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REIJI
“Lia, Lia .. Very OCD ..” My response was that Malia was too anxious to clean up the room that we were going to make a multipurpose room in our apartment. I harrumphed amusedly later, remembering that my wife was someone who could not see anything messy.
“Bodo ah .. OCD, OCD, yes. Not very comfortable feeling see that room so ..”
As soon as Malia returned my taunts. Though actually Malia is also not a sufferer of mental disorders who like to arrange objects in a certain pattern, like the OCD sufferers.
Just kinky, because Malia will nag if something is out of place, and if she tells me to tidy it up, but I delay, surely he would mengedumel with him alone who moved his hand to tidy up something that Malia thought was messy.
I also like neatness and cleanliness, in addition to discipline. But seeing Malia who mengedumel with her lips that like to go forward, became a separate entertainment for me. Lisa, Lia .. The woman who has turned my world to such an extent. I hate a dirty woman.
Except my beloved mother.
The chatty girls in the category I don't like, are those who were once my girlfriends.
I don't like to be regulated, let alone mastered the same thing as a couple.
But Malia is different. I seem to get karma from my indifference to my old boyfriends.
Malia is not very funny to me, like I used to be indifferent to my ex-boyfriends.
But yes it is, for how I want Malia to treat me, I have to say, sometimes explain with my first views to her.
In the past, I was so sabodo very much to my ex-boyfriends who always gave up trying to understand me. And when they start suing, I'll avoid them.
And with Malia, my world is turned upside down.
I always try to understand him.
I'm the one who's desperately trying to be the understanding husband for Malia.
Simply because I don't want any complaints from his mouth about me.
Malia has completely turned my world around.
Back about Malia which will be a few rooms that will be used as a multipurpose room in our apartment.
“Ga cape you are, Which?” my many.
“Kalo cape I ga maybe insistent want to tidy up that room now, Rei ..”
Yes too.
If Malia says again, she's drowsy too.
So I thought maybe he'd join her, so Malia was looking for something she could do.
Just that, I'm afraid Malia will be exhausted if tidying up the room itself, because I realize that my prints are more than Malia's.
But then a thought came to my mind. “You insist very neatin my goods, there is something you want to find out?...”
The ridiculous thing that came to my mind, and inexplicably also until I popped it out of my mouth and became a question for Malia.
Well, silly is the question, but there's a little bit of curiosity about it too. What is it about Malia finding out about my past?.
About the ex maybe?.
Malia is curious about my past?.
With exes who are not important as well.
Malia doesn't love me yet. So the curiosity about my ex-ex might lead to Malia's jealousy, wouldn't it be possible either.
“Means?.”
Malia finally said so.
She's not happy I asked her that.
Or because she really doesn't feel it, so she asks I mean ask her like that.
I kept answering that I didn't mean anything to ask Malia that question. Just ask. “You're curious I nyimpen photo ex?.” aslohku.
Who knows Malia was wondering if I brought along an old photo among my prints.
Which you won't be able to find Malia either, because there's no photo of the ex until I print it.
There is nothing on my phone either.
The photos of the two exes who were tagged to my sosmed account have also been lost, since I broke up with them.
“Ih, sorry yes, I am not that sepepo, Mr. Reiji Shakeel...”.
And Malia's words made me grunt.
But then one long sentence of Malia after, made me quite flabbergasted.
Malia said, I was impressed to hold back so that she would not clean up my things in the next room, because there might be something I was hiding from her.
Hh, there was Malia.
What am I hiding from Malia?.
Malia never asked about ex, I was lazy to discuss.
But even if Malia asks, I will definitely answer honestly. About whatever it is.
Which I ended up telling Malia, if there's nothing I'm hiding or I'm trying to hide from her.
“Yakin?” ask Malia afterwards.
“Yakin.”
I firmly answered.
Then Malia had a good time, and I smiled a little without Malia seeing.
“Things concerning you will I take seriously, Yang...”.
Then I took Malia's slogan a little seriously indeed. Just to make Malia sure, because that's the real thing.
Then Malia's advice is that she's probably off the room, because she said wait for me to come back.
And I say free if he really wants to clean it up.
I don't have a problem with Malia finding something weird. Because it feels like there is nothing awkward or suspicious of me.
Maybe she wants to watch a soap opera that smells of infidelity husband, so maybe Malia wants to find something strange from me?.
I don't know, what I'm obviously holding back is just not wanting Malia to get tired, plus I'm not with her. It's just that I feel anxious, because Malia is sometimes quite the person.
Focus is just as neat, but sometimes careless about security. Who forgot to lock the car, waltzing so just fit out of the car. Recently, tv ga he matiin when leaving for work. Good thing I came home first time an impromptu task replace the pilot finally I refused the country I was jealous of his boyfriend Malia who I had seen embrace the shoulder Malia.
Try if I don't go back to the apartment to take a shower and change clothes?. Didn't it explode because it was so hot because of the flame all day?. Well I was so worried here.
Including worry if Malia is tired, continue to sleep without checking trivial things, but can have a major harmful effect. Or he could be so sick of fatigue beberes alone.
That's why I'm holding Malia so she doesn't exist right now.
But let Malia do not think about how, yes I just pardon if she wants to see all my printed goods that are still in the plastic container.
“Eng. Wait for you aja. Let something awkward can I ask you directly..”.
And I chuckle at Malia's words.
For me, the past is the past. It happened, it cannot be changed.
There is no need to be a language if it is not important to discuss.
Better focus on the present and the future.
And I told Malia that.
“It seems you may not be interested in that same past me, remembering.... you will not love me...”.
I don't know what Malia's gonna think after I say that.
Although I also didn't intentionally bring up Malia's feelings to corner her and feel guilty about me.
I was just expressing what I felt to her. That's aja anyway.
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But talking about the past, yes I'm a little curious also mention the word ex.
Now replace me with the kepo, about Malia's past. “Your past. Do you have ‘someone’ in the past?”
And that question came out of my mouth. I wonder, has there ever been a man who filled Malia's heart that I haven't been able to fully enter?.
Malia said straightforwardly, it's true that I asked Avi if Malia ever had a boyfriend, and Avi said no.
I've never seen Malia post with a guy on her sosmed that I've seen traces of her from the first photo Malia uploaded.
Well, Malia isn't the one who posts things too often on social media like me either. We're the same about that.
And Malia's answer is the same as what Avi told me.
“I've never had a girlfriend,” Malia insists. And I believe.
It should be like that, right?. If between husband and wife should foster mutual trust, regardless of whether or not, not yet love, in household life.
It's just that, I caught a moment, there's something Malia kept in tight when I asked about someone in her past.
I heard Malia sighing very slowly, which she probably thought I didn't notice. But I don't know what, I don't want to ask any further.
I don't think I need to find out about Malia's past, because she, by now, is mine.
Although I'm curious too, did Malia ever love someone even though she never dated.
Like the....
Me stuff?.
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Seriate...