
07.30 WIB – Home Rania
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Astagfirullah……
I woke up breathless, my body wet with sweat. My chest is beating so fast that this hand is shaking. I pat my face, it hurts. God, am I really dreaming?. I looked around, there was no one in the room. I rushed down from the bed, my knees were still limp and my chest was pounding hard.
“ Rania….Raniaaa”.
“ Kila….Kicaaaaaaa”.
I ran down the stairs and looked around for a familiar figure in the house. My voice choked to them but there was no answer at all. I looked at the kitchen where Rania was cooking, there was no one. The kitchen is clean and neat.
“ Raniaaa..”.
Is it true that Rania, Kila and Kica are in this house? Where are they?.
“ Pap, why are rich babes ilang”.
A hijab-wearing woman called out to me while carrying a plastic bag in her hand. Her sweet face looked at me while astonished.
“ Raniaaaaaaa!!!”.
I hugged the woman as tightly as I could, I kissed her head nonstop until she screamed in amusement.
“ Apaan sih Pap. You even wake up in the afternoon. People have run away in the morning tuh”, he said as he passed to his kitchen.
“ Rania, this is you, right? “, I don't believe it while feeling his body. His stomach looks still stale. Rania is pregnant.
“ Aduuuh, be careful dong Pap, kasian dede on the stomach. Pregnant wife even shaken from earlier”.
“ Astagfirullah Ran, I'm Ran's nightmare. Everything is real rich. I got to shake this”, I said while showing my hands that were still wet and shaking.
“ Therefore, before going to bed read the prayer first. Begadang mulu sih”, he answered while opening the refrigerator.
“ Rania, are you still pregnant? Our son is not born?”.
“ How do you think? His son is still 5 months in the stomach to be born how”, his smile mocked me.
“ Where do I work Ran? I work in Bandung, no?”.
“ You sleep a year rich in amnesia. You are still working with Dion lah”, he replied.
“ I don't work in Bandung Ran? Really?”.
“ Where do I know, you feel like working in Bandung? Udah ah I want to continue shopping to the Modern Market, earlier in the vegetable maker incomplete”, he said.
“ Kila equals Kica where's Ran? I miss very much them”.
“ Again with Mama to Warung. You know why is so strange Pap”, he asked astonishment.
Suddenly the sound of Kica's crisp laughter came from the front porch, they jumped into excitement.
“ Kicaaaaa…….Kilaaa….Papa kangen with you Naaaak”.
I'm gonna pound their bodies tight. Kuciumi them both until they laugh out loud.
“ Hahahahaha….Papa geliiiii, you are waking up in the afternoon Pap. No morning prayers yaaa”, ledek Kila to me.
“ Maafin Papa yes, Papa promise not to stay with you. You love Papa kan Nak”, I said while hugging their bodies tightly.
“ Why are you Ray, rich abis from where aja “, said my mother-in-law.
“ Ma. Sorry Ray yes. Where are you guys from?”, I said as I grabbed his hand.
“ Abis from stall, Rania nih forgot monthly shopping sampe sugar aja abis”, said.
“ Yes, Rania wants to market now. Kila same kica in the same house Grandma yes, Mama only briefly kok”, he said while reaching for a bag.
“ Where are you going? I'm coming yes, you can't go alone”.
“ Yes Have a face wash first. I have to cook for lunch”, he said.
Immediately I ran to the room to wash my face and change my clothes. My body is still limp and the shadows of the people in my dreams feel real. Renata, is he real?.
08.00 WIB – Modern Market BSD
“ Oh, so you story dream of work in Bandung continue to know the same woman named Renata?”.
“ Yes Ran. Don't be angry, it's also a dream. I was confused how his dream could be so bad. My time left y'all”, I answered while chewing on our favorite field.
“ Originally there is no such thing as Renata? Don't-don't you do have an affair”, inquire.
“ No Ran, really. Just check my phone, read all WA chats until emailku”, I said while thrusting my phone.
“ Yes, believe it. I don't like opening your phone, Pap. You are family man in my eyes. Dear your mother, same Mama, same children, it doesn't seem to believe that it can hurt women”, he said.
“ Ran, I want to be honest with you can not?. I want us to evaluate again about our relationship, what is less than me as your husband?”.
“ Must be honest? Here really chat?”, he asked.
“ Yes I want to have quality time with kamu”, I replied while holding his fingers.
“ Hmmm, I want you not to be too busy working together. I know that you're looking for a project so we can eat, but I need your figure to be able to chat”.
“ I want you to be able to pray on time, if you are busy working sometimes like to forget. I also followed the deh”, he replied.
“ Yes, I realized it was Ran. Sorry can't be a good priest for you guys”, I'm sorry.
“ What if I? What am I lacking?”, he asked back.
“ I want you to be more sensitive Ran. I don't mind my phone you open, ask me where I'm going, and don't be too busy taking care of the kids. I need your presence as a lover, so we can be friendly until old age later”.
Rania was silent at my answer, her eyes glazed over while squeezing my fingers.
“ Sorry I ya Pap, I also a lot of lack during this time. Should be as a wife I can give your full attention, let you do not seek attention out there rich in your dream it”, he said while holding back tears.
“ Equally Dear. Maybe this dream is a rebuke for us, let us learn to correct each other”, I replied while stroking his head.
“ Don't stay with me Yes Pap, I need you “.
“ Won't be Rania, I promise you guys. Plus, there's a kid that's gonna be born any minute. Oya can I give him the name?”, I said.
“ Can, you want what name for our daughter?”.
“ Kianna Malaika Azziati, I love that name”, I replied while stroking her stomach.
“ Wow, you can choose a good name, why be cool gini husband I”, god while pinching my cheek.
“ We need a honeymoon like Ran, we go together before Kian was born”, invite me while laughing.
“ Invite the kids dong Pap, kasian they never walk during my pregnancy”.
“ Okay, we're babymoon huh. Like you are still pregnant trimester 2, can still fly right?”.
“ Do you really want a babymoon? There is money emang?”, he asked with sparkling eyes.
“ What doesn't make you. I want to boil the lost togetherness Ran”.
“ Hmmm. I really want to go to Sumba from du”, he replied.
“ Wow good idea anyway, I checked the ticket to Sumba ya”, sahutku while checking the ticket booking application on my phone.
“ Okay here price. We leave tomorrow night, Ran, I pesen tickets now ”, I said while hurrying to book a plane seat.
“ Are you serious? How in such a hurry is Pap?”, he asked in disbelief.
“ I told you right, I want to make amends with y'all”.
Rania looks excited while patting her hands. Before long he remembered having to shop for vegetables, in a hurry he spent his lunch and paid for buying vegetables in a stall not far from this store.
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Dion Calling
“ Hello Bro, how are you lo”, sweep me when my connection is connected.
“ Duh Yon lo certainly do not believe the same story I deh. I had a nightmare bro, so bad the story”.
“ Ah have kirain whatan, dreams doang very excited Ray”, he replied.
“ Seriously, you're in my dream too. We're fighting Yon”.
“ Hahahahahaha, fight why tuh, take girl what how?”, ledeknya.
“ Long lah, males my story. I still creeps this”.
“ Eh Bro, I want to tell you this. Si Naya ngajak meet again, how is it?”, he asked.
“ Naya lo's affair? You still dating?”.
“ He likes to meet Ray, even though I uda males sih”, he replied,
“ Yon stayin all cheating lo. One day you will nyesel abis. Your true love is only Nadine”.
“ Halah, you yourself yesterday the same fad SPG mobil”.
“ I swear to repentance. I don't want to be rich. One day you will repent too Yon. Inget Sean's your only son. What would it be if it was big he played women”.
Dion was silent at my words, either he was digesting or was about to sneak up on what I was about to say. But all of it came out sincerely from the bottom of the heart, it felt like it was not sincere to have to go back to the black valley again.
“ Lo seriously? Like a dream semalem change your life so much ya”, he said.
“ Yes Yon. Please don't cheat. The pleasure is only a moment, the rest is just regret. Sanctions in the world are already heavy, especially in the afterlife. Treat deh bro “.
“ Easy bro, I'm not that serious. Lo kesambet what the hell?”.
“ Yes, I also told you will not believe. I'm sorry Yon if I have one”, I said suddenly.
“ Apaan again lo, already ah I anter Sean ice skating aja deh”.
“ Greetings to Nadine and Sean, thanks for being a good person so far”.
I shut the phone, I'm sure Dion's still wondering what he said just now. While waiting for Rania, I checked the contacts on my phone, trying to find out if Renata was in my life. I erased all the lists of women I've ever approached before, and the guilt on Rania is now on the horizon. I have repented and will no longer betray him.
21.30 WIB
“ Kila..Kica tomorrow night we vacation yes “, I said while hugging their bodies in his room.
“ Waaaahhhh, ashiiiik. Where are we on vacation Pap?”, Pekik Kila.
“ We want to go to Sumba, you guys must like”.
“ Where are you? What's there?”, asked Kica.
“ Anyway somewhere most beautiful, there are many gallant horses running around in the spacious savanna”, I said as I stroked their hair.
“ Waaaah, there is a big horse in white ga Pap?”.
“ There, can we see horses there? You guys wanna come with Papa?”.
“ Mau Pap. I'm going where Papa's going. Don't stay with me ya Pap”.
Suddenly my heart rippled to hear his words. My head was spinning around and my vision began to twitch. My right temples suddenly hurt and my chest tightened. Maybe I'm tired from working late, my mind. Ah let it be, hopefully with a vacation with Rania and the children can treat my fatigue.
Keeseokan….
“ Good Morning, Welcome to Sumba Eco Resort. Want booked for how many rooms sir?”, greet a receptionist greet me.
“ 1 room for 2 adults and 2 children ya”, I replied.
“ Good sir, we check his room yes. Coincidentally still available, want to enter now what is awaited?”, he asked politely.
“ Directly, can already check in right?.
“ Can Pak”.
“ Please bring my stuff and kids yes. Her Little Pony doll should not miss”, I asked the room boy standing next to me.
Room Boy was looking at me in astonishment, he threw a look at his co-worker as if confused.
“ Sorry, which item? I didn't bring anything about”.
“ I brought a suitcase Mas, had a wife and children. Has the same wife been brought?”, I replied no less confused.
“ Sorry, you came alone. No woman or child comes with Bapak”.
“ Loh, there's Mas. No way they missed at the airport, try asking the driver who just picked me”, my answer began to be angry.
The officer immediately ran away in astonishment, before long he came to me while carrying the driver who picked me up just now.
“ Sorry Sir, said my colleague Mr. indeed alone. All the way from the Airport I just fell asleep slumber”.
My head immediately turned around instantly, my vision instantly blurred and the pain in the chest returned. What is it with me, where are Rania and the kids? Why am I in this place alone?
I ran outside the hotel looking for them. I'm sure they came with me, last night we were still chatting while imagining a vacation in this place. Why does all this feel like a dream?
I set my foot on a vast savanna field. Seen a bunch of wild horses gallant pus is running here and there. A white horse with a beautiful mane seemed to be galloping towards me. His footsteps were galloping like a rhythm, sounding in tune with the beat of my heart.
The white horse stood in front of me, bowing its head as if it wanted to cuel. Carefully quelus her beautiful mane, for some reason this horse reminds me of my children.
“ Pa Pa Pa Pa “.
Suddenly the cry of the baby called out, I swept my gaze around to find the source of the sound. A baby girl was sitting on a dry bed of grass, her tiny hands busy pulling the weeds while chattering alone.
“ Deck, why are you here alone? Where's your mama?”, my question while carrying her body.
“ Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa”.
I looked at the baby's face, she looked a lot like Kica when she was a child. His eyes are like my narrow eyes. He looks so much like my son, he constantly calls me Papa”.
“ Kiana?”.
“ Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa”.
Oh God, what is this? Am I back to dreaming?. My journey here was like a puzzle I could not understand. The dream of Renata to stand in a foreign place alone makes my hair goosebumps. Then why did I meet a kid who looked like Kian in my dream yesterday?.
“ Pa Pa Pa “, babble the baby while giving dry weed in his hand.
“ Kiana, is this you?”.
The baby girl laughed as soon as I called, she stuck out her hand as if I wanted to hug. I clutched her tiny body, it felt so peaceful and warm.
“ Kian, if this is you, Papa would like to apologize to Kian”.
“ Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa”, he said while chattering meaninglessly.
“ Forgive Papa for leaving you, dear Papa. More dear to Papa gak?”.
“ Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa”, he said while patting my face.
“ Kian must be a child sholeha, love Mama and Sister ya”.
“ Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa”, chirping while laughing. His hand extended forward, as if showing me somewhere to walk there.
“ Where are we going? You want us to go there?”.
“ Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa Pa”, he said while nodding. He continued to stick out his hand while taking me there.
“ Kian, sorry Papa ya Nak. Papa darling same you all”.
I piled my way to a vast meadow accompanied by a pack of wild horses running around each other. Although all this felt like a dream, I really enjoyed the embrace of this little baby. Smells her, her bright eyes, and her boisterous babble I admire so much, she's so pretty like an angel. I don't know what I'm going to meet up ahead, which is clear this heart becomes peaceful and happy.
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