All About Missing
Heartbeat

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Lunch break hours. Most employees go to the cafeteria or out of the office to fill their empty stomachs. A small number stayed at work because they had to take turns at rest. There are also some other people can rest as they please, it could be because of work or indeed lazy to get out.

The office building has two floors for employees to rest. One floor for general employees and another floor specifically for producers, artists. The floor was also reserved for the directors to the top. To be able to enter this floor must have a special identification mark. Both floors have their own restaurant and cafeteria. All the facilities provided by Ardian is for the convenience of all employees.

I miss being able to get into this particular floor thanks to Teo who served as one of the company's producers. He does not yet have an access card to go anywhere in the company.

Ardian who had just finished the meeting went straight down to the first floor, he was about to go out. Today he has to see the psychiatrist that Spij chose to miss. The best doctors who treat PTSD. Missing treatment as soon as possible, must be healed.

"Eja .. You take care of the office for me, let me go see the doctor myself. If possible, I'll take her straight to Mama Dahlia."

"All right, Boss."

"Oo ... One more thing, how is the company's acquisition problem?"

"It's been dealt with, Boss, everything's done. Tomorrow we can go straight there to take over."

"Ok .. You set the schedule."

"Yes, Boss."

The silver Ferrari left the parking lot in front of the lobby. Spell who increasingly do not understand the way his boss's mind can only stroke the chest. Within these three days he was not getting enough sleep, only to fulfill his cold boss' request. Acquired a printing company, which had nothing to do with EM entertainment at all.

"Only love can make you do anything, Boss," he murmured softly. His stomach was already very rumbling. Spell also needs to recharge its power. I offered to Ardian for lunch first. However, his boss refused.

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At the moment Ardian is heading to the homes of Miss. He was unable to persuade the doctor to come to see Dahlia. Ardian was forced to wait a few more days, because the doctor's schedule was tight. This time he came to meet with Kanaya at once to pass on this news to Dahlia. Somehow Ardian felt like meeting the little girl soon. He felt he had a bond with her ever since Kanaya called him 'Dad' a few days ago.

His car was parked in front of the house. The little missed body had already appeared at the door. It seems Kanaya has noticed his arrival. Ardian ran towards Kanaya who was stretching out her arms.

"Dad ... father ...," call the cute little girl.

"Yes ... pusshhh .. kangen dad, huh?"

Ardian raised Kanaya's tiny body past her head. Kanaya suffocated in excitement. Then Ardian aligned the body and propped up Kanaya's tiny hips with her arms. Ardian kissed Kanaya's puffed cheeks many times.

"Where's my mom, honey?" ask Ardian later.

"Yes! oh my goodness …!" Dahlia who was running outside shouted. It seems like she didn't know Kanaya went out on her own. His face looks scared.

"Ma …?"

"The ardi? Good thing there's you, son!"

"Why, Ma?"

"Here you go, Kanaya Mama took a drink for a while, Mama forgot the door. It's almost Mama's hanging, Ardi!"

"Maybe Kanaya came out while Ardi was coming, Ma .. Kanaya is fine."

"Yes ... Come on in!"

They finally came in. Kanaya rambles out of nowhere to Ardi, and strangely the man can respond, their chatter is like connecting. Sometimes he answers 'iya' and 'ohya'. The little girl told me about the toys she had.

"This is your tea, Ardi."

"Good thanks, Ma."

"Eh .. is Kanaya asleep?" dalia asked when she saw Kanaya had been silent on Ardian's lap.

Ardian peeked at the girl in his lap for real. "Not yet, Ma .. seems like it's any minute."

"Here, let Mama sleep in the room."

Ardian handed the little girl into his hands. However, just as Kanaya was in Dahlia's arms, she whines not wanting to leave the lap of the man her father considers her to be. Then Ardian took Kanaya back from Dahlia's hand.

"Cup, cup, Honey ... here's Dad again!"

"It looks like Kanaya wants to sleep on your lap, Ardi."

"Yes, Ma .. It's okay, let Kanaya sleep here."

The cute little girl returned into Ardian's arms. He leaned his body against the chest of the field and placed his ear on the heart. As he always did to his mother.

"When you want to sleep and wake up, it's always like that. Always want to be close to the sound of heart beating Miss."

"Oh yeah? Is she more comfortable like this?"

"Yes, but sleeping with Mama was never like that. Why is it with you that she's comfortable?"

"Okay, maybe it's because the sound of my heartbeat is the same as that of the mother" Ardian replied.

"Because you're so warm to her, Ardi. It's like he's known you for a long time."

"Good, Ma ... in this way it will be easier for me to take the heart of Miss. Kanaya has been able to accept me as her father, Ardi is so grateful."

"You must be more patient .. It is not easy to miss opening her heart again."

"Yes, Ma .. Ardi will definitely wait until Miss is ready."

They both smile. A smile between mother and child. Dahlia feels that Ardian is already her daughter-in-law. If only Miss would open a little of her heart. They might be a very warm family. Love each other.

"Yes, Ma, in three days' time the psychiatrist will be here."

"Well, then what's next?"

"The doctor will ask first the symptoms and the cause. After that the doctor will do psychotherapy on Miss."

"Thank you, Ardi. Hopefully this way the miss can heal quickly. He did not show any harmful attitude. But he always talks to himself when no one is around. Sometimes he has nightmares, he screams in his sleep."

Ardian felt sliced as he heard the words from Dahlia. His heart was like being torn apart. His hands had clenched firmly withstanding his guilt. The woman he loved felt such suffering. Ardian does not know if he will be able to listen to the full story.

The little girl in the lap was squirming her body. Ardian flinched then tightened his embrace again. The top of Kanaya's head in her kiss and inhaled, the typical scent of the little girl greatly calmed her heart. Ardian felt a little calm. She already loved Kanaya very much, just as she loved and loved Miss.

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