Treasure, Throne, Renata
The Story of Rayendra

07.00 WIB – Wastukencana Workshop

“ Kang, have not installed the cylinder block?”, ask me on the mechanic who just arrived at the Koh Leo workshop. I've been waiting here for half an hour to get my car.

“ I'm the Boss, but I haven't checked the electricity. The Boss car is held by the Word because”, he said as he walked towards my car which was still sitting in the workshop.

“ If it is a direct test, I need nih”.

“ Wait Koh Leo dateng ya Boss, not my grip car nih”, he said.

“ Later I phone Koh Leo. Now I take a minute ”, urged me.

“ Yes already, I tested the car“ first, he said while taking my car keys in the room Koh Leo. The young mechanic immediately took my car to drive around along Wastukencana Street, it seemed like my car was no longer a problem. I can finally take this car to Bogor today.

“ How? Aman right? have you checked the air radioator with the spark plug?”.

“ Uda Boss. Radiator water I have filled, spark plugs are still good tuh”, he replied while re-opening the hood.

“ What's the total? I transfer now nih”.

“ Ask Koh Leo to Boss. Today he said there was a family event, later this afternoon he came to the workshop. Just use the car first if you need”, he replied.

“ Okay I bring first yes, please ask the bill the same Koh Leo”, I said as I entered my car.

“ Uh Boss wait. There's stuff in the back seat. Yesterday the car was cleaned Firman”, he said while giving me a plastic bag. I received the bag, it turned out to be a Little Pony doll, a pair of sandals belonging to Kila and a bottle of Rania's drink. My heart rippled as soon as I saw the package, the shadows of the three of them were now swirling in my head. Immediately I keep the bag in the navigator seat as it passes while running my car.

I took the car to the Pasteur toll road, hopefully the road is still quiet so that it can arrive as soon as possible. My eyes were tired because I couldn't sleep all night because Renata left the apartment. The squabbling due to the trial, the crumbling of my career and the project debt really drained my emotions. Plus Radit reported that he would take Mama to Solo, complete already all my suffering this time.

Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep

Mama Bogor calling

“ Hello Ray, where have you been?”, asked my mother.

“ New in toll Pasteur Ma. Hopefully cepet until ya”.

“ Who is Ray?”, he asked.

“ Alone, Renata again no business, he can not come to”, I said lying.

“ How was your trial yesterday Ray?”.

I don't want to answer this one question. It hurts to know that my lawsuit was rejected by the judge. I tried in vain to file for divorce and pay a lawyer. Right now Rania and I are still state-bound.

“ His lawsuit was rejected Ma”, I finally told the truth.

“ Denied? You're still legit rania dong's husband ?”.

“ Yes Ma. Legally we are still husband-wife”.

“ Astagfirullah Ray, Mama does not know what to do. Why do you have to marry again?. Have you met your son yet?”.

I kept crying, I haven't been able to see my son for a year because of the trial. What I hope is that the divorce process is complete so that we officially part ways, then I can freely meet the children and introduce Renata. But now that the scenario has changed, how do I meet the children when my lawsuit is rejected by the court?.

“ Ray, Mama replied, when do you want to meet the kids and apologize to Rania?”.

“ Do not force Ray Ma, currently not exactly”, I replied softly.

“ Do not look for the right time, because it should be doing the right one. Don't delay it again, once until Bogor, we all go to Rania's house today also”, he ordered.

“ Not now Ma, Ray can not meet Rania”.

“ If you love Mama, immediately take care of your problems. Don't throw your sins at Mama”.

I didn't answer all his words anymore, my mind was floating on the highway in front of me. Not feeling my speed has exceeded the limit, I stepped on the brake pedal slowly so that my speed back stable.

“ We obrolin this at home yes Ma, want to drive first”, I said.

My head immediately twitched, my thoughts drifting in worry. Should I meet Rania today? I honestly can't see him anymore. Rania must have been very angry after what I did to her all this time. But I miss Kila and Kica so much, I miss her little body.

“ Papaaaa….Papaaaa..buy me doll Little Pony dong”.

“ Papaaaa….Kica grab my toy, my Barbie doll is broken playin Kica”.

“ Papaaaa..I want to transfer to the same school Papa”.

“ Papaaaa..Tomorrow there is Father's Day at school, you menemenin me yes Pa”.

Suddenly the voice rang in my ear. Whining children when asking for toys, when they ask to be delivered to school, crying when they fight, to laughter when I tell them silly things. Now that I realized, half of my soul was gone. Where have I been all this time?. My eyes were immediately fixed on the package beside me, trembling I took the Little Pony doll. My hand shook because it could no longer hold back the crying.

Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep

My wife's calling

“ Hello , until when are you in Bogor?”.

“ Don't know yet. The apartment key is at receptionis”, I replied flatly.

“ I'm still at Iu”'s house.

“ Don't lie, I called Daffa you were not there” last night.

Renata was silent not returning my words. I already knew that he wasn't staying at his mother's house. I don't know where and with whom he stayed.

“ You are the same who Ren is, honestly!!”.

“ I said want to be alone, is it still unclear ?”.

“ I can't believe you're Ren”.

“ Oh, you don't trust me? Then do I also believe in you after days of your attitude changing? If there is no mutual trust yes already, we just end everything”, he cried.

“ It's good if you want to end it all, I'm hard to keep you can walk with others at will. Prove your words to faithfully build a household with me”.

“ You are the one who should prove seriousness, instead of making it happy even added a problem. Back there with Rania”.

AAAARRRGH

This time my emotions were unstoppable again.I threw my phone into the dashboard of the car. Go deeper on the gas pedal. The plastic bag contained Kila sandals and Rania's drinking bottle until she fell. My car drove around me while overtaking the car in front of me. This chest is tight, there is regret for what I have done to my family.

“ Papaaaa..I want ice cream”.

“ Papaaaa..I want to sleep with you”.

“ Papaaaa..I can already read prayers for parents. I love you Pa”.

The voice came back to my ears. I think this mouth wants to scream. O God, what have I done all this time? Forgive me, forgive me, O God. I miss them, I want to go back. I wish this was all a dream. I did not realize the speed of the car had shown 180, many times I focused on slowing the speed. Suddenly the speed of my car reduced drastically, I moved the gear lever while stepping on the gas deeply.

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BRUKKKK

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