All About Missing
Stories of the past

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A few minutes later Ardian brought back a cup of green tea. The man apparently went to the kitchen to make tea so that Miss could sleep well. He always paid attention to the little things to miss.

Green tea contains the amino acid theanine. Which has the ability to improve brain function, calm down and the mind, and reduce stress. Can improve sleep quality. Theanine works by reducing stress hormones in the brain, thus helping a person to be more relaxed.

"Drink this tea."

"Thank you."

Missed sipping the tea a few times, then returned it to Ardian. Tea cups are placed on the nightstand. Then Ardian climbed on the other side of the mattress, got into the blanket and laid down his body.

"Come on." The pillow next to Ardian was patted gently, inviting Miss to lie down next to him. His eyes were shady until he published the smile of the beautiful woman.

Slowly Miss entered the blanket lying her body a little distance from Ardian. His gaze was straight at the ceiling, his heart pounding faster. Ardian's burly hand suddenly slipped into Miss's neck and pulled closer. Now Miss's head is bearing the man's muscular arms. Ardian's other hand grabbed Miss's shoulder and pulled her until they faced each other. Ardian stared at the woman's black iris full of gentleness, that pretty face as if bewitching her.

The miss who was originally fixated, returned the gaze, her hands clinging to the chest of the Ardian field. He could feel the beating of the heart in there very quickly. Same with his current heart tempo. It's just that Ardian didn't feel it.

"You nervous?" ask Ardian.

"Emm, little." Of course he was nervous, the first time he had slept this close to Ardian, just the two of them.

"Looks you're not awkward at all," Ardian said softly.

"Why should I be awkward, this isn't the first time I've slept with a man. Just a little nervous from sleeping in the arms of a different man" Rindu said honestly. He only felt nervous because he was in the arms of the man who had once filled his heart. Their distance is very close.

Ardian was silent for a moment. "Rin, would you like to talk for a minute?"

Hah, tonight seems like it's going to be long. Misses who had wanted to sleep, forced to open their eyes remain open. Ardian invited him to chat and ask him many things.

"How was your home life, were you happy?"

I miss the little laugh. "What a strange question. If I'm happy, there's no way I'm here, right?"

"yes too. You're not gonna tell me?"

"You really want to know?"

"Emm."

Missing silence for a moment, she chose the right words. "My ex-husband was just a regular guy, we met when I went on vacation to Japan. An accidental meeting and we got acquainted. Two months later we got married in his hometown. At first I felt my marriage was very happy, the in-laws looked good too."

Ardian listened carefully. Grow upset when Miss says about marriage.

"He works in an import export company, no matter what part. He never told me much about his work. The first year of marriage was fine. Until I became pregnant, we chose to stay alone. After our son was born, he suddenly changed, never paying attention. Every problem never tells. My mother-in-law always told me. One time he lost his job, our savings ran out for living expenses." Missing silence, his heart again felt pain remembering the story of his past.

Miss took a breath for a moment. "Yes, and finally we fought a lot. I invited her to stay at my mom's house. However, she refused and chose to stay at her mother's house. I began to be treated unfairly, looked one eye at by my mother-in-law and brother-in-law. I was considered the unlucky carrier in that family. Then I decided to go home quietly with my son and we parted ways." Miss took a deep breath and ended the story.

Even if the story is just an outline. Ardian quite understands that Miss is very unhappy. How much pressure does the woman feel? How often does he feel neglected? Ardian deeply regrets and regrets their separation.

"Why can he change?" Ardian's voice rang out, he still wanted to know more.

Missed to put her shoulders. "Okay, it's possible that the incitement from her family to blame me made her lose her job." Not seeing any expression from the woman's face, she looks relaxed and has accepted reality.

"Why do they blame you?" Ardian's anger began to stir because of the heart-wrenching story.

"Because they think that after we got married, my ex-husband always quit his job. They think I'm a fucking carrier."

Ardian's jaw looks hard. "There's nothing like it. Maybe he lost his job because of his own fault!" That's a ridiculous excuse, and it's unacceptable.

"Perhaps, because they still hold beliefs so much that I'm blamed. I never knew anything, maybe that's why."

"Is he light-handed?"

"Not at all. But he came home a few times drunk. I haven't liked that shit since I got married. Because I don't like it, we often sleep apart."

"not again? So you ever like him?" Ardian frowned. Didn't expect Miss to ever touch that liquor.

"Before, when I was in Germany," answered Miss honestly.

Germany, the destination city where Miss ran away from her first. Ardian wanted to know more after Missing mentioned. "Germans? what kind of life are you living in Germany?"

Miss even chuckles. "Do I have to tell you that too?" Longs to twist his body to his back, looks reluctant to continue.

"If you don't mind."

Misses looking and shaking. "Oow .. No, you were just talking about my marriage. For that I still can't tell."

"Is it really painful? you must have experienced something bad, your wounds must still be imprinted, and want to bury them. Is that so?"

"Yes, you could say that." Miss nodded slowly and turned her gaze to the ceiling.

"Oh my God, Rin. What kind of horrible thing have you ever experienced? I can't imagine how much you've suffered. Had we not parted like that, perhaps you would not have suffered." Ardian pulls Miss in his arms. Imagine what kind of suffering you have been longing for. He held back a puddle of tears that almost trickled down.

"You're sorry?" Missing face was right on the chest of the man's field.

He said 'regretting' should also be given to him. Shouldn't miss breaking the contract with the man. However, what does it mean to regret if it will not finally restore the situation.

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