Anxietas
That's not really it

Miria and Olva had not gone far from the police station and they were waiting for Shaka and the others when Miria confirmed her sight again, if he doesn't see wrong if the woman is very similar to him walking out of the police station with Shaka Alezr and also bima. Though not having makeup, plain at all plus the black dot mark, the mole on the side forehead was clearly not too big.

"you know?" ask Olva.

" No." she replied briefly, Olva sighed telling her about Syena and why she was able to meet Syena in front of the mini market and also saw their faces so similar and Miria fell silent until the car window next to her on Alezer tap.

Alezer asked olva to come down. It's not just the olva that goes down but everything goes down. Syena looked at Miria with a flat gaze and Miria no less coldly observed the syena in front of her.

Shaka Bima and Alezer were silent on the spot as well as Olva they were still in disbelief.

"Lo who?" Ask Miria first.

Miria heard Bima's explanation about Syena which is similar to Miria and Syena is taking care of the orphanage without any manager and the needs of Syena's children who take care of it and the incident was unintentional if Bion gets drunk and nearly rapes her Syena fights back in a way she could have resorted to. Hence Syena disguised herself and Syena had seen Miria in something place but, forgot.

"So Syena usually if the victim becomes the perpetrator, just because of self-defense." Olva spoke like that and made Bima smile.

"Suami lo dah ngurus it Olva, just calm down."

Syena approached and apologized. Miria immediately hugged him and said that it was okay.

They all parted and Miria returned home, in the room while all was busy herself Miria was blinded by her thoughts.

"Lo will run out the same I see if I will seize what you have, if our faces look like gini I'm sure Lo can disappear and I change lo position, wait aja." The words that Syena spoke made Miria think but, Miria could not keep thinking about it, Miria would assume it was a bluff, everything Syena experienced seemed very heavy so just let it now focus on the twins' lives and the college that is soon to be finished.

Three years passed the twins Arzen Janendra and Abian have increasingly been able to and shortcuts to embalm wrong speech and advice even the three of them never went home without saying from morning to night however, the three of them never went home without saying from morning until night, back home delivered aunt ningsih.

"your forgiveness is for mamaa worry baby, you go where hem.. Why is it the same with grandma?"

" Sister, Mama." Abian pointed to Arzen who looked like the head of a gang with a black selayer with a skull made to cover his nose and mouth like a mask.

Janen uses selayer as a selyer bandannan belonging to Janen always dark colored like dark red dark blue and dark gray if Abian she uses a turban either belongs to whom but it must belong to Yanuar's grandfather who always take it if you want to go to the mosque.

"Astagfirullah son, you are this."

"Sorry yes aunty these children for saturumah thought they were kidnapped me until panic fortunately not so make a report turned out to be the same aunt, relieved ria tan."

Aunty ningsih mama alezer smiled. "no problem, no problem, Rasaya accidentally saw the three of them crouching at their gates again usilin Alira his son Alezer so young aunty they enter all aunt asked where they answered the house, they answered the house, so they asked, keep asking me where else to stop by, they say there is no purpose he said at the bosen house they want to find a new atmosphere."

"Yes, again thank you very much tan I so not good." aunty ningsih patted Miria on the shoulder. "hew what the hell are they also aunt aunty own granddaughter. That's when the aunt comes home."

After saying goodbye and greeting, Miria again brought the three to sit in the living room asking aunt to make their favorite milk.

"Don't want aunty grandma, she wants you" said Arzen calling her aunt in her language style.

"Yes my mom" said Abian.

Miria shook her head and got up from her seat asking the aunt to accompany her three sons while she made milk.

"Well milk has been made, right, now before that drink first and tell mama honestly, you go anywhere. Hem?"

The three stared at each other and nodded, the three looked back at Miria starting to tell stories alternately starting from seeing people like their mama in front of the gate and then they came out because of the broadcast. Arzen disguised as a bandit, Janen became the son of the gang leader and Abian became the son of a pack of ustad so that if anyone sees his two brothers in trouble at least Abian can use the turban as help asking for help.

Then they also said that if the auntie stole her face like their mama they also saw the children in order to ramen and lucky the three quickly ran away and entered the elite housing and right once they walked see there's a nurse and a pretty baby Alira Aunt Olva's son.

"gm... Next time you have to say what aunt mama or say grandpa, you must be tired can mama ask if to go to grandpa's room and apologize to grandpa, kasian your grandfather scared you why, why, papa's also in granny."

"Papa must be angry with us mah." said Janen now, because the most afraid of Shaka was Janen and Arzen also Abian was afraid but, not as afraid as Janen.

"Yeah papa is angry, don't papa let it be mama who says, you go to grandfather's room ask auntie friendkan ask mb-mb in the kitchen help you up the stairs, be careful."

The three nodded straight down from the sofa and kissed his mother's hand.

After her three sons left Miria returned to daydreaming of memories, of the old words of Syena.

"there's no way Syena could've done that, she's the twins." Miia got up from her seat immediately heard the roar of Shaka's car engine and the sound of the mob door closing fast.

Miria came to him and greeted him.

"Did the balloons meet..."

"There's papa nemein in the room, they're at the aunt's house playing with Alira."

Shaka sighed his nafs and stepped in to hug Miria.

"sorry baby, I'm wrong sorry." Shaka replied. Miria smiled.

"No, it's our fault... Children are curious about something and lucky God is still protecting them even they are perfect to say..

"What?" Shaka curious.

Um...

"We'll go to the room, my nutmeg is dizzy help me get a massage." Shaka. Miria pulled into the room and sat down slowly.

Miria fell silent and Shaka went to take a bath and after a few minutes Shaka came with a small towel and asked Miria to take it off.

"Shen.. He was in front of the gate sikembar Syena and squirm Syena treatment with the orphanage children were not good until they were told to ramen, they ran away before being discovered and they were lucky to enter the Tante ningsih page."

Shaka took his towel and sat down beside his wife. Holding both hands Miria.

"I promise I'll take care of them while I can control everything." Miria cried tightly holding both hands of shaka.

"sorry I always worry about all the uncertain things and you get overwhelmed by yourself."

"yes no problem worry it's okay as long as not to overdo it."

The day just passed by during a quiet breakfast.

"Silene !"