All About Missing

All About Missing
Just realized


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Not Only Missing, Ardian also reacted with the words of Bagas who seemed to not care about his existence. The man had really already made the limit of Ardian's patience run out.


"Rin, will you come back to me? Mas sure we still love each other," said Bagas with a face not knowing shame.


"Lacken the teaching! You want me to finish!" snapped Ardian suddenly got up and pulled the collar of Bagas' shirt. That left the man almost suffocated.


Bagas then looked up to hold Ardian's hand. Rebelling trying to fight. He could barely breathe.


Ardian could no longer hold back his emotions. Bagas' words made him very angry. That irresponsible man still seemed to want to be taught a lesson once again. A policeman who was on guard earlier tried to stop him.


While Miss looks still glued. Not because of Ardian who was suddenly angry, but because of Bagas who made him very disappointed. The pain felt due to the attitude of the Bagas family is still being harbored. The wounds Bagas had given all this time had never been revealed. The disappointment is already very big, how could Miss have to feel the same thing again. Bagas never understood his feelings.


"Sir, Ardian. Control yourself!" said the police officer held Ardian's shoulder, he had been on alert since.


Ardian then took off and threw the man's body. He sat back with his face still red. His jaw clenched and his fist made his neck veins pop. The blood was boiling at this moment.


I look towards Ardian. Seeing the anger of his lover, made him want to leave immediately from there. He then got up and stared intently at the eyes of Bagas who was watching him from earlier.


Miss standing up and talking out loud. "That's enough! All this time I've harbored the feeling of saying it directly to you, Mas. Do you know how disappointed I am? You know how hard I struggle with holding back your family's arbitrary actions and actions? You never care, Mom!" Chest Missing up and down regulating breathing. Ardian got up and held onto his body so as not to fall.


"Then now, you want me to go back and feel the same? Your hair, Mas. Until this moment you still don't care about Kanaya. You don't even ask him how he's grown so far, how he's developed. Since Kanaya was born you have never given love at all."


Bagas was silent, it was true that he never gave proper affection. His heart had been blinded with a hatred that was truly meaningless at all.


"I don't see the slightest bit of regret in your eyes. One thing you should know. All this time I sincerely accepted your situation, accepted your family. I sincerely live life as it is, as long as you can take responsibility. But what do you give, my man? Just disappointment!" raung Rindu pressed his chest tightened.


"Sweety, about." Ardian whispers. The woman's eyes had turned red, but she held back that the dam in her eyes would not fall. Miss glanced for a moment then turned back to Bagas. "I don't think there's anything we need to talk about anymore. I hope you can see your mistakes all along. May you be aware and have the desire to change. Because all this time you never want to change and glaze. Have you ever wanted to improve yourself?"


Bagas was unable to answer, everything Miss said was true.


"Meeting you is a hope for me. I was hoping to be happy with my choice at the time. But reality isn't as beautiful as hope." Missed silence for a moment. "Repent? No, I'm not sorry. It's all part of my life journey. One day I will be happy, and that happiness is already in front of my eyes right now." Miss turned to Ardian, smiling at him.


In that instant, Bagas only realized how Miss's eyes looked radiant while staring at Ardian. There is love from both. He wanted to be angry, but he no longer had the right. Bagas could only remain silent in his silence, permeating the words of Long that pierced his heart and mind. Especially about Kanaya, she just felt guilty now.


"Thank you for the life lessons you've given me all along. My goal of coming here has been achieved, I have felt relieved now. I hope you can reflect on all the mistakes."


"Rin .. bi .. Can I meet Kanaya? Just once, please, let me see our daughter just once," Bagas asked in a trembling voice.


Miss and Ardian looked at each other. "I'll think about that. If you really want to get to know Kanaya, I won't forbid" Miss replied later.


"Bie .. we go from here," said Rindu lirih.


Ardian also embraces his lover's waist. They went out in tandem.


Before they came out the door, Ardian turned to Bagas for a moment. The man is seen dropping his head on his hand on the table. His shoulders were looking up and down, it seemed like he was crying. I miss looking back, but Ardian is in the way. He also led Miss out immediately.


But when they were outside. Missed to stop her steps. His knees suddenly felt limp, he drooped in Ardian's arms.


"Sweetie ... Rin, are you okay?"


"Bie .. I'm not strong anymore. Please carry me." Missing tone was weak before finally the gaze of the eyes became blank.


Without thinking any longer, Ardian immediately poked Miss's hand and raised his body. Sudden longing of shock and relapse. Ardian ran as fast as he could to get Miss back in the car. Missed leaving her medicine in the bag, and the bag was in the car at the moment.


An officer saw Ardian running around carrying Miss. "What's going on, sir?"


"I have to give him the medicine right away, the medicine is in the car" replied Ardian gasping for breath.


"Let me help, sir," the officer bargained as he ran in Ardian's footsteps.


"Thank you, there's a driver waiting in the car." Ardian kept running.


The police followed Ardian. He has to make sure everything is okay. After all, what happened there was his responsibility as an officer.


When they almost got to the parking lot. "Which car, sir?" ask the officer.


"The black car is on the other end" Ardian said.


The policeman also increased his speed, he preceded Ardian and met the driver. Then open the door immediately.


Ardian went straight into the car and leaned Miss' body. He's looking for Miss's bag with his tail. Ardian grabbed and immediately took the medicine and then drank it to Miss. Within minutes the woman closed her eyes.


"How about, Mr Ardian?" ask the officer.


"He's asleep."


The police were also relieved. The same goes for the driver who panics when all that happens. This was the first time he had seen Missing's disease recur, after some time as the woman's driver. It felt very stressful. He saw Miss's eyes open with a blank look.


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