US: The Irreconcilable Story
Chapter 35 Threatening

I saw Mama, Bang Arsa and Papa standing in front of my room, they went into my room. I got up from my seat, I looked at Papa with a sharp look.

“Stop there.” I asked Papa not to go into my room, he stopped his steps under the door frame.

I walked closer to Papa.

“Papa loves Elina so much?” ask me to Papa, after standing in front of him.

“Iya.” replied Papa, without hesitation.

I grunt.

“Kalo so divorced Mama.” I was actually reluctant to say something like this but my heart was already hurting when I heard the answer directly from Papa's mouth.

“Papa itself said that if your relationship survives because of us, so I ask that this time also Papa divorced Mama, Mama has the right to be happy and apart from the shackles that have hurt Mama so far.” My next.

Papa nodded, slowly.

“Papa know, what happened to Shana one month ago?” I asked, looking seriously at Papa's face.

Papa seemed to be frowning. I smiled, got it.

“Thank you, thank you because Papa has shown that Shana never means in your life Papa.” My voice vibrates.

“Genesis a month ago? What do you mean by?” Papa held my hand, I brushed it off.

“Syana almost crazy, Pa. Papa doesn't know, does he? Yes, Papa is busy honeymooning with Elina.”

“You mean?” Papa's confused.

“Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Syana was diagnosed with the disorder.” said Bang Aksa, helping me explain to Papa about my condition.

Papa held my hand.

“Trauma? What is the cause, Nak.” asked Papa, looking me straight in the eye.

“Udahlah, Pa. It's stale!”

I passed away leaving everyone behind, I went downstairs and took a drink to the kitchen.

“Syana, Papa hasn't finished talking.” Papa's after.

Everyone gathered in the kitchen, I poured water into the glass and drank it and did not respond to Papa who kept asking.

“Why is everyone quiet? Aksa, tell Papa what causes Shana to experience depression?”

Bang Aksa was about to answer Papa's question but I prevented him.

“Don't tell, it's too late for Papa to know.”

Papa walked up to me, my eyes fixed on the knife near the sink, I picked it up and pointed it at my veins.

“Exit from this house or I slice my hand.” I threatened Papa.

Everyone screamed in shock at the sight of me holding a knife and sticking it on my wrist.

“Mas, please dengerin Syana.” Mom begged Papa.

“Syan, don't macem-macem!” Bang Arsa tried to get close to me.

“Don't come here, Bang! Shana ain't messing around this time.”

“Syana, we can chat with cool head. You don't be rash, Dek.” Bang Aksa persuaded me to remove the knife from my wrist.

“Go, Pa. Please follow Shana this once.” Pinta Bang Aksa on Papa.

“Papa won't leave before you tell me what Shana.” means Papa insisted on not wanting to leave before knowing the cause of my stress a month ago.

“Papa not satisfied with shredding Shana's life? Now Papa wants Shana dead too?!” shouted Bang Arsa, annoyed.

“No, Son. Papa doesn't want to lose you.”

I smiled grinning.

“Papa has lost me today, after I know Papa's real face.”

“Come now!” I screamed out, my body felt so weak, my vision suddenly blurry.

I opened my eyes, I was lying in my room but not mine. I saw everyone gathered near me with a worried look on my face but I did not see Papa.

“Syan, you fainted. So, Bang Aksa take you to the guest room.”

“You dizzy?” mama asked me, looking at me who frowned.

I shook my head. Mama took a glass that was filled with drinking water, gave it to me.

“Drink first.”

I pushed the glass, slowly.

“Syana not thirsty, Ma.”

Bang Aksa placed a pillow behind my back, making it between my back and the bed rest.

“Dengerin Bang Aksa, Shana can not lose with Elina. Inget, Elina's goal is to destroy Shana and if she sees Shana's condition now she will definitely be happy.” Bang Aksa advised me in a soft voice, as if he was setting the rhythm of his speech.

“Iya, Bang.” Smiling, I looked at Bang Aksa.

“You can swear all your frustrations at home, but not before Elina.” Bang Aksa continued.

“Iya Bang, yes.” I held Bang Aksa's hand, smilingly looking at her.

Bang Aksa smiled.

“That's dong, this is my new sister.”

“I?” my question, read Bang Aksa.

“Cute really, i.”

Bang Aksa ruffled my hair.

“Bang Aksa!” yells irritated.

Later that night, when the time showed at 21:00 WIB, I approached Mama who was in her room, I knocked on the door of Mama's room which as usual was not locked, Mama allowed me to enter her room.

“Ma, I sleep here huh. Can not?” my question, to Mama who is applying skincare on her face.

“Bby dong, dear.” replied Mama, while reflecting.

I sat on the bed looking at Mama, Mama looking at me from the mirror with a smile, after it was done finally Mama came up to the bed. We lay down our bodies while staring at the ceiling of the room.

“Ma” I call Mama, who is beside me.

I saw Mama.

“Before I slept Mama always bacain fairy tale for me, love story cinderalla married by handsome prince. Mama always said that their love story ended beautifully, I agreed at that time but after growing up I got various other cinderalla stories Ma. And now you know, if no prince wants to waste his time looking for glass shoes and love story does not always work sweet. I'm sure, such fairy tales are made to cover up the painful facts of stories that actually happen in the real world.”

Mama's eyes look shiny, Mama's stroking my hair.

“Syan, there are many things that can change in this life. One of them is love, there are some people who cannot maintain their love until the end. We cannot control what will happen but we can control what we think about what is going on.”

“Mama hope you can make peace with this situation, Papa you have betrayed Mama several times.

I was shocked by Mama's confession, I overtook Mama's words.

“Why is Mama quiet?”

Mom smiled at me.

“Mama is silent because Mama wants to save Mama's wedding, Syan. Mama's heart hurt the first time Mama knew your Papa was cheating, Mama repeatedly turned on Mama herself.”

I held Mama's hand.

“Ma, Mama is not wrong.”

“Mama tried hard to be the wife that Papa you want but all your efforts were in vain, Papa already does not love Mama anymore. After the second time Mama knew of Papa's affair, Mama's heart seemed to no longer recognize the feeling of disappointment, Mama has started to close her eyes with the betrayal that Papa you did.”

“You know that at that time Mama did not have you guys, maybe Mama will end Mama's life.”

I clasped Mama's hand.

“Mama should not be like that, do not hurt yourself Mama because she.” I said with teary eyes.

Mama wiped my tears.

“You too, don't kayak just now. Mama can't lose you, even one of you.”

I hugged Mama tightly.

“Iya, Shana promise Ma.”