hearing Reiji say after asking and probing if I went with Irsyad, I felt a little annoyed at Avi.

“Si Male Im-pi-an Malia?!”

Fix, I seemed to have to talk to Avi, and asked why she had so carelessly told me such a detail about Irsyad, even to the point that Irsyad was the Man of my Dreams.

Reiji looked at me flatly, but his words sounded sharp with emphasis when he said about ‘Si man im-pi-an Malia’. Which I immediately struck with a remark, “By the way is Avi the same as you?!”

“Only that, Irsyad the man of your dreams!”

And Reiji quickly answered me.

Flat staring, but his tone of voice slightly raised and cynical.

I who was reluctant to respond further to Reiji who seemed to be waiting for my answer, chose to be indifferent to him.

So I turned around to walk back to my room and Reiji.

It's just that one sentence Reiji then sounded, felt so striking to me.

“His dream is now an affair?“

I immediately turned around, and looked at Reiji sharply.

“Do not accuse you!”I cried out while glaring at Reiji, to break Reiji's accusation just now.

In fact, I doubt my own words. Is it true I was having an affair behind Reiji with Irsyad.

But I just went to Irsyad, and then I went somewhere not private, and we were just chatting.

Well even though the last chat was about revealing Irsyad's feelings to me, then I let him hold my hand.

But to that extent, is it also called an affair?. I don't know. Clearly, there was a corner of my heart that felt pain that made me want to shed tears after hearing Reiji's accusations, even though I spoke no less tightly to him.

“So the origin accuses me of still having feelings for Irly.” Instead of Reiji improving me who looked cynical to him, he threw a sneer at me instead. Again, I was struck by Reiji's words. Because his son was right. I do still suspect that Reiji still has feelings for Shirly."

Reiji who stood straight in front of me seemed cynical as well as staring back at me. Maybe, I shouldn't have felt riled up by Reiji's sneer just now.

I answered Reiji's sneer at me fiercely. But the next second I froze, with a tongue that I felt faint.

“My feelings in the past to Irly who triggered your suspicions, who thought I still had the same feelings as him, until you thought yourself was an escape from the rejection of his love for me right?.. Then it makes you feel worthy to go with another man.”

My jaw was hard, but my heart felt sore hearing Reiji's long words. And I don't have the stock of words to answer Reiji's long sentence just now.

I then turned around, after I fell silent.

I felt my eyes getting wet. And if I blink just once, I think my tears will come down.

Maybe I was wrong with Reiji because I had several appointments with Irsyad without his knowledge.

I don't blame Reiji for saying that I was having an affair because of it. Plus, today I chose to meet Irsyad instead of being with Reiji, even returning to the apartment when the sky was dark.

But still, Reiji's words that led to the sneer about my relationship with Irsyad made my chest ache. And for that I've been reluctant to talk to Reiji again. So I turned my back to get inside our room.

“What else?. I don't care what you say!” I immediately said curtly, as I felt Reiji's hand grab my arm.

The grip that seemed to use force, as I felt a strong squeeze on my arm.

‘‘Oh of course you don't care about me .. You certainly care more about the man of your dreams, right?!’’ Instead of calming me down or taking me to sit down to talk, Reiji again sneered at me.

I then looked at him with a pus.

“Jawab.” Indict Reiji, while still clutching my hand.

“If yes, what do you want?” that speech was then thrown out of my mouth.

Which somehow, just a single sentence of challenge pitched it slid from my mouth to Reiji.

I saw Reiji's jaw instantly tighten, with a facial expression that I found difficult to describe.

What was clear was that Reiji's expression after I put out a single sentence earlier, I had never seen it before.

I'm sure, Reiji was hurt by my words.

But how will you?. I felt guilty for Reiji indeed, but he also seemed to provoke my emotions.

So, uh,

“Now you answer, if yes-if I care more about Irsyad, what do you want?---“

I'm challenging Reiji more and more. Sneaky and sharp, but I felt my eyes getting wetter.

I waited for a reply from Reiji who then fell silent looking at me with a gaze that was also difficult for me to describe in words, like his expression.

Is Reiji planning to drop my talaq?..

Actuallyno. And I felt Reiji's grip loosening in my arm.

And I took advantage of that moment to break away and get away from Reiji as quickly as possible.

Then walked quickly to our room which I immediately locked the door and shed tears that had been restrained.

I don't know what I'm crying about.

But clearly, my chest feels tight.

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