UNEQUAL
15

. "alright. With your attitude like that, it's enough to show you hate me." Rayyan's words made Arisa stop right beside her.

I don't know why Rayyan's words seemed to pierce her heart.

"Sorry Aray. I didn't mean to. I just...." Arisa was silent as if intentionally hanging her words.

"What is Risa?"

"No. Forget." Arisa continued her footsteps passed leaving Rayyan speechless.

"What's wrong with me? Who her? Why do I care so much about him?" Rayyan softly stomped her forehead.

. "So? Since when are you guys dating?" Sofia asked with an enthusiastic face. But Raisa was suddenly nervous, how to answer that question. If they answer the truth, they won't believe it. And if they answer as they see it, this will cause trouble between him, and Rayyan himself.

"You misunderstood. Rayyan not-"

"Come Raisa. I told you, didn't I? As cold as Rayyan is to women, she can't possibly ignore you."

"You don't know.. Rayyan it..."

"You've always been like this. When you were dating Fariz, your attitude was the same as it is now. So I already know you're avoiding me from talking much, right?" Raisa sighed harshly hearing Sofia.

. When Rayyan entered the classroom, her face was upset when she saw Daffa sitting at her desk.

"Who are you? Why are you here?" Rayyan asked as she stood beside Daffa.

"Hi. I'm Daffa. New kid." He reached out his hand while laughing mockingly.

"Not funny Daf. Get off my desk now." Rayyan.

"This your desk? Ahh...why are you close to Arisa?"

"This is my desk stupid." Decih Rayyan's

"Hey buddy. Don't upset. I'm just kidding." Daffa said laughing.

"Sorry Arisa, I can't be with you. There's a lion blocking us." Daffa whispered to Arisa's back and then passed to the table that was available to her in the back.

Arisa turned to Daffa who blinked her eyes making Arisa smile. Rayyan glanced cynically at Arisa. Rayyan sounded screeching as she turned her face away and sat down at her beloved table.

It feels like saying hello but the ego is more in control of him.

Remember Seno's words the other day.

"Don't wait for the new loss to realize, but realize it before the loss. We all have our own ego. Sometimes we lose to the ego itself. As if we were always giving in to circumstances. But the truth is, if we can beat the ego, losing won't come to you. You know what it's like to lose? That's hurtful. Moreover, he went to another realm. That's more painful. So, as much as possible do not lose with your ego. Because of what you're trying to avoid, we don't know if he's still around tomorrow or not. Don't make your own regrets."

. When Rayyan was about to grab Arisa's shoulder, Seno first patted Arisa's shoulder making Rayyan pull back her hand. Arisa turned to Seno with furrowed brows.

"You sick?" Seno asked who was responded with Arisa's head.

"If you're sick, don't push."

"I'm fine, brother."

"If seen more clearly, Arisa's face was very pale. Is he sick?" Daffa muttered looking at Arisa from her desk.

"Did Rayyan like Arisa too?" Daffa continued to mutter with his head resting with his hands, occasionally sounding a rough roar of breath as if he was upset.

"You why Daffa?" Asked Seno who had now turned to look at him. All eyes were on him, Daffa was silent glancing one by one the faces of his classmates.

"No." Daffa's reply covered up the fact that he was very worried about Arisa. Then Rayyan glanced back at Arisa who kept looking at the window. As a transfer child, Daffa looked relaxed and seemed to have been in college for a long time.

The wind blew his hair. As if he was used to it, Seno no longer reprimanded Arisa who ignored him. But actually Arisa listened and paid attention to every thing described by the lecturer.

. On returning home, Daffa approached Arisa who was still silent in her seat.

"Who are you going home with? Want me to drop you off?" Fresh Daffa seemed to ignore Rayyan's existence.

"I'm going home with-"

"With me." Rayyan suddenly interrupted before Arisa finished her speech

"really?" Daffa looked at Rayyan in disbelief.

"You don't believe me?" Rayyan asked turned around looking defiant.

"Of course I don't believe it. A Rayyan delivered a girl. Is that not going to attract the public attention of young Pratama master?" Somehow Daffa's current speech sounded annoying to Rayyan.

Vienna sees Arisa who is clearly uncomfortable with this situation and approaches her.

"Let's go home." The whisper of Vienna pulled Arisa's limp hand. Arisa just nodded then followed the steps of Vienna. Daffa and Rayyan just stared at Arisa who passed away leaving them.

Daffa laughed at Rayyan's face, which he had never seen before.

"Since when have you had emotions? Don't you know how to be angry, upset, laugh, even smile you've never been other than Sein. Your face is flat with no expression. But it looks like you've had a change after meeting Arisa." Daffa's ejek even though there was something stifling in his heart.

"Since when have you been so talkative huh? What since I left?" Rayyan glanced sharply at Daffa.

"Hey buddy? You're getting scary." Unceasingly Daffa ridiculed Rayyan.

"Why are you following me?"

"Who followed you? I'm just being vigilant. Fear if you approach Arisa."

"Who are you, Risa?"

"I'm no one who hopes to be a special person in his life." Daffa in his imaginary style stared at Arisa's hair from afar.

"Dreams." Rayyan rubbed Daffa's face and then walked faster.

"A beautiful dream." Daffa chuckled after Rayyan who kept walking fast.

When Arisa is right in front of him, it looks from afar someone who really does not want Rayyan to see. Lean in the car, occasionally glancing at the clock in his hand.

Dimas turned his head and smiled as Arisa approached him. Rayyan and Daffa are sculpted when Arisa enters Dimas' car.

"Who is he?" Daffa asked without turning his eyes away from Arisa.

"Doctor." Rayyan replied briefly.

"Huh?" Shouted Daffa turned to Rayyan.

"I'll chase you to the end of Arisa's world." Cetus Daffa confidently.

"Get her brother's heart before you chase him to the end of the world." Timpal another student who happened to pass by and heard Daffa's babble.

"Why his brother?"

"You didn't hear the rumors?"

"Yes I heard. Wasn't her brother the cold and heartless handsome director? And also soon to be appointed as president of the company Artaris." Say Daffa with a thoughtful expression.

"Not only that. He's meaner to someone who dares to bother his sister."

"really? It's just worth it." Daffa said a little.

"I'm first." The student patted Daffa on the shoulder with a smile and then left Daffa.

When Daffa was about to step, he saw Rayyan's car that drove a little quickly made some students who passed by scared because it was almost stuck.

"Has he gone mad? Hemph seems to be. And why should Arisa drive him crazy?" Decih Daffa was upset.

Rayyan kept following where Dimas' car was going. His curiosity grew stronger as Dimas entered the hospital area. Is this a coincidence or what?

Dimas and Arisa entered an examination room.

"What are they doing?" Rayyan carefully stood behind the door.

"Why am I this big?" He smiled cynically.

But because he could not bear to continue guessing, Rayyan opened the door a little rough. Arisa was surprised then turned to Rayyan.

Rayyan scrunched her forehead as Dimas suddenly stopped talking and turned around a medical record when he walked in. Like I didn't want Rayyan to know.

"Aray?" Lirih Arisa's.

"Risa? You okay?" Rayyan asked and grabbed Arisa. Arisa just nodded.

Dimas stared intently at Rayyan as if asking why are you here?.

"Arays. Why are you here?" Ask Arisa.

"Just a coincidence."

"You want to go to Sein's room?" Rayyan nodded.

"Then? Are you in the wrong room?"

"No. I intentionally wanted to accompany you. Afraid that this doctor's messing with you." Rayyan said to Dimas.

"I should have been more wary of you." Firm Dimas.

"really?"

"It has. Aray. You go to Sein's room first. I'll catch up." Dimas frowned at Arisa's words.

"I'll accompany you first. We just went to Sein's room."

"Array..."

"Rise!" Rayyan's gaze remained fixed on Dimas who returned his gaze.

"Didn't you hear? Arisa says-"

"Then why? You're the one who's feeling uncomfortable here. Risa doesn't matter with me."

"alright. Dimas, thank you." Arisa's voice moved from her seat.

"At least tell your sister." Arisa smiled in response to Dimas's worries.

"Sister Tio already knows." Dimas wide open, then smiled with relief.

"Good." Lirih Dimas's.

Arisa passed by leaving the room with Rayyan beside her.

"What am I doing? I shouldn't have done this. Ah drat. My brain is completely screwed." Rayyan Mumbled.

"You pissed?" Arisa's asking broke the silence.

"No. I'm just worried about you."

"Ohh..."

"Yes" "what? His reaction was just like that? He's a real bitch." Rayyan murmured a glance at Arisa who was focused forward. Rayyan just this time found a girl who is really cold and not like women in general. It means not immediately happy when there are men who worry or care about him.

Arisa just tends to be ordinary and as if no matter what is good to her. It's like getting used to it if no one cares about it.

"If anyone likes you, how?" Rayyan asked suddenly.

"What?"

"You are."

"What?"

"How would you feel if someone secretly liked you?"

"Yes... how? Just ordinary. Because I just like you, right?" Rayyan frowned as if asking what did he mean?

"The doctor likes you, right?" Rayyan asked with a look away from her face. But Arisa did not answer. Then the mood returned to silence.

"He's Rama's brother. She was nice to me because I was once her late sister's boyfriend. So I don't think her kindness is a feeling of love or liking." Arisa's speech made Rayyan speech silent a thousand languages.

"And also, even if anyone likes me, I wouldn't mind. Just don't love me." Arisa continued to make Rayyan increasingly clueless with what Arisa said.

"And my heart can't love someone anymore for too long."

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