All About Missing

All About Missing
The stuff that's stuck


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Miss glanced at Ardian who was still silent to see what he was doing. Kanaya went back to sleep quietly. The woman cleared her throat after peeping Kanaya's forehead briefly.


"You better go to the bathroom first. It's not good to be detained, it can be difficult like last night" Rinsu said in a mocking tone, echoing about the incident last night. He chuckles afterwards.


Ardian snorted because of Miss. "It's still morning, you don't make me want to repeat it again, I'm tired." His face turned sour, recalling how he overcame something urgent yesterday.


Misses shaking while smiling. "Sorry, Bie. I just thought, is that hard? It's best not to be too often, it's not good." Still refraining from laughing, he got up justifying Kanaya's blanket.


Ardian sat down. "When are we getting married? You don't pity to see me tormented like that?" He looked into the eyes of his lady expectantly.


Missed that look in the eye and thought. They talked for quite a long time last night. Talk about wedding plans. However, Miss still could not determine the exact date. There was still something stuck in his mind. Not because of Ardian, maybe because of the past he wants to solve first.


"Sweety, answer me."


"I'm sorry, Bie. It's not my intention to delay for long, but I just feel like I'm still not completely free of the past. There are things that are still stuck," said Miss while bowed.


Ardian got out of bed, then approached Miss. He was squatting in front of the woman. Clasping his hands and looking up at the brownish-black bead of longing eyes.


"Is it because of that guy?" ask Ardian gently.


"Emm." I miss answering that question.


A thin smile etched sweetly on Ardian's lips. Gently stroking the back of Missing's hand, he said, "Alright, we will solve this problem first. But you have to promise, if this is over, we're getting married soon."


"Yes, I promise, Bie," said Miss nodding surely.


Ardian smiled, he got up and kissed the woman's forehead. "I'm getting used to the call, being able to say it again" he whispered then right in Missing's ear.


"Bi, Bie. Bible …." Homesick to laugh at Ardian's reaction."You're so funny. Never mind, I'm going to the bathroom." He took off Ardian's hand.


"okay." Ardian woke up and raised Miss suddenly.


"Aaahhhh, Naughty. What the fuck are you?" Miss reflexes draped her hands around Ardian's neck.


"Already, hush. I just want to serve my future wife" Ardian said walking to the bathroom.


Desperate, Ardian managed to make his heart flowery. He leaned his head against Ardian's chest. Ardian kissed Miss's forehead lovingly.


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In a room where prisoners visit in a prison. Missing with Ardian waiting for the arrival of Bagas. The man clasped his hands, giving strength so that he would not dissolve into his own thoughts.


"Sweety, are you okay?" ardian asked gently, touching Miss's hand.


"Yes, I'm fine."


"Stay calm, control your mind. I will accompany you here," said Ardian looking softly at the eyes of the idol


Missed to nod. "All right." He felt comfortable with Ardian's gentle touch and gaze.


A few minutes later, Bagas was brought into the room. Longed to directly avoid the eyes of Bagas. The man entered with a limp leg, and was assisted by an officer. The gunshot wound to his leg has not fully recovered.


The eyes of Bagas could not be separated from the two people sitting there. Ardian returned that gaze, but Miss still bowed dodging. For a moment they were silent. Bagas sat in front of them.


"How are you, Mr Bagas?" Ardian said hello extending a hand to shake hands.


"Sir Bagas?" Call Ardian again with your palm still open.


Bagas also shifted his eyes. "As you can see now, it's not okay" the man replied flatly.


Ardian pulled his hand back because Bagas never returned his hand. He smiled thinly. If only Missing wasn't there this time, maybe she had already beaten up the man.


"Can I talk to Miss alone?" ask Bagas later.


"I'm sorry, I can't. I have to be here with him." Ardian stroked the hands of Miss who were clinging to each other, squeezing each other.


"Ciii-h." Bagas leaned back, disgusted by the affection that Ardian showed.


"What do you want to talk about? Just say it." Ardian's gloomy gaze looked at the man before him.


Ardian's face turned cold. Bagas did not speak at all. Then, the man who had officially become a suspect raised his handcuffed hand to the table.


"Rin .. Mas wants to talk about something. Can you hold your head up and look at Mas for a moment?" Bagas said very softly. Of course it managed to make Ardian hotter.


Longed to look towards Ardian for a moment. Asking for approval and strength through the glare of his eyes. Ardian tried to hold back, then nodded slowly. Misses also turned to Bagas. An ex-husband who had cheated on her for years.


"Calm down, Sweety," whispered Ardian who was still clearly heard by Bagas.


"Ciiihhh, act friendly," muttered Bagas quietly.


Missed taking her breath. "Say, Mas. I'm ready to listen to your explanation."


"Mas doesn't know if Mas still deserves to say it at the moment. He made you an alibi to cover up all this crime. He has hidden his identity from everyone. Even the Mas family never knew about all that" said Bagas, as if very sorry about what he had done.


Longing to be silent, he did not dare to look at the man directly, but there was clearly disappointment from the look on his face. The pain that had been harbored all this time, was getting worse with the lie that had just been revealed.


"Rin .. Mas didn't mean to lie to you. But I have to do it."


"So, Mas Bagas financed me all this time with the money from the work?"


Longing to look a little emotional, Ardian clenched his hand. Making Miss grimace, realized from the emotions that almost controlled her mind. I miss trying to calm down. Inhaling oxygen, regulating his breathing again.


"No, I never gave it to you. All Mas spend for fun" Bagas continued.


"Then, what about Kanaya? Do you still doubt her as your real daughter, Mas?"


"not anymore. I've been wrong all this time, Rin. I'm sorry to have doubted you" said Bagas with regret emanating from the glare of his eyes.


"I don't want to demand anything, Mom. May you be aware of all your actions." Miss said softly, she did not want to continue to prolong this matter. Whatever it is, Miss just wants to be free soon.


"Rin .. The beginning of our meeting was indeed a mistake. It's wrong to make you a shield for evil. However, as time goes on, Mas really likes you, Mas loves you, Misses." Bagas said as if he did not care about Ardian being there.


Ardian's face had already turned irritated. Miss also turned to Ardian after the words Bagas. The man's face seemed to be flushed with anger.


"Rin, will you forgive Mas and wait for Mas to get out of here?" Bagas still won't give up.


Miss turned to her ex-husband. "What do you mean?"


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