Treasure, Throne, Renata
A Sacrifice of Rayendra's Story

My trip to Bandung was different. Although my heart is still wounded, it still feels relieved inside the chest. The feeling of sadness must leave the memories of the past, for the sake of a new hope that has been waiting for me in Bandung there. I hope that woman is still waiting for me, she will keep her heart for me.

I know that Renata has a boyfriend, but that's not a big deal for me. I appreciate Renata's feeling of not being pitted, before I decided on my marriage to Rania, Renata had the right to have contact with anyone. This time I was determined to get my love back. All the ways I will do to get it, because after a long time I was showered with scorn and mockery. They scorned me because I wasn't good at being a husband, I wasn't even good at being a real man. Now I deserve to leave behind all the people who are no longer in line with me. I have the right to choose what kind of life I will live. I want to try to be more free and have another point of view, without being bound to the norms anymore.

Renata is an amazing woman to me. She's the woman who's hit all the stigmas. His style that is rebellious but classy can captivate my heart. The puff of cigarette smoke never stops from her mouth, but all that does not make her a cheap woman. Renata is a classy, beautiful and smart woman.

Renata is not bound by rules. He is not a follower of mainstream mothers who take care of children according to the rules. If a mother tries to keep her child to be diligent in prayer, not smoking, not intoxicated just because of the norm, different from Renata in her child. Renata invites Daffa to get to know the night world with her. Renata did not forbid him from smoking or drinking. The principle is why it is forbidden if later they hide. It is better to introduce all the things that are feared, if they know from the beginning there is certainly no curiosity and try it from behind.

That's what I learned from him. Therefore I advertised Renata to be dating anyone, rather than secretly cheating on her behind my back. Until one day, he will choose who the man who is worthy to accompany him later. Most importantly I have carried out my obligation to close the old story and open a new page.

Renata Apartment

19.25

“ Ren I'm in the apartment lobby, please get off dong “, type me in Renata in a Whatsapp message. I tried many times to contact him but never lifted.

My message has not been read either. At this hour he certainly hasn't slept. I asked the receptionist, she said that Renata had entered her apartment 2 hours ago. I made up my mind to wait for Renata here.

PINGING

“ Want what “ Renata short message appears on my phone notification.

“ I want to talk Ren “ urges me to him.

“ More cowoku “ Reply Renata briefly. I knew he was lying, because according to Receptionist Renata alone, he had stopped by his desk to pick up a letter.

“ Don't lie Ren, I know you yourself. Please Ren I want to talk “

My message never returned he replied, just a blue two-colored center signifies my message he had read. I was sitting limp on the sofa, I threw down my body while holding a bouquet of red roses for her. My eyes are so heavy, my feet have been driving all day. My stomach has been rumbling to be filled, but I'm no taste for food. My determination is only this one time, I just want to finish my mission once more.

“ Mas, why come here ?” Ask a beautiful woman wearing a plain T-shirt and shorts in front of me. He stood glued as he looked at my crumpled face and sat sprawled on the lobby sofa.

I was shocked from my seat. I immediately got up from the leather sofa and walked towards Renata while holding a bouquet of red roses in front of her. I knelt down and looked at his face, as I handed the rose to him.

“ Renata, will you fill my new life sheet?”, ask me with sincerity.

“ Renata Rahardjo, will you be my future? “ my question once again while still kneeling before him.

The people around me looked at me in confusion. The female receptionist who had been busy with her phone was now dumbfounded looking at the two of us. Some people who had been sitting on the sofa were now looking at me with a big smile.

“ Mas what the hell is this, hunuan ah wake up, shy around people “, replied Renata while pulling my arm.

“ Answer first, later I wake up “ reply while holding his fingers cold because of panic.

As soon as the elevator door opened, we both got into it. There was no one, now it was just the two of us in the elevator that went up to the 11th floor.

“ Why use this event all mas?, then meet me want what? “, he asked with a face that was still upset with me.

“ I want to pursue my love “ I replied as I looked into his eyes deeply.

“ Aduuuhhh, it's time not fit anymore now “, replied Renata while wiping his forehead. When the elevator door opened on the 11th floor, we went out and walked in the hallway to Renata's room.

“ You enter my room just to chat yes this time “, he said fiercely to me. Although her tone sounded fierce, her face still looked beautiful and adorable.

“ Ren, if you are craving that more beautiful, the more I pursue you wherever “, my god while pulling his hand. As expected, Renata did not pull her hand back. The bouquet of roses I gave him still he held tightly. I pulled her slender waist, grabbed her by her arms and kissed the head of this woman I had long admired. Renata did not try to let go of my arms, she also hugged me tightly.

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Renata's phone rang. Renata let go of her embrace and looked for where the source of the voice was. Apparently her phone was kept on the dressing table next to her.

“ Hello, yes I have not slept “ replied Renata while walking towards the balcony. From his style of talking while away from me, I knew it must be from a man.

Renata is still engrossed in receiving calls on the balcony of her apartment. The door was closed so I couldn't hear them. Sometimes I hear him laughing. I could only stare at him from the bed of this studio-sized apartment. I lay my body on the bed, while I changed the television channel in front of me. Wraps of cigarettes, matches, and laptops just lying on the mattress. I saw some RENTZ documents open on his screen, apparently he was working on a report.

BRACKET

The balcony door was closed. Renata came in and walked towards me. He put his cell phone in front of the television, then stood staring while folding his hands, his round eyes looking deeply at me. I woke up from my sleep and sat at the end of the bed facing her body. I know it's not the right time to ask Renata to be my life partner, but I have to say that I've ended my marriage.

“ Ren, I divorced Rania “ I cried slowly.

“ What? Did you divorce him? Seriously? “ asked like in disbelief.

“ Yesterday I dropped my talaq, I ended my marriage. I really want to point out if I am serious about you Ren “, I said while convincing him who still does not believe in my words.

“ Free mas, I already have a guy. He is good, want to be serious also I “, replied Renata.

“ As long as he's still dating you, that's not proof of seriousness. I really-majak you to be the guide of my life Ren. I dare to bet my career for you, you are a woman with a complete package that I need for this “, I replied earnestly to him.

Renata just sighed, he shook his head. He picked up a cigarette and lit it. Renata's distinctive feature if he is upset, his confused face still amazes me.

“ Mas, you have to find a hotel to sleep in. You can not sleep here, tomorrow morning Daffa wants to come here with mother “, replied Renata slowly. This time I knew he wasn't lying.

I took my breath deep. The exhaustion I felt should have gone when I met Renata. In my fantasy I can celebrate my freedom with him here.I still want to vent my longing for him and enjoy every curve of his body that I admire so much.

“ Tomorrow Daffa's mom wants to meet my guy, so you don't have to bother meeting me yes “, he exclaimed as I wrestled with wild fantasies in my head. Renata's words just left me disappointed, other than that she rejected me, the fact that Renata already had a lover struck me. But I can't be daunted, I have to try to pursue my love. After going through all the obstacles and scorn, I had to fight for her. I believe that Renata is my destiny.