UNEQUAL
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. "Don't Aris rise from the grave to avenge him." Cetus Gilang with innocence.

"Lang. Don't joke Lang. It's in the tomb." Bisik Dimas still noticed the real absence of the girl who had disappeared from his sight for the last four years.

"That's Raisa, right?" Tanya Gilang again patted hard on Dimas' shoulder when he saw the arrival of Raisa who followed Arisa.

"Dim... Are you here?" Raisa asks who helped Dimas to move on. "Why are you sitting on the ground?" He continued asking in surprise at Dimas who was still a little frightened.

"Do you remember him?" Raisa's question embraces Arisa's shoulder which shakes her head answering Raisa's question.

"Rais... Can you touch her?" Screeched Dimas with a plain face.

"What do you think my sister is fucking?."

"Bu-can't you?" Asked Dimas next hesitantly turning to eat next to him.

"It's clear. That's not my sister. He's Aris' friend, and my family will be responsible for this." Raisa's reply made Dimas sigh in relief for a moment.

"So you asked if Aris remembers me?" Raisa nodded in response to Dimas' question.

"Hahaha you're kidding Rais. It can't be in just four years, Aris forgot about me."

"Yes if you don't believe." Raisa is glaring as she grabs Arisa's hand and tells her to remember Rama's name written on the tombstone.

"Then Ramadan? His name is like Reza's sister. Kak Reza is also his full name Ali Fahreza Ramadan."

"Aris. That name you always touted as your love of death, even in front of Rayyan you do not hesitate to call it the lover you love most in a lifetime." Said Raisa grabbing Arisa's shoulder hard and slightly raising her voice. Arisa just stared at the sad face of Raisa who clearly looks angry.

"Sorry Raisa, I don't remember."

"Aris... You're kidding me, right? You forgot my sister?" Dimas also grabbed Arisa's body hesitantly and then ventured to look at Arisa closely.

"Who are you?" Like a knife slicing through Dimas' heart for a moment, Dimas was surprised by what he had just heard.

"You mean what's Aris? You don't know me? Hey don't joke. We've been together since Rama died. After four years you disappeared and left a mystery about your death, and now you appear before me with you not remembering me. What joke is Aris?" Dimas grabbed both arms of Arisa with a slight grip on her and so deeply looked at Arisa's two eyes.

"does my face look like I'm joking?" Arisa asked still with a flat face. Then Arisa turned her head and looked at Gilang who did not dare to move after hearing and watching Arisa who was now different. But seeing Arisa who was getting narrowed when she looked at him, Gilang was getting nervous and uncomfortable.

"Why is Natap Gilang so?" Her question stammered and slightly avoided eye contact with Arisa.

"Are you my girlfriend? Your face is very similar to the one that always appears in my dreams." His reply made the three people in front of him feel shocked.

"He's Gilang Aris. Your girlfriend Rama, Gilang's brother and this guy's sister." Raisa said as she pointed to Dimas beside her. Dimas was still reluctant to release his hand from Arisa and his gaze deepened through the two brown beads.

"What happened to you?" He now lowered his head as if he was not strong enough to look at the face of the girl he loved in silence during the healing period.

"Amnesia." Arisa replied so casually.

"What-what? Amnesia?" Pekik Gilang and Dimas simultaneously who responded to the nod by Arisa himself.

"Do you remember Rayyan and Bayu?" Ask later.

"Ohhh Bayu's sister? I recall. You're her friend?" His answer sparkled and turned around the silly question that made Dimas squeamish and then chuckle while releasing his hand from Arisa.

"On the wood you remember? To me? Hahaha Aris...I am desperately trying to heal you, obey what you want, and replace the role of Rama after his departure, you can forget? But to Bayu who accompanied you for a while, do you remember that? Even Rayyan who is obviously going to be betrothed to your brother, you remember that so much."

"Why are you so angry?" Instantly, Dimas pecked at hearing a sudden question from Arisa.

"Yes Dim. Why are you so angry?" Raisa asked who was surprised by Dimas' attitude.

"Yes. ka-because.you yourself know that Arisa and my sisters love each other. And you also saw how Arisa kept her feelings for Rama even though she was dead." Answer Dimas very sternly.

"Minning and Rama are indeed similarities. In terms of face and body posture. Not just you, I've always felt like Rama was on Gilang." Imbuh Dimas who also threw a smile when he saw how beautiful Arisa now after a long time lost from his sight.

"Why did I lose Raisa so much? Does he love me so much? You said I loved Rayyan so much, but why didn't I feel this much for her? When I tried to remember Rama, somehow the pain in my head was not felt, but instead there was a deep sadness here." He said again as he grabbed his chest that was slowly getting claustrophobic.

"If you remember, you'll find your own answer." Raisa stroked the back of her twin sister so calmly.

After getting a mutual agreement, finally the name written on the tomb that has been in the name of Arisa, has been replaced with the full name Citra.

On the day Yugito makes a thanksgiving ceremony because Arisa is back in good shape, even though her memory is not. Arisa just sits on the balcony, hugging her knees and thinking about how Sarah and Reza are doing. He misses those two people who have loved him for four years. Even in the house he now lives in did not feel the warmth of Sarah's house.

Every night, Arisa was always staring at the sky and some memories flashed in her mind. After more than a week he was in his hometown, and during that time, he no longer met Rayyan. It felt empty and felt his heart always hurt when he remembered Rayyan's disappointed face at that time.

Arisa rushed to reach for the keys to her sports car that was still parked in the garage.

"Where are you going?" Yugito asked as Arisa set foot on the ground floor. He turned his head and found Yugito standing in front of his study. The scene was clearly a repeat of four years ago.

"A-Aris wanted to.." she had not finished answering, she herself gasped at why the sentence appeared in her head and why it felt so claustrophobic. Arisa senses that Yugito is angry with her.

"You want me to drop off?" Yugito asked as he looked at Arisa who was suddenly silent. Arisa realizes that the scene is her memory long ago.

"Ti-no dad. I-I just want to get wind. And all of you trying to figure out what makes me remember something." Yugito nodded slowly after he was silent for a moment.

The plan he had in mind to go to Rayyan's house was lost and he passed to the hospital instead. For what reason and for why, he himself did not understand. Arisa continued to follow what her heart was aiming for. Until he was at a door of the room named Dimas. Slowly Arisa opened the big white door and stepped towards the table that was behind by the owner.

"Is there a report?" Ask without looking.

"Will my memory return?" Dimas was stunned and immediately he stood to realize who was behind him.

"A-ris? Y-you?" Ask stammered.

"I beg. Tell me who Rama, Rayyan and you are. At least 3 people. I'm sure you can tell me." Dimas was silent for a moment and turned his face away, then he nodded and revealed a sweet smile on Arisa's face.

After finishing her work, Dimas asks for permission to go home quickly and accompany Arisa around the city while telling how Arisa is living her days.

"You know a lot about me." Lirih Arisa after listening to the story of Dimas, but he wondered why his family so did not know how he used to live. As if now his family status, only a meaningless bond.

"That's how." Answer Dimas briefly by sighing deeply.

"If only I told you now that I love you like Rama did, would you accept me like Rama and Rayyan did?" His mind was staring at the road he was going through.

Arriving at a park, Dimas invites Arisa to walk casually while telling him about Rayyan, which he only knows.

"Did I love her so much?" Ask Arisa plain.

"Maybe. Otherwise, you can't escape the house exactly 3 days before Rayyan and Raisa's wedding." Answer Dimas seriously.

"Is that so?" He looked down lethargic and daydreamed silent in the middle of the pedestrian path.

"Sister Princess?" Calling a girl from behind made Arisa turn her head and immediately Seina stared at Arisa's face that was so real.

"Sister sister." she ran over and hugged Arisa so tightly. Arisa suddenly panicked because she was hugged by the child of a person who even she herself did not know who. But the heart never lies. His instincts work more sensitively than his feelings. Slowly Arisa returned Seina's embrace and gently stroked Seina's hair.

"Risa.." - Rayyan who followed Seina and found the scenery she had always hoped for.

"Sein never lies. The princess is alive." His words increasingly tightly embraced Arisa who he himself did not know that the woman he embraced was confused considering who he was.

- connected.