Young Ustadz
bismillah
Zhafar also listened to her brother's sentence and she immediately understood who her brother meant.
"I'm wrong, I thought I'd only have one sister, but it turns out I have four sisters, two brothers and two sisters! My first brother was Muhammad Muzhaffar Alfarizqi Hatim Abdurrahman!" Hearing his name mentioned by his brother, Zhafar immediately glanced at the person who called his name.
"Yes Nadh, you're right! Not only did I love my sister, but until now! Even from my four sisters, there is one person I love the most! And maybe he knows how unfortunately a Royyan is to him!"
"Kang Royyan, I'm sorry!" Nadhirah.
"Why?" ask Royyan.
"Can Kang Royyan tell me first who's my brother? I want to know!" answer Athifah.
"Okey, my second sister is named Siti Adawiyah Athifah Alfarizqi Hatim Abdurrahman! Him, Athifah the chatty! different from the others! The most stubborn too! Then there was Muhammad Yazid Sa'iid Alfarizqi Hatim Abdurrahman! He was only thirteen years old, but he was sent to the Nafa'ul ilmi boarding school! And he was at home there, he came home only when Lebaran alone, even if picked up, otherwise he would not dare to go home! Even when he was finished, he did not dare to ask! Lastly there was my coolest son, indifferent to everything, he was only concerned with what umma and ama told! it is small but it has been influential! Ama named her Siti Ulfah Rafiidah Alfarizqi Hatim Abdurrahman!" obviously Royyan who makes the wife nods a nod understand. The plan, she will be more detailed to ask her husband's family another time, now she wants to listen to what is the essence of the conversation now.
"the word says that an older brother will be a substitute for a parent, in the sense of everything concerned with his younger brother, including material, economic, and heart!"
"It turns out that Nadh has become that big brother, let alone a father huh?! Now I'm confused, ama himself gave full responsibility to educate and take care of my most beloved sister, but in fact I failed nadh! My dearly beloved sister, who is my responsibility to take care of her and educate her is not even what I expected! I think I give him advice very often! So that he is good in his pesantren, so that he becomes his akhlaq, so that he is serious in demanding his knowledge! But it turns out he failed Nadh!" royyan's eyes were already watery, more than that Zhafar was already crying hearing the sentence that came out from his brother's mouth.
Zhafar got down from her chair, she sat on the floor in a row, she hugged her two legs while crying.
"Kang, forgive Zhafar!" zhafar said in between his cries.
"Already Zhafar, wake up! you don't have to apologize! You are not wrong! It's the wrong one! Who failed to educate you! A failed Akang is the responsibility of ama for you!"
"Kang, hiks, don't talk hyx, like that, Zhafar please! hiks, Zhafar is feeling guilty!"
"Zhafar, wakeup! I won't forgive you!"
"Kang, how could Zhafar live a quiet life if Zhafar could not forgive from his own brother! As for me who said, I'm the same as ama, I'm a substitute for parents! God will not forgive anyone but his parents!"
"Wake Zhafar! I will not forgive you until you are truly responsible for everything you do!"