Anxietas
Misguided

In a car that stops at a red light.

"When do you understand I'm short of breath, I don't point, if I'm a bit?" ria was afraid of being wrong. Seeing Shaka's face seemed to be unable to talk to him about Eyang.

"I saw your face bud and your nose is also dry, you are the way you look and are shocked when I come to the kitchen," explained Shaka.Shaka grabbed Ria's hand and grasped it.

"I'm on your side I'm there for you I'm working on that, don't be afraid. What do you want for breakfast now?" Miria looked at Shaka timidly.

"I-I brought provisions." He said he opened his bag.

"Want to?" Ask Ria. Shaka nodded.

The lights are back green and the car is back on.

Driving while eating.

"Udah, I don't really like toast, you're abisin and you'll have lunch or call me." Ria nodded.

Shaka turned his head and rubbed Ria's shoulder while focusing on driving.

Shaka does not like Indri because he is his past and initially Shaka likes girls like Indri but he shows his true nature and it makes Shaka disgusted close to him.

"Why don't you eat breakfast at home, then you don't meet equally eye, a fear Eyang thinks badly of me." Down playing his bag strap.

"I don't taste, I'd rather you breathe a little more than chat matchmaking doesn't matter." Shaka said interspersed with a relaxed face as well as her sweet smile.

"I'm sorry, I'm a troublemaker, I'm not married to you but, if you know there's this I don't want to." He said he looked out the window.

Shaka turned his head and looked flat ahead again.

"All are in. Decide, whatever the obstacles are or what people say it's not gonna change anything." Shaka.

There was no sound from Ria until Shaka's monil was parked in a special parking lot.

"Kok until you get in if anyone knows how I got out of your car?" Looking back and forth still holding a seat belt and sitting in the car.

"I'm not really, this place is deserted any lecturer who knows also no one will dare to comment."

Ria moves down from the car in the follow Shaka also out of the car.

"Au departs assalammualaikum." takes Shaka's right hand and kisses the back of his hand.

"Greetings, I immediately yes, want to call the husband do not think macem-macem."

Ria smiles nodding and Shaka asks Ria to leave first let Shaka who saw him enter the building behind the hall.

After Ria entered the seminar hall.

Shaka left in his car.

When the event began, Ria was able to sit in the middle with a row of other faculty children invited by Bu Risma as well they were the same matkulnya although different vocational faculties.

"Assalammualaikum everyone and Good morning everyone too, I am Risma as the host of an event that is not too formal as usual, we are just relaxed and also hopefully we are all always in a healthy mental heart and mind as well as physical yes, my friends are also junior sisters, I'm new outside new faces, nih, don't be surprised if this seminar is different from others because this is what I make different...."

Many more things are said to be stale also a casual joke but, funny is not too serious.

Ria should focus on this seminar should be a few important points because this could be the way to pass the daily exam bu Risma.

****

"Eh.. Ri!" Saskia comes with Yuma and Lena.

"Eh. lo deaf-mouthed what the hell!" Upset saskia.

Ria turned to look at Saskia casually.

"Why?" Flat and lazy faced with Saskia.

"Lo any relationship until Shaka was angry with his mother Bion and his mother Bion did not dare to ngusik Lo again, I think Lo was not the bod*h person that I have always known."

"Whatever, you want to say anything can Saskia, I will not stop you, I'm again males and move aside lo ngalangin gu street, tired mouth talking ducks."

saskia rounded her eyes.

"What's.. Ducky's! What you said!" Shock because Ria licks Saskia a duck.

Really brave now he is.

After the seminar, Ria did not go straight home, she took public transportation to the Yanuar Foods restaurant.

Until and after paying the fare he went inside.

Seeing that there was still a car Shaka Miria felt Shaka must still be busy inside.

"I'm at the restaurant I work at again" he said in a message sent on his mobile phone.

Shaka's room has Indri as well as Eyang also there is Shaka and his papa.

His phone vibrated and signaled an incoming message from his wife.

Shaka secretly photographs his room and everything he can photograph.

"You don't go out the kitchen." Reply to Shaka's message.

Ria who had changed clothes saw the reply and saw the photo Shaka sent.

Ria fell silent.

"OK.." The answer.

Shaka calmed down and flipped his phone over his desk.

Ria can't worry. Maybe if he's right Shaka married again no problem, don't be sad.

Actually Papa came with the driver but, just arrived in front of the restaurant the car had to refuel so there was no Papa car in the parking lot.

***

In the room Shaka had just brought a drink as well as snacks for Eyang and Indri as well as his Papa.

"You're a grown-up, do you want to descend, Shaka?" Said eyang while drinking his warm tea.

"Eyang Shaka had his own choice, sorry I was disgraceful, Indri should go home aja Eyang, Besides Indri is not good with Miria, Indri is also a woman. Kasian Miria." Eyang smilingly looked at Indri's heartbreaking face.

"Not in a hurry, either, I need time to be a father." Shaka cuek said.

"That's how I'm going to keep Shaka from changing his mind." Said firmly.

Eyang lagsung changed the look of his face wryly then looked at the calm relaxed Yanuar.

"Your son?" Said he caught papa angry.

"That means the boy has been thinking long Mah.. Most men today find it difficult to resist his lust and desire if my youngest son can, why am I worried," Papa's subtle insinuation to Eyang who continues to want Shaka to say agree with Indri.

Eyang does not want if Miria to conceive a child from shaka.

"Yanuar, Miria is a stranger and Miria is not clear even her mother is sick and her poor father is depressed her brother is an exemplary employee you are also her little sister." Shaka sat straight in his chair.

The papa chose to hear not wanting to chimed in his mother must be angry.

"Eyang said Ria was poor and not the same as expected foreign, Anyang knew Mama was also foreign, too, Ethan is also a stranger but Eyang just doesn't like Shaka's mom and likes Ethan and Shaka, "clearly makes the Eyeangnya quiet.

"That's different, the problem is your mother..." Eyang was confused as to which part he wanted to explain, there was no sentence matching in Eyang's head.

"What's different? Mama is the best person that Shaka lives after birth, Shaka is grateful even though in her inner state she was shaken because Shaka's biological father left and did not say Shaka his son was at all Shaka grateful."

"What's different... Shaka was affectionate and could stand also sitting here it was because of Papa Yanuar... Eyang own child, what does it mean Shaka should return the favor and for the sake of repaying the debt papa Yanuar who thought the way Shaka married the same choice of Eyang, that?"