Treasure, Throne, Renata
Covering the Old Sheet of Rayendra's Story

You are evidence

From the beauty of the face and heart

You become harmonious when I sing

About the light and darkness of this life

You are the most beautiful form

From the good of God to me

Time doesn't touch your beauty

You're the greatest woman to me

Please, you keep that in mind

Virgoun – Proof

I drove my car at 140 on the Jagorawi highway. The sky was still dark and lonely, the more I stepped on my car's accelerator while feeling every tear from my eyes. I still remember every word I said to Rania, I knew all my words had hurt her heart. I couldn't see her crying, I could see her suffering. The woman who has given me these three little angels I must leave behind. The innocent woman, who had always been patient with me, and sincere about all the tests of my life. Rania, an angel whom God gave to take care of my children.

I can't keep this relationship with him. I can't lie to him much longer. My heart has been tethered by Renata, even though I tried to fight against Renata's shadow from my mind. It's free that I'm still tied to Rania if Renata has half my life. Rania doesn't deserve me.

I picked up the cell phone lying next to the gears of my car. Kuraih and I contacted Dion, he was a co-worker and friend of mine.

“ Hello Yon, I'm again sliding into Bogor. What time do you leave? “, ask Dion.

“ Hello bro, I'm back on the road. Tumben lo already walk, lo ga nyariin child what?”, said Dion there with a raucous voice. He must have just woken up.

“ I uda break up Yon. I have stayed all “, I said in a weak voice.

“ What? Ninggalin say hello?”, cried Dion who seemed surprised to hear my words.

“ I divorced Rania “ I replied briefly.

“ Crazy lo Ray, is not wrong with me? Lo Rania's divorce? Didn't you killuningin Renata?. This crazy Elo anyway, Rania new birth bro!!! “, her cute while cursing typical Dion.

“ Bro tar the story, I want to take it. I wait for project “, I said while hanging up my phone.

The sun began to appear on the Ciawi highway. In 20 minutes I will arrive at a land belonging to Om Yan, he is Dion's om. He had vacant land and asked us to create a business scheme from the assets he owned. Dion and I offer the land to be a tourist spot, besides because the place is very strategic, I have learned a lot about the property business from Mr. Hardian. This offer of my proposal will definitely be approved by Om Yan.

Beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep

Rania Calling

“ Hello Papaaaaa, thanks little pony toy same walkie talkie nyaaaa “, scream Kica and Kila from there.

“ Equally dear, you guys like “, I replied while holding back tears to hear their voices.

“ Love it once Pap. Are you leaving again? Going home on Saturday will be “, asked Kica innocently.

“ Don't know yet, Papa has a lot of work. Kila sama Kica if you kangen papa call or video call aja yes. Papa love you guys. I love you all “, I replied as I held back the chest-stifling sobs. My tears welling up in my eyes have already dripped down my cheeks.

“ Okay Pap, be careful yes. I love you too, Pap “.

My heart ached to accept the fact of having to leave my beloved children behind. They were my tired healers all this time.I know they missed me so much over the last few months, I also miss our time together. I miss babbling from their lips, crying to happy laughter. I don't know what kind of father I am, but I'm sure this is what's best for them.

Ciawi – Bogor

“ Okay Ray, Om agree with your offer to set up a selfie tour here. But Om only provides land, Om hope there are investors who want to chip in to finance this entire project. About stocks ga problem, you want to get the majority is also okay “, said Om Yan at a Sundanese restaurant in Ciawi.

“ Ready Om, later I try to find other investors who want to join. I also work with Mr. Hardian who has always played property, I think he wants to invest to add more property units here “, I replied optimistically.

“ Okay if so. Om want to go first yes, want to practice golf first. I have long ga golf body pain all “ he said while chuckling while drinking iced orange in front of him.

“ Are old yes so innate Om, body aches all “, ledek Dion on his dear om it.

Om Yan clicked Dion's head with a smile. After he paid all the bills on our table, Om Yan left with his personal driver.

“ Ray, seriously you spit out Rania ?”, asked Dion as soon as Om Yan left us. He seemed to be impatient to hear my story from now on.

“ Yes “ I replied briefly while feeding grilled chicken to my mouth.

“ Why divorce? Don't you think polygamy or what? “, asked Dion who almost choked me.

“ Thoughts, but I can't do it. Renata would also definitely not want to, let alone Rania “, I replied as I hurriedly sipped some warm tea on my desk.

“ I was aja badung nih Ray, if the divorce was not deh. How big is the excess of Renata until you have to leave Rania whose sacrifice is already much greater? Wrong bini lo what the hell ”, heck again.

“ There is nothing wrong, only you can not hide all this from Rania aja” for a long time, I replied to him.

“ Yes you know, you don't want to make Rania hurt right?, klo don't want to make your bini hurt, yes you have to repent “, Dion's girlfriend with a fierce tone.

“ If I don't love to be flanked again?, time must continue to pretend love?”, I reply to Dion who is scratching his bald head that does not itch.

“ Whatever bro, still lo it's not sane“, maki Dion who I used to hear from his mouth.

I took a cigarette out of my pants pocket, I followed a stick and I breathed it. Dion looked at me sharply with a cynical smile.

“ What?, you are smoking now?, from when?”, he asked in wonder while half-literate.

“ Since meeting Renata, satisfied lo?”, I replied fiercely to him.

Ever since I knew Renata my life has changed. I became more confident and never planned again. No Ray hesitated to make a decision, I also started smoking to treat all my fatigue, and to be able to easily get along with my clients.

Dion picked up a cigarette of mine, he lit it and puffed the smoke into the air.

“ Elo smoking rich pansi that Ray “, teased Dion when he saw my style is still stiff when inhaling my cigarette. I'm not a smoker, just inhaling cigarette smoke I'm coughing. I grew up in a non-smoking family, even Mas Doni was often sent by my mother if she smoked at home.

“ Udah deh Yon, pokonya now I have to focus the same future. We have a big project again. My decision to leave my past behind must have been the best. I just want to dapet pair that one frequency with me, and make my work performance so increased “, said I optimistically while inhaling the rest of my cigarettes.

“ Whatever bro, I don't want to follow the same personal problems lo. I give you as much advice as possible. If your performance is not better, I cut your neck “, threatened Dion while getting ready to go.

“ Lo first deh Yon, I want to be here first rest for a while, and then continue to Bandung”, I told Dion to go home soon. I'm tired of my cheering on this bald guy.

“ Yes I first, cape I ngomel-ngomel mulu lo. Feel again talking to people mabok know not “, he said as he passed.

I just smiled seeing Dion leave me. The man did not like pleasantries, firm and sarcastic style of speech. It's been 7 years I've worked with him, although it's annoying but Dion's real good and cares for my family. Dion has a charm that can captivate the ABG to aunts. Dion and I used to visit erotic spas just for fun. But even so, he is a father who cares deeply about his only son. That's what makes me fit in with Dion.

I opened my phone which I had silent since. In my mind I just want to call one name, RENATA RAHARDJO.