All About Missing

All About Missing
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I miss being quiet for a long time. As if he did not want to respond to Ardian's words. Disappointed, his heart was wounded.


"Rin …?" tanya Ardian confirmed the approval.


The girl took a long breath. "Alright," replied Miss at last.


Ardian smiled happily. Grabbed the hands of Miss and kissed them softly. He will wait patiently for an answer from Miss.


After the last round of the bianglala, they went down. Go straight to the exit and walk to the parking lot. This time I refused to join.


When they were already sitting in the car, Ardian took out a box from the dashboard. Missing just watching the man's movements.


"What is that?" I miss being curious.


Smiling, Ardian opened the box and took out the contents. A white bracelet patterned with the figure of eight is decorated with diamonds. Eight is the epitome of infinite, a number that never ends.


"I wish our relationship never ended." Ardian grabbed Miss's wrist and put the bracelet on.


Miss looking at her wrist, seeing more clearly. The bracelet was so beautiful, without him noticing, a puddle of water filled his eyes. Recalling today was their last meeting. "I'm sorry, if you weren't too late to realize, if only I had never felt this pain. But now I give up. Sorry." He could only reveal everything in his heart.


"Rindu .. You cry? Why?"


The corner of his eye was rubbed quickly. "No, it's okay" Miss shook her head. "I like the bracelet. Thanks, Ardi."


"Like it, until it makes you cry?" Ardian chuckled small. "You're so excited anyway ... it turns out gini yes, it feels happy when our gifts are appreciated?" Her heart was really flowery now.


I miss being quiet, thinking for a moment. "Ardi, may I give you something in return?"


"Rephen?"


The miss immediately pushed his body closer. Cupped his palms on both of Ardian's cheeks. Closer his face until Ardian flinched. Slowly she found her lips. A warm and soft feeling, to make him close his eyes.


For a moment Ardian widened his eyes, then began to respond to actions Miss. He began to softly clench until their mouths were slightly open. Sweet and smelled of chocolate from their lips.


Do not know Miss, since earlier Ardian had refrained from acting so far. But miss started it now. That guy won't be shy anymore. Ardian quickly held onto the nape of Longing and deepened the kiss until it became a small sip. Miss switched to draping her arms around Ardian's sturdy neck.


"Ardi .. This is my farewell gift. I hope you can find the answer to whether you really love. My first kiss for you Ardi, my first love. I hope you'll remember." Heartbroken Longing. At first glance, he remembered his dream when kissing a man, felt the same.


They were lulled in that tenderness until they both closed their eyes. Naturally they were getting lulled down, the further, the deeper. Their blood flow is felt to the crown, the heart warms, the heart beats faster. The faster the tempo, the warmer it is in their bodies. Long enough they enjoyed it, until finally Ardian pushed slowly and ended. Right, before his actions got any further.


Ardian attached their eyebrows and noses. I looked closely at the two eyes of the girl. A gaze that shone brightly, full of turmoil. Their breaths hunt each other. They get as much air around.


"Is this your first time?" ardian asked in a heavy sigh. Missed answering with a small nod. "Thank you .. This is also my first time." I am smiling.


"really?" tanya Rindu. There was a feeling of pleasure when I heard it. It turns out Ardian hasn't done that with Dania.


Ardian nodded. "Are we officially dating now?" tanyanya.


"No," answered Miss quickly.


"Nothing, I just want to return your gift," said Miss.


Ardian raised his eyebrows. "Okay, it's okay .. I'll wait for your answer in three days" he said, as he kissed the nostalgic forehead.


As hard as heart Long tried to hold the liquid that would come out of the corner of his eyes. "Goodbye Ardi, my first love," she said. I miss thinking that kiss was their farewell.


It is different with Ardian. She looked very happy, her smile expanding to a beautiful curvy. "Three days, it won't be long." thought Ardian. Without him knowing that today was their farewell.


Along the way home he closed his eyes, pretending to sleep to cover his sadness. Ardian let in, thinking maybe the girl was very exhausted.


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Three days later. Early in the morning Ardian came to the house of Miss. However, the fence of the house was locked indicating they were all out. Then Ardian decided to go to the Studio where he used to miss training. Arriving there Ardian went straight to Momo Band's room. However, only Teo, Dian, Dimas and Bram were there.


"Haii, gaes ... What are you doing?" ardian asked as he saw they were packing the equipment. "Where's the miss?" His main purpose in coming was to ask the girl he missed so much at the moment.


However, the shocked face of his friends, made Ardian frown. The rest of the band looked at each other. That question sounded strange to them, there was no way Ardian would not know at all.


"Ardi ... Do you not know at all?" ask Dian later.


"You what?" Ardian was confused.


They also stopped packing. Staring at Ardian in the same way, pity.


"What does that look mean? Something happened to Miss?" ardian asked, starting to panic.


Dian took a deep breath, trying to explain. "We were all from the house of Miss, saying good-bye. We thought you might go straight to the airport" he said.


"Airport? Meaning what?" Ardian glanced at his friends one by one.


"Ardi .. Missing departure schedule this morning." Dimas finally answered.


"What the hell is this? Departing where? Missed where you were going?" Ardian's voice began to rise.


"We don't know. Miss kekeh do not want to tell the destination, flight schedule, info no flight. Even he refused us to take us to the airport," said Dian again.


"What does all this mean? Why don't any of you say that!" Ardian begins to lose control, emotions, anger.


"Gue thought you knew right from Miss, Ardi," replied Dian in self-defense.


Ardian started to get upset, pulled out his phone, tried to contact Miss. However, the Miss number is inactive. Ardian screamed rampagingly hit the surface of the studio wall until it was red. His skin is bleeding. Making all his friends surprised, also concerned about the state of Ardian. Dimas also came forward to calm down.


"Gue must catch up to him now!" Ardian could no longer hold back his anger, he immediately ran out of the room.


Immediately, Dimas, Dian, Teo and Bram panicked. Something could have happened, seeing how furious Ardian was at the moment. They also immediately ran after.


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