All About Missing
Relapsing

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I miss being in my room. The phone is still in his ear. His face looked unusual. Reddened and angry. Even his breathing seemed irregular. Miss is arguing with someone from across the call there.

Yeah, who else if not Bagas—ex husband. Only that man is the only source of Missing's biggest problem right now. The man who can always make her raise the tone of voice. Missing rarely can withstand emotions if you have spoken to the irresponsible man.

"Remember this is fine, even if you're officially parting with me now, but don't expect me to let you go. You know, I'm not gonna take responsibility no matter what. I don't care, whatever you do."

"Including ...your responsibility to Kanaya, your daughter?" Miss raising her voice.

"Hugh ...daughter? Are you sure she's my daughter?"

"What are you saying, Mom!" Miss really angry.

"Looking at your past behavior, I'm not sure that he's my son," Bagas' tone sounded mocking.

"Your path, Mas!" a loud crack could be heard in the corner of the room. "Is your heart made of stone, my God? Tega you said that!"

"Aahhh .. I remind you, if you want me not to disturb your peace now, then do not even have contact with any man. Just now that you denied the post a few days ago, I can't prove it either, because it's gone. I will watch over you, if you are found to be married or have a lover, I will take your daughter forcibly!" Bagas threatened, sounding earnest in his words.

Longing to sit limp after Bagas ended the call just like that. The phone slipped and lay on the bed. His mind was already filled with painful shadows of the past. At once also the tears of Longing flowed profusely. Whether consciously or not, miss roaring crying so badly.

Like a wound that is still not healed perfectly exposed to soapy water droplets. Like a campfire that's still emitting the hardest smoke of fuel again. An event that should not be mentioned, mentioned and touched upon, such as a time bomb that is ready to explode at any time. Now it seems inevitable. The longing has lost control, the crying is even very, very painful.

Missing suddenly getting up, she grabbed a glass on the nightstand next to the bed. With anger, hurt and pain, I miss throwing the glass against the wall. "Aarrgghhh …!"

Broken, shapeless scattered. In a split second Miss's face turned deathly pale, her body trembled, hands clenched, thoughts began to empty, staring at her own reflection in the mirror. A second later his body dropped hugging his knees. I miss experiencing her traumatic condition again.

The door opened violently. Ardian who heard the screams immediately ran over to the woman in the room. He looked panicked, confused by the situation that was happening right now. His footsteps accelerated, then clasped onto Miss's arms and shook her body.

"Heeii .. Rin, what's wrong with you?" Seeing Miss's paled face with a blank look, made Ardian even more confused. Missed not responding at all. "Lost, wakar .. heii .. wake up!" Call him pretty loud.

Dahlia, Alan and Alen also ran over to them. The longing seemed to have been flooded with tears. Dahlia panicked, as did her twin sons.

"Ardi ... What happened?" ask Dahlia to panic.

"Ardi .. don't know, Ma. Suddenly I miss being like this. Ardi heard shouts and shattering sounds" Ardian said.

Dahlia began to feel afraid, her legs seemed not strong support weight. Alan and Alen who were ready to stand by immediately held the body of the mother. Looks like Dahlia's starting to figure things out. The only reason why Missing can be like this, must be because it remembers her past.

Ardian. "It looks like Miss is calling, Ma. Ardi did not dare to interfere, because Miss sounded angry." explained Ardian. She then grabs both hands of Miss, as the woman keeps on******-******* her thigh from earlier.

Without thinking much more. Dahlia told Ardian to put Miss in bed. A distraught Ardian immediately carried the woman's body. Then lower it slowly. Dahlia helps raise some pillows so Miss can lean on.

"Alan .. get me a glass of water. Alen get your sister's medicine in the drawer on the table!" dahlia orders, she points to a small drawer on the dresser.

The two twin brothers continued to move to carry out their mother's orders. The confused Ardian saw everything seem sprightly in this kind of situation. "What's this about? Some medicine? Is Miss sick?" his inner.

Dahlia was on the edge of the bed next to her daughter. Ardian just kept quiet, as if he was reading the situation. Stand up without knowing what to do. His eyes continued to point to the eyes of Miss who seemed to see nothing, empty. The woman's gaze was still straight facing the front. His body was still trembling, shivering with coldness. Both hands miss clenched to whiten.

Instantly, Ardian cried to see the poor condition of Miss. Hands clenched, eyes red. His legs began to wobble, as hard as Ardian tried to stay upright.

Alan and Alen who came almost simultaneously, immediately handed the medicine and water requested to the mother.

"Len .. help mama get the medicine." Dahlia immediately drank the medicine, Alen helped by opening the mouth Missing.

Alan who realized the state of Ardian who was also depressed also resuscitated the man. "Sir .. Brother Ardi." he called in a whisper, lightly patting Ardian's arm.

The man glanced for a moment, his body seemed to be unable to hold back, seconds later Ardian began to collapse as well. Alan swiftly supported Ardian's body, because it was too heavy he had a little difficulty. Then Alen came to her aid quickly. The two twin brothers saw the roar of tears on the straight man's cheeks.

"It's better that Ardi's sister sits down first" Alan asked Ardian.

Then the man followed Alen who led him to sit on the sofa of the room. Alen is back to help his mother. Alan went back to the kitchen to get water for Ardian. Moments later he returned with a glass of water.

"Here, brother, drink first." Alan handed the water to Ardian, the man received it and drank it. Once you feel enough, the glass is returned.

"Lan ... Why is your sister like that?" ardian asked later, a heavy voice.

"The story is long, Brother, we should make sure the condition of Miss Kak first. Miss has not relapsed like this for a long time. For several years now, my brother has been looking better" Alan said.

Ardian nodded. His curiosity is getting bigger. Missing can be like this, definitely not because of ordinary problems. There must have been an unusual, very bad event.

A few minutes later Miss started to close her eyes. Everyone seemed to be breathing. They all came out of that room leaving Miss to rest on her own. Dahlia took everyone to the dining room. So that their chat was not heard until his daughter's room. Alan went to see Kanaya sleeping in her mother's room. Minutes later, one by one they sat facing each other.

Dahlia stared at the young man before her. "Ardi .. Mama wants to ask you something."

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