Anxietas
That's as bad as it is

When going to put some blankets into the closet suddenly the heartbeat of Miria getting firmer and cold sweat taste

restless attacking and nausea.

Immediately go leave the blanket that has not entered the closet fall pronounced on the floor.

"I'm pregnant again is impossible." Staggering out of the bathroom without spewing anything and while walking out accidentally nudged objects on the table near the bathroom door.

Shaka who was about to enter heard the sound of falling objects looking for the source and saw Miria kneeling on the floor.

"Miriah." He ran over and helped her stand up. He sat in a chair and gave her warm water.

"You have a panic attack?" See his symptoms and face. Shaka had experienced it but, not so bad.

"Try to calm down, look at me, take a breath... No papa all no papa, no problem, good ok, now think everything is good..."

Miria nodded following Shaka's words and calmly took her breath and exhaled slowly.

"Drink.." Take some more plain water and Miria receives it with cold hands.

"Why were you?" Looking back and forth at the closet, Shaka sees the twins' closet falling apart and the blankets strewn down below.

Shaka moves away but, Miria's hand pulls faster huh.

"Let me first, my hands are so cold your hands are hot..." Shaka gave her hand and warmed her hands to each other.

"I'm having a panic attack.." Shaka looked at her instantly rubbing her head.

"Tomorrow to find a nurse who is an officer just let the children take care, you are not too tired." Miria shook her head.

"No, I take care of the kids. " Shaka nodded forced to say yes because the look in his eyes made Shaka could not bear to refuse any more Miria was more painstaking if Shaka saw for himself even when the husband and child was very miria noticed.

But, for himself, it is completely unobtainable.

"Tomorrow we go out for a while where it's both just so that the children are taken care of aunt ama mb Jeni," he said turning to the outside of the room.

"There is no rejection." Shaka said as Miria was about to bully him.

"Two hours is enough for you to make time." Miria nodded with her husband's words.

At the same time this morning Cakra looked sad after helping to make some orders.

"Bang Lo knows yes, if Miria same Shaka dah.... wedlock?" Juki turned with that word at once.

"Ehm.more precisely when I was in the story they want to be a halal couple."

Sighs his breath again violently.

"Yes already brow.. frustrating dah cake, Nih Ka, Lo handsome rich parents what you want you can ask but, you even work, lo, lo it is also no less cool than Shaka who has already dapetin Miria. Although it does not mean that Miria dapetin is cool."

"Whatever I like, I want to make him my life forever, I know Miria's good but, I can't say I'm good, so I'm looking for the right time but, uh, I'm not perfect to say and shaka dah dapetin first, it feels strange not really.. I say sincere but, I feel gedek am revenge."

"Lo is less agile."

"Not that bang, I'm just afraid of being rejected, I've also been to a girl who I rejected."

"What can you refuse?"

"Ng*we.. or bokinghotel for Ons."

"Yes invited Bang marriage but, in saying I don't want to be with you, I don't have a name title that is in want eg doctor of law or PNS."

"Well, what's your title?"

"Males I told you my ntar in kirain cocky bang."

"Cck.. lo mah, you have not been legitimate to think about your failure, I'm sure Lo will dapetin better as long as Lo know which portion of lo sampe."

Cakra.

Juki gives orange ice.

"Heean my saucy face kek lo still afraid to push if my cake face is still unconscious and confident will dapet a cute.

"Lo bang, heh." Juki sneering.

"Drink lo!" Cakra nodded and took the cigarette in his pocket.

"Ok thanks. brow." Juki held up her thumb. Embali chakra is silent thinking of himself who lost step but more seconds passed by slowly Cakra thinks with a bik.

"gue seems wrong if you think he's the same as the others." Cakra drank the juice or fresh drink that Juki gave her earlier.

Back he works and dirmah Miria rest after taking Shaka's medicine that has not been airborne Shaka minu because he also never experienced a paik attack. Shaka sat looking at his slumbering wife.

Sleeping after the prayer. Shaka doesn't know what laagi Miria's thinking, so far she doesn't think Miria's okay. Shaka is happy that Miria is showing her weakness, the more Shaka loves Miria the deeper Shaka is defending Miria.

It used to be that way on Shaka's campus before Dad suddenly asked her to get married and it was the day before he said that. Miria looks relaxed and calm helping him then accompany him until he recovers in the health room. Shaka doesn't know how much of a reason Miria believes Shaka is right and Shaka doesn't mind if Miria looks like a depressed or sick person now means Miri has opened herself up.

Pretend everything's okay. Pretend to be very heartbreaking sadness is also a distraction that arises out there.

cakra's residence after returning to work after that his papa slapped him.

"Loh the dead rise from the grave." Cakra's words were heard mocking the old man in front of him who greeted his son with a stern slap and pent-up grudge.

The second slap on the other cheek returned a loud sura was heard. Bion with a pale face was seen with narrowed eyes.

"It hurts not."

That second slap was an inappropriate remark by Caka to his parents.

What is the upbringing of parents for children who have never even received the affection of the father in his very long age

"You saw your sister was almost killed and you're still asking for gambling so what you as a sister should be you're looking after and making your sister a better person."

"Udah?" ask Cakra after it was quiet a few seconds ago.

"Broody brash." When about to slap the third time his son stopped in the air and took a vase on the table but held his mother bion.

"Stop pah don't, enough, enough, cakra just came home you do not the same child he also must be able to live so that papa can still process the inheritance of the father who wants to fall into the chakra all if Cakra why-why and lawyer I know we can't make that legacy."

"Heah... You go in the dressing room and eat." Cakra snorted and walked casually like nothing happened like a slap just now like a hot fried tempeh throw a accidentally hit his face and he himself did that.

Cakra's life has been a mess and there has been no light since then, upon seeing the miria Cakra began to be able to joke with her cruel life before she only responded to her cruel life with her flat face and slowly smiled silently without anyone knowing and also before returning to the place Cakra looking at Miria, now she will return with her darkness.

"Sad.."