Anxietas
Heart that is not yet fit

Miria drank the water slowly and Shaka closed the curtain for Miria's part.

"Why were you kayaking earlier, hem?" Gently gazing.

Miria stopped her drinking sitting tensely holding the drinking bottle.

Ria looked at Shaka with still watery eyes and her face was still sad.

Ria looked at Shaka instantly lowered her head.

"I'm wrong, you immediately turn angry I also do not mind them, I do not like them ngatain mother, Biion... Bion pulled her hijab and said sorry I won't be whipping anymore.." Shaka again approached and embraced Ria sitting on the edge of the patient bed beside Ria.

"You're not afraid, I won't hit you. You're not wrong, Ri?" Slowly and gently.

It was wrong for Shaka to ask now.

Why did Shaka see this side of the lmah so quickly was Miria already comfortable and showing her weak side?

But, Shaka can not be sure if Miria already believes him because the marriage is only for papa's request and Miria wants because Shaka also does not understand what the reason for marrying him.

Ria was comfortable and unafraid when she was near Shaka.

Ria remembered that her father would be angry if her mother did a little wrong.

"Now you know Shaka why I was angry when you asked me to marry you." Shaka nodded.

A little bit of a hiccup as she spoke, Shaka cursed her.

"Yeah you know, so I'm asking you, besides you I don't want to..."

"When there are healthy people out there, Shaka is healthier than me..." Shaka rubbed Ria's upper arm channeling a sense of comfort.

The word healthy is repeated twice and shown to insinuate Ria herself who is not healthy.

"I don't want them if I want you. You look everywhere and look scared like that."

Ria is a little happy with the shaka's remarks that seem to make Ria the only one but, he still can't believe that Shaka already likes it.

"Now her hair is wearing her hijab. Olva buyin for you." Shaka said at once Ria glanced at the brown paper bag there.

"They're spitting.. Qinan came to me he said that you almost threw a chair at Bion so I came to stop but, instead, I wriggled you on the floor." Shaka stopped pausing her words to look at Ria, turned to tidying up his wife's hair and put her hijab inside.

"You mad?" Ask Ria carefully.

"Yeah.I'm angry with them and Qinan just as Bima cepet take you away if you might not be afraid of me... I beat and beat Bion until he didn't notice..."

Ria suddenly hugs Shaka as Shaka meticulously tidies Ria's hair..

Shaka smiled and returned Ria's embrace with a kiss on the top of her head.

***

Do not know since when the sense of security that appears and make Ria feel comfortable and awake.

Even he uses the Hijab is not a compulsion from Shaka but an offer Shaka and Ria who intend to use it for a long time finally choose to use it.

She did want to wear the hijab again when she graduated Smp but, when she wore the hijab at home she remembered her mother and father fighting over the hijab.

Ria's not ready, nobody's saying, Ria's not ready.

Ria just needs time but, uh, when with Shaka as if it is an absolute and undeniable order, Ria likes to use it for herself and when Bion pulls off her hijab she is shocked and remembers past events.

Lucky there is Shaka if there is no way Ria will immediately not know what it looks like.

Ria thanks for bringing people like Shaka closer.

Although actually Ria has not been able to love and give her heart to Shaka.

Honestly, if all these days being a wife, Ria can not feel anything and just feel that Shaka is just attention and Shaka has been a little concerned with her.

Even now Shaka took Miria out at night before returning home, and today also Ria is not working because she is permission and yes before going out, Ria took time off, Ria, checking his mother's condition in the outpatient hospital there and his father who was cared for at home, never passed a day.

Miria is also on time to bring food for her sister and yes the neighbor Miria believes and happens to be close to her sister Ciko so they can trust Miria to monitor Ciko when Miria is not home even now he is rarely at home if his father's condition worsens Ria is forced to permit with Shaka to stay at home.

Here's kedi meatballs by the roadside.

"do you want to eat in a good place?" Shaka asked who saw Miria's face was very moody.

"Ria?" Ria is shocked that she turns daydreaming and Shaka sees that it is not a matter of place that Ria does not like but RIa thinks about other things.

"Hot watch." Shaka's attention when Miria almost scoops him.

Miria smiled.

"It's not so, son, it's a little hot" he said when he had tasted the sauce.

Shaka enjoys the pretend insensitive baso with what Miria thinks of her face.

Cluntings..

"What?" miria said while looking at the message notification from the hospital and Shaka pulled Ria's phone fast.

"The right.." Kaa Ria was about to pick up her phone again.

"Suuut falter!... Eh." Shaka read the incoming message and put in his phone and looked at Ria with a sweet smile and her heart.

"Shakaa.." furious Ria.

"Today what tomorrow. Do you want to use my money or yours?" tanya Shaka makes Ria astonish.

"What do you mean?" tanya did not understand Shaka's intentions.

"I have rations for your monthly allowance, I have your daily allowance, I also have emergency deposits or do you want me to transfer your allowance?"

Ria was confused stills but, the next second glared funny.

"Shaka we're just sets.."

"Let's not talk about that I ask you want a wife's allotment or daily allowance?" Ria ate her meatballs choosing silence.

"I asked Ria you never asked for money the same I I felt so useless so husband even you did not say anything you want for example, I did not feel like, I'm gonna buy that this right there this is that one..."

"Stop! Stop that!" Ria stops Shaka's pretentious melancholy chatter.

"Yeah I accept it's up to you that I'm in thank you I don't want to ask Shaka I'm not ordinary and we're just a year."

Shaka exhaled his coarse breath. Hearing the word of a year came out of Ria's mouth.

Shaka makes sure that Ria hasn't opened her heart yet.

"Ok deal. That's why the husband will love your husband's wife Ria."

Ria grimaces tickled.

"That's the limit tomorrow and not yet and others I'm asking you to pay the usual hospital hospital just aja."

Shaka finished eating his meatballs.

"Did I pay you all, honey? OKAY!"

Ria glared in shock again.