Young Ustadz
#176
"O Allah, Hikshiks, forgive Hana, O Allah, forgive all wrongs, thou art omnipresent, o helper, help Hana, O Allah! what is wrong Hana, O Allah, so that Hana is terrorized like this, O Allah! Hana's scared,hiks!" After the Maghrib prayer, Hannah prayed while crying.
"Oh Allah, if my marriage is equally painful to others, then it is better to separate me from Hatim, O Allah!"
"O Allah, I love Hatim, O Allah, I love Hatim!"
"Hiks, if I and Hatim's kang are fooled, strengthen our household, hyks, no one disturbs our household, O Allah!"
Kang Hatim who just returned from the mosque praying Maghrib congregation, followed by shedding tears listening to Hana's prayer.
"subhana rabbika rabbil ‘izzati ‘amma yasifun wasalamun alal mursalin wal hamdulillahi rabbil ‘alamin!" Hana closed her prayer and rubbed her palms against her face and wiped away the tears that did not stop dripping.
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Hana looked towards the door that was already open.Hunt her to stand up to welcome her husband who was already standing in the doorway.
Hana kissed Hatim's kang hand, and Hatim's kang kissed Hana's forehead and held her for a long time.Then Hatim kang held Hana's shoulder and looked at her face.Hana also stared back at Hatim's kang face.
"I'll remind you again, back to love with you, back to love with you! I don't want to part with you until heaven! I promise, there will be no one else who will be a companion to life other than you! you must know that, must remember the word I said just now! I know you too, baby, you love me! remember this sentence, no matter what happens, we have to go together!" kang Hatim said.Hana again shed tears hearing the phrase kang Hatim.
"I'm afraid kang,hiks, I'm afraid of our marriage a lot of heartache! hyks!" said Hana.
"There won't be!" kang Hatim.
"There's a kang, he said Indri, he must be very hurt kang,hiks, he must hate me! hyks!" said Hana."It must be a sin kang, I'm afraid our marriage is not a blessing! a lot of people hurt!" hana said again in the arms of kang Hatim.
"A wedding is a worship! there can be no worship that is not blessed if we are right in living the worship! if it's a heartache, don't we know! only God knows! our problem is sin or not, because there are people who are hurt because we are married, not our business, we leave it to God!" kang Hatim said wisely.
"I'm afraid of kang, as I know,hiks, I love the same akang,hiks, I love the same akang! I'm afraid of losing aka! hyks!" said Hana.
"And I said, we will not be separated until heaven, the back will surely die, but I will wait for you in heaven!" kang Hatim.
"But why did God give us such a hard ordeal?" ask Hana.
"Laa yukallifullohu nafsan illaa wus'ahaa, lahaa maa kasabat wa 'alaiha maktasabat, robbanaa laa tu-aakhiznaaa in nasiinaaa akhtho-naa, robbanaa wa laa tahmil 'alainaaa ishrong kamaa hamaltahu 'alallaziina ming qoblinaa, robbanaa wa laa tuhammilnaa maa laa thooqota lanaa bih, wa'fu 'annaa, waghfir lanaa, war-hamnaa, angta maulaanaa fangshurnaa 'alal-qoumil-kaafiriin
"God does not burden a person except according to his ability. He gets (merit) from (virtue) he does and he gets (torture) from (evil) he does. (They prayed), "Our Lord, do not punish us if we forget or we make a mistake. Our Lord, do not burden us with a heavy burden as You have burdened those before us. Our Lord, do not give us what we cannot bear. Forgive us, forgive us, and have mercy on us. You are our protector, so help us to confront the disbelievers."