All About Missing
Mental disorder

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The heavy burden that must be borne by parents, is when their children experience distress. Dahlia had long since witnessed how painful life was to miss. He did not want to let go of Miss far from him at all. However, if he does not give you a trust, Miss will continue to be trapped in the past.

That's what makes Dahlia let go Miss married to a man of her own daughter's choice. However, the hope that Miss can be happy, it has not been granted. Missing being met with the wrong guy. Dahlia again witnessed how the princess was injured, for the second time.

However, now before him, was a different figure of a man. A man who had long received approval from him. In the past, he really hoped that Ardian could choose Miss and make her happy. Now, the decision remains the same, Dahlia will support, if Ardian intends to be serious with Miss.

"Yes, what do you want to ask?" Ardian looked a little tense, shocked by the incident but still had not recovered.

"What did you think after seeing this?" Dahlia, who was sensitive with Ardian's facial expression, began to ask plainly. Especially after the man said that he wanted to be his daughter's future husband. Also, seeing that Kanaya also liked Ardian very much, the middle-aged woman would not hesitate to ask.

"Yok, Ma. That's the first thing Ardi feels."

Dahlia closed her eyes for a moment. "Your mother repeated her question a few days ago. You still love Miss, right?"

"Very, Ma. Ardi loved Mama's daughter a long time ago." The man seemed sure of his words.

"Do you really want to marry her?"

"Of course, Ma. Missed the only woman Ardi would marry. He's the only one Ardi will bring into the household. Missing the only woman who's the future, Ardi."

"Thank God .. Turns out Miss can still be helped." Dahlia seemed to be able to breathe a sigh of relief.

Ardian was confused by Dahlia's words. Alan and Alen simply stayed in his place as listeners.

"Please, what do you mean, Mama?" Ardian leaned forward, asking for an explanation.

"Ardi .. Rindu is actually sick," said Dahlia weak, the woman's facial water looks cute. Opening up the dark time of Missing, was also a heavy blow to him.

"illness?" ardian asked, his face starting to tense up.

"As you saw earlier. Longing to have experienced trauma that resulted in his mental breakdown."

"Oh my God!" The man rubbed his face roughly with both palms. He clenched his hands and lashed both of his thighs, groaning stifled. Alen who was sitting next to him held back by grasping Ardian's wrist. He turned to Alen for a moment, then looked at Dahlia again. "What happened to Miss, Ma? Ever had something really bad?"

"Yes, and it looks like Miss never took her medicine again. When Mama saw the medicine bottle, there was still a lot left. The drug Mama's been ransacked a month ago." Dahlia's tone was made as calm as possible.

Ardian again took out a clear liquid from his eyes. The great man suddenly became very crybaby, he cried without a sound.

"Have you ever asked about his past? ask Dahlia. "Possibly longing can recur, because it remembers the past."

"Yes, four days ago, Ma. But Miss is mediocre, not what it is today" replied Ardian in a raucous voice.

"That's probably because Miss can control herself. Or because his mood was good, so he temporarily did not think about the incident anymore."

"Then why did you miss being like that?" Ardian is curious.

"Mama thought maybe because of the quarrel on the phone earlier, it must be Bagas. Mama tasa Bagas also mentioned about the past Miss."

"I mean, Mama. That guy who pushed Miss?"

Dahlia. "Maybe it's also Bagas' words that trigger Missing to remember the events she's experienced."

Ardian seemed to tighten his jaw. The clenched hand wanted to hit his thigh again, but Alen was held back quickly.

"Yes, of course. Mama thought the fight Miss and Bagas also had something to do with the conditions Bagas. When Miss desperately wants to get a divorce with the man, she accepts the terms." Dahlia's voice was heard being held back.

"What kind of terms, Ma?"

"The irresponsible man put forward the conditions. If you want a divorce, you don't want to be in touch with any man."

Ardian closed for a moment. "Yes, I miss saying it."

"At that time, Missing again experienced traumatiknya disorder, after a long time never relapsed again. The phone fights almost every day. Divorce lawsuits that take up energy and time. Plus, having to keep her condition for Kanaya. Longing for almost depression again and relapsing. However, not as bad as it is now. Maybe because I miss the routine of taking the medicine. But now the drug has never been touched." Finally, there were also tears that had been inundated in Dahlia's eye pelup earlier. Alan who was at the side immediately embraced and rubbed his mother's arm. The loving mother's figure was crying so much.

"Ma, we'd better stop it. Next time we tell it to Ardi's brother," Alen later said. Seeing the condition of the mother who is also not strong to withstand the pressure.

"Yes, Ma. You should calm down first, brother Ardi seems to still not be able to calm down," said Alan while rubbing his mother's arm again.

The eyes of the two twins were already red. They held him back from crying. Otherwise, her mother would feel even more guilty.

"Yes, all right, Mama's gonna take a break. Ardi, it's okay, isn't it, Mama told me next time?"

"Yes, Ma, Ardi can wait. Even though it feels heavy. But Ardi still wants to know everything. Ardi promised to take all the sufferings of longing and turn them into happiness."

"really? Mama was so happy to hear that. I'm sure you can make your daughter, Ardi, happy. You're a good boy."

Dahlia approached Ardi and touched the shoulders of the man she thought was her own child. Then Dahlia went into the room, accompanying the beloved grandson who was still sleeping.

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PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) or posttraumatic stress disorder is a mental health condition triggered by a traumatic event, either by experiencing it or witnessing it.

Symptoms of PTSD do not always appear immediately after the event. PTSD is generally diagnosed after a person experiences symptoms for at least a month, after experiencing a traumatic event. However, a person may only begin to feel the symptoms, months or even years after experiencing the traumatic event.

In general, the symptoms of PTSD are divided into four types, namely intrusive memory (interference in memory), avoidance (avoidance), changes in the way of thinking to be more negative, and changes in reactions physically and emotionally.

Ardian searches for any information related to the condition of Missing on the internet. In Ardian's current mind, Longing should always be in his sights. The bag of pants picked up the cell phone.

"Eja .. find me the best psychiatrist. Who specifically deals with PTSD!" ardian's orders.

"Are you going crazy?" ask Eja.

"No, it's for my woman" replied Ardian coldly.

"Sick misses? I'll take care of it as soon as possible."

"Well, what about the thing I asked for the other day?"

"Still in the process of stock transfer."

"All right, I want it done tomorrow."

"Yes, boss, take it easy. I will work desperately for you, even though it is time for me to leave" said Eja later.

Ardian threw his phone just like that onto the sofa. Then he closed his eyes for a moment. Spell jokes couldn't change his mood at all. His face was tangled, today there were too many things he had to think about. Especially Missing, he had to give his best for the woman he loved so much.

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