Anxietas
father's memories

"Dad Miria doesn't hate." said Miria in her heart when she saw in the garden of the apartment yard this morning many exercise Miria sat on the balcony of her apatemen and looked down at a child who played with her father then the girl who taught to ride a motorbike by his father there is also a friend of his mother's father learned papa wheels as well as roller skates. There's another little big brother playing ball there. Many families spend their free time together. Miria can't be like that before, and how soon can she be?

" look at them." Shaka approaching.

" oh, I'm not just scared. Oh, I don't mean.." Shaka hugged Miria from the side and kissed her side head.

"fear why is all good you want a story?"

Miria.

" i have never lost my father's affection even more often to my mother and I also gk deket very rich share the same story mama although I often get affection attention mama but, but, if the little attention from my father I feel very happy even though it's just once in my life and before I can love my granddaughter has gone first."

"Hehmm our child.how klo these children who will get what you can not get." Shaka saw a beautiful smile on Miria's lips.

"Yes although you can not give yourself a sense of satisfaction or happiness because of the affection of your father can love it to your child, All that you can't get in childhood don't take your child too."

" yes, you can comfort me continuously, during pregnancy I bother ya chewet and sad mulu mulu.

Shaka shakes.

" Don't papa I told you that you and I will continue to be healers now that you are pregnant and your emotional state is no longer good." Shaka is very mature

When his cool talk is done feels wktuu changed sekrang Miria check the contents in the moon near to his birth.

"I'm nervous?" she said Shaka held her hand quietly.

"Please lie down madam" said the doctor.

" slowly, yes, sorry for a minute."

A little bit of Miria clothes for the foam tool to do the task and the three of them can see it in the ultrasound tool.

" Will the baby be healthy for his heartbeat?"

bargain the doctor to visit Miria with antusis.

Deg

deg...

Sad haru.

"Maintained the diet and also do not be tested for light work manyin drink water and fruit that is bagu for smoothness later also healthy for the baby until the time arrives too."

After checking and checking all good condition.

Suddenly Paula sat in the waiting chair with a relaxed looking face.

"Sir, Mum..." Her greeting when Coincidentally Shaka saw her Miria saw him and Paula turned her head.

"Who's sick?" Ask Miria.

"Oh my friend, Di was pregnant and said he wanted to take care of the child himself.Sadly he did not get married even though the man was outrageous!"

Miria looked inside.

"It's straight away." Shaka said flat.

Saskia and Indri get out of there after Shaka and Miria go far away.

"Gue's pregnant really fucking bion's pregnant me!" Indri.

"Lo the hell mabok muku, out of prison healthy father lo!"

Shortly after Paula nags her comes Lena and Yuma.

"Where are you guys here?" Saskia asked confusedly.

Saskia stared at the two friends also staring at Paula Indri alternately.

"You two?" Indri.

"We're ready now." Said Yuma and lena reaching out to shake hands.

In his car when it was stuck.

Miria who was silent suddenly sighed.

"Where can you raise that boy, he's not my son!"

"As you know, Miria was born and I didn't go out of the house far away and even the neighbors here if you want to ask, find out which man I came out with!"

"Have you said stale.You know her face doesn't look like the two of us even my family or yours."

Little Miria bowed languidly sitting behind the door of her room.

"Mas enough mas, we take care of Miria about the face may be in the medical explanation why, Maybe it's the face..."

"That's a lot of reasons, I love you love you so you have to let go of that unlucky kid, you know that kid makes me almost wretched because I think he's at work, you said in the fever, the proof is he helped you dry your clothes help you live, what a fever!"

The sobs of mother's cries slowly sounded.

"Miria can be horrified mas.." Slowly and sounding her crying.

"I'm sorry, mommy son..." Dad went away with his anger.

Mama knocked on the room door and little Miria opened the door with her innocent face.

In the past he did not understand what his father's anger and speech to him when he understood Miria was sad and crying by herself without anyone knowing.

"aww... Ouch!" His hand was accidentally hit by hot water. Quickly mama took the medicinal ointment dabbed on her palm.

"your men are how you are, mama ka nuang hot water why you hold it, baby!."

With in restraint already bathe her and after finishing the bath the mother immediately put on a little Miria ointment. I looked at him with a sad look.

"why?" ask the father to mama when the little miria wearing a seatu about to go to school.

" dear you didn't go to school first permission aj mama told me to make you rest, huh?"

miria nodded innocently back to take off the shoes with the other one who was not injured at all.

My mom helped.

Sing day when bored Miria out to play but, no one wants to play he said his hands are ugly and serem.

"i'm home."

Go home and see his mother make his father's lunch home in the afternoon to eat at home.

" i'm a laper" she said, and then she picked up rice and an omelet.

When going to eat Miria little piir how to eat with the left hand that does not hurt his left hand tk never in use to do the things in the hands of his brother.

" dad looked at him silently and at once mira smiled.

" mam I eat it later." The reason for hiding it is difficult to cut an omelet with a spoon and feed it yourself into his own mouth, mama turned to look at him.

" bribery father here." immediately Miria smiled mixed with sadness in her heart she felt miserable. Dad goes back to work and little Miria plays by herself in the backyard.

The memory alone that imprint in his mind how his father is still present with him even though only a mouthful of rice and omelet while the father was eating lunch with the will he had to return to work again