All About Missing

All About Missing
His heart is tired


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Tonight is full of excitement. Miss and her bandmates are performing on stage. Ardian who was sitting with Dania was glued to the stage. Her eyes were bewitched to the beauty up there. Missing looks different tonight. Why did Ardian realize it? The girl's aura completely emanated dazzled her.the first time she felt awe and felt a tremor in her heart.


Highlight Ardian's eyes really can not be separated from a Miss. Without him noticing, Dania next to him became jealous. They also fought back. I miss looking at them. Miss looked like she was breathing so hard. Why can they still survive if they continue to argue like this?


If Ardian would give Dania a place to miss. However, the girl's feelings were always ignored. Now his heart was tired, longing to be tired with all. It's time for him to give up.


"Huuuww.how are all friends, satisfied!" hilariously missed the audience.


Four songs were done and everyone there was very happy with the song.


"Not yet ... again ... again …!"


Sahutan audience took turns to master the festivity of the event tonight. Then one of the spectators from the corner of the room shouted out loud.


"Mr …! I LOVE YOU ...!"


"Hey .. that's there ... We love U too …!" Sahut Rindu smiling. He threw a kiss from his palm.


The audience was getting excited, cheering clapping until whistling. Ardian who was still busy with his quarrel, immediately his focus was diverted. The tired Dania ended their relationship. Then just leave.


Slowly Ardian returned to his original seat. Let Dania go somewhere. The end of the relationship with Dania was no big deal for Ardian. All this time he wanted that too. Just can't say it first.


"Ok .. for tonight's last song, a song I sing for someone. A song that has meaning represents my feelings right now ... Hope your friends all enjoy it …!"


Missed glancing at the friends behind her to start the music. Miss sighed, calming her heart for a moment.


"Ardian .. hopefully after this you can understand. No matter how you respond. We will never meet again. I miss, from this moment on there will be no more for you," he murmured inwardly.


"You are the owner of a heart I never had. Who came as part of my life story. I love you with all my feelings in my heart. I always try to be as you ask." Longing to sing the first verse full of passion.


Ardian was glued, speechless. I don't know what he's thinking right now. What he felt, his heart was beating irregularly. The song of Longing this time, made his heart seem to be pierced. "Rin .. du," he said


"I know you actually know. But you choose as if you do not know. You hid my love. Behind the mask of your fake friendship. You made me a shadow lover. To accompany when you feel lonely. I've been living my own love story for years."


Instantly Ardian realized something very late he realized. "Rindu ... What is this? Love itself? This song?"


Temple by temple Long to sing. Until she felt her tears not coming. He held back so hard that this was completely over. After this, he would give up. Before he even dared to reveal.


On the other hand, Ardian was still stunned. His consciousness suddenly appeared. When the audience claps at the end of the song. As he felt, his heart was still beating above normal.


"I'm stupid to realize that now?" how Ardian slowly. He's holding his chest.


Longing Speech that Ardian did not understand. The words he had ignored all this time, kept ringing in his mind at this moment. Before he had never thought that Missing speech was something related to him. The real secret behind his partnership with Miss.


'Anyone should understand what love is. However, not everyone can realize what love is. Love will bring happiness and pain. Most people don't realize they're in love. Because love is unpredictable, it comes and goes without permission. True love will bind the soul, fill all thoughts, love has its own space in the heart. That's true love.'


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Ardian just kept on being agitated all night. His eyes could not sleep even though he had been lying down for quite a while. At the end of the promnite event, he was looking for Miss everywhere. However, we cannot meet. Hoping for the morning as soon as possible, immediately hugging Miss ensures the real heart.


"Rin, can we talk?"


"Rin …."


"Reply."


"Lasso."


Ardian put his phone down roughly. He was frustrated, his phone calls were ignored, lined up unread messages until now.


"Why does my heart hurt when you ignore this. Is this the love you mean? I'm glad to be around you, and I'm nervous not to see you. My mind has been fooling my heart all along. My love for you is not just a friend. Why did I just realize it?" Ardian groaning.


Long time the man pensive until finally he fell asleep.


On the other hand, at the same time. The exhausted miss lay without closing her eyes. He ignored all the messages that came in. Only the sound of Radio accompanied, hoping to fall asleep immediately when he heard it. Here it is the same, it is difficult to close your eyes.


With so many problems at the moment. Slowly puddles of running water moisten the corners of the eyes. Given how she would soon lose a best friend, away from her Mama and her sisters. A decision that I was forced to make. He also remembers his days with his friends and family. Until finally I miss falling asleep also because I am tired.


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"Rindu ... wake up, darling, Ardian wait for you to come in front," Dahlia called after knocking on Miss's room door.


I miss sleeping for a few hours. Not hearing sounds from outside. Mama Dahlia went into the room to wake Miss.


"Rindu .. gosh baby, wake up!" Dahlia pulls the blanket forcibly Missing.


The girl squirms stretching her stiff muscles. "What the hell is it, Ma? Still early in the morning too.Rin was still tired, Ma, sleepy," whined Long while rubbing his eyelids.


"Ardian came it."


"Haahh ... what? Why did the boy come here so early in the morning?" he said in shock as he got up from the bed.


"You don't know, so get up, meet there!"


Misses murmuring in response. A little lazy he's getting out of the most comfortable place for her. "Ohya, Mama didn't say anything, did she, to Ardian?"


"No, honey, just calm down" replied Mama Dahlia.


I also miss her special smile. After kissing the cheek of Mama who understood her the most, then walked lazily towards the bathroom. He just brushed his teeth and washed his face. After that miss headed to the living room to meet Ardian.


"Ardi ... Tumben early in the morning already here?" ask him pleasantries.


Ardian who was sipping tea made by Mama Dahlia was almost choking made. The appearance of Missing upon waking up has invited attention.


On his skin misses from head to toe. It felt different from the moment before Ardian realized his feelings. This time his heart trembled, with just seeing Missing making him want to immediately hug the girl.


"Pretty."


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