All About Missing
Not burdened anymore

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Everyone laughed out loud at the mess that Ardian was making. How not, Ardian like to buy a toy store. All those toys have filled the room that Ardian's guests. Kanaya looked enthusiastic at all the toys. I miss not being able to say anything more. Ardian took Kanaya from Dian's lap, and placed her in the box. One by one the toys are placed in it, and some are placed outside the box. Kanaya seems very happy with all her new toys.

Moments later, the door of the apartment was knocked on by someone. Looks like their dinner's here. Ardian ordered food from a five-star hotel to welcome his friends. They also had dinner together. The atmosphere of togetherness was warm, it had been a long time since they had gathered like this.

When he saw his little daughter had closed her eyes and slept comfortably, Missing out of the room. He's looking for the whereabouts of Ardian who was left alone. Missing to the living room, Ardian was cleaning the toy Kanaya just bought it. All her friends came home half an hour ago.

"Ardi .. Let me just tidy up."

"Darling, are you here? Kanaya's asleep?" Ardian looked back and asked.

"I've ... I'm the one who tidied up the toys," Pinta Rindu again.

"No, honey, you just sit down, it's over soon." Ardian refused and did his thing.

"All right, I'll make you a drink first." I miss deciding to do something else.

Ardian smiled. He felt like he was in a household life. He saw the beautiful back of his beloved woman. There was a feeling of great happiness in his heart now.

A few minutes later Missed back with two cups of warm tea. She serves tea with a soothing jasmine aroma. Ardian is done with his work. He sat on the couch doing office work from his tablet computer. Ardian welcomes the arrival of Miss with a charming smile.

"Ardi, this is me making jasmine tea."

"Thank you, honey. Come here," Ardian's pinta patted the empty space next to him. I miss sitting too.

"Wait a minute, I'll take you home. I have to finish this first" said Ardian, sipping tea made by Miss.

"All right." Missed a moment of silence. "Arm .. thank you."

Missing speech made Ardian turn his head. "Thank you for what?"

"For all that you gave to Kanaya" Miss answered.

Ardian put the tablet on the table. Then embrace the shoulder of the woman who has now officially become her lover. "You don't have to thank me. I did everything because I had to. All because I love Kanaya, I love her so much, she's a cute girl who's so adorable. I've been loving her since I first saw her."

I miss hearing the words of the man before her. "Why are you so good Ardi, don't you mind accepting Kanaya?"

Ardian chuckles. "What do you mean, I didn't even think about that at all. Kanaya is like my own daughter. I don't know, I feel like there's an inner bond with him."

"really?"

"Yes, dear ...," said Ardia in a spoiled tone as she poked Missing's nose. The beautiful woman's temples were kissed, then whispered. "Thank you .. for coming back to me. Thank you for accepting me again. Thank you for loving me again."

Missing to listen to Ardian whispers is like the sound of peace. The word was so touching that it instantly penetrated his soul, he was lulled. Spontaneously miss to lay her head on Ardian's broad shoulder, then wrap her hands back. Longing to hug Ardian suddenly, the man smiled and returned the hug.

"Rindu .. I love you!" whispered Ardian again.

"I love you to!" balas Rindu later.

"Ardi ...," call the soft miss.

"Why, Honey?"

A warm Ardian breath felt crawling the top of Missing's head. The man repeatedly dipped and inhaled the fragrance of his fragrant hair. Miss closed her eyes for a moment, then broke the warm embrace.

"I'll tell you."

The Ardian's forehead shriveled. "Tell me what?" tanya Ardian looked at her female face fixedly.

"Everything" answered Missing briefly.

When she realized Miss's words, Ardian was shocked. Why I suddenly want to tell a story. Is this really no problem? Will this not be harmful to the miss? That statement he asked in his mind. Ardian has to make sure to miss first. "You sure? You gonna be okay?"

"Yes .. I think I can handle it. You're here anyway. If I suddenly shut up, you'll have to wake me up, yeah!"

"Is it okay, honey? I don't mind having to wait any longer, if you're not ready to tell me everything." Ardian looked a little doubtful, he also did not want anything to happen to Miss.

"I'm ready, Ardi. You'll find out sooner or later. I just want you to know it all right out of my mouth. And you also have to tell everything about you," said Miss reassured.

Ardian also changed his sitting position, making the position as comfortable as possible. Missing so, he shifted his seat until they faced each other. Ardian held his lover's hand. Make the mood calm first.

"Well, I'll tell you too. At least this will make us no longer burdened," said Ardian staring Miss.

"Yes" said Miss again.

"I'll start, and then you'll tell me. I hope that after everything is done, you will forget everything. No more sadness, no more intrusive thoughts," Ardian asked, so that Miss is not burdened with the past.

Miss nodding. "Yes .. I understand."

Ardian took a deep breath. Calm the mind, as much as possible he should control himself. Ardian must be strong first, so Miss can feel comfortable. Now Miss is already feeling a little calm, no longer feel the pressure that is always burdensome. He felt sure he could do it.

"I'll start."

Ardian then told how the time of the incident he was at the airport. When Rosnu has gone from his life. How difficult it is to fight abroad, to become stronger. How painful it is to endure the longing that never goes untreated. How patient he must be, to be able to meet again with the idol of the heart.

After all what he wanted to say was done. Ardian asked Miss to tell him. How life longs in Germany. How the woman ended up with the trauma she suffered. And how to marry Bagas

"Are you really ready?" ask Ardian again.

Missed a long breath. "Yes, I'm ready, Ardi."

"Okay, I'll listen."

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