Anxietas
Let go but, tight

Miria who had finished and saw the results was not like Shaka's expectations.

Miria cried and put two pregnancy tests that were completely expected.

The sound of doors opening and footsteps.

"R..." Shaka's voice gripped him.

Miria remained silent. Until there was the sound of the bathroom door and the locker room door.

"Your husband. in.." Seeing Ria sitting with the test results in front of Shaka slowly approached and knelt down.

"Negative." Miria grew more scared and moved away.

"I'm sorry I can't... Don't get mad at me, I didn't know I was even coming in today's month because the result came out I came out the moon, I don't know..."

Shaka sighed and sat down beside Miria.

"You want how you don't want us to have children."

"No, I didn't say that, I was just scared..."

Ria knows about it, if between husband and wife does not have children, surely the woman is blamed and who is considered unable to have a woman.

"You crying?" Shaka looked down.

Miria was getting shaken.

"I glimpsed I just scratched my own finger.I did not cry..I would have said do not expect me, I do not papa you are the same Indri." Down scared. Trying to bravely stare at Shaka hiding his sadness.

Shaka scooped his face feeling annoyed and dizzy.

"Astaghfirullah hallazim." Shaka looked at Miria. Like Miria was very cornered right now.

I'm sorry Ria, she said in a sad hai stare that she wanted to hug Miria but, Shaka had to make this decision.

"Indri! Indri's!... Miria I think you I just like you. Why you are not sensitive anyway. I have said I like and love you we just do not have Indri... we can talk about our future... I'm not mad I won't hit you I won't.. argh!" Shaka snapped along with Shaka's punch in front of the chest hitting the wind with his fist.

"I'm coming out, I'll agree to whatever you want, SATISFIED!"

Miria was crying and sad.

No, it's not that Miria Miria doesn't want Shaka to agree to marry Indri but, Miria is afraid that she can't get pregnant how if it's true Miria mand*l!"

Miria's falling into misery all hating her is staying away from her.

Miria has warned herself if this incident happens she must accept.

Even if it cannot be accepted, he will accept himself and be ready to be separated from Shaka.

Everything was gone by then. Everything was destroyed at that time.

Everyone will keep him from laughing.

Sad, disappointing, unexpected, trouble bearer, endless bad luck*l*n.

***

Shaka bowed leu shut and stared at the hand that was holding the door, he knew he was wrongly yelling at Miria, he was just annoyed because Miria always forced her to be with Indri along with Indri and married Indri alone.

Miria still does not understand that Shaka really hates Indri.

Shaka will do that but, Shaka will still be on Miria's side.

The way Shaka would do Shaka now.

Shaka stepped down and saw that Eyang alone was the living room.

It's a good time.

"Did you?"

Shaka's voice called out to her. Eyang turned his head from the glasses that were still perched on his nose and looked so thick the glass.

Eyang lowered his matan glass and Shaka confirmed the glasses that he always wears if he is not sleeping or is tired of working.

Raised a few glasses with the index finger of his left hand.

"Sit down" said Eyang.

Shaka sat down beside Eyang.

"I want to marry Indri but. Jagan's sickin Miriaa she's my wife."

Shaka's face looked flat as he said that.

Eyang explained his gaze again with his old eyes.

Eyang stared seriously, his forehead wrinkled and ended up hugging Shaka proudly.

"Eyang likes you to be a submissive child. Miria is very good... Yanuars... Zavina!" Shouted Eyang.

At that instant Papa and sister Vina came closer.

"You know Shaka agreed.We finally have a matching daughter-in-law, no papa she is still married to Miria, that child is good too." Eyang's face was so sennag and only Eyang was so happy.

Papa and Kak Vina were glum in their faces. They breathed their tired breath. Papa looked at Shaka with a dislike look. Vina with a pity.

Miria on the second floor heard it as she was going downstairs to hear the happy sura of Eyang hearing Shaka want to accept Eyeang's proposal for indri.

Miria got up and sat on a bed of dite pi with both hands looking at the pregnancy test results.

Geck... Geck...

The sound of knocking on the door made Miria stare at the door.

"Just in." Said.

Then Kak Vina who opened it and entered brought two glasses of fresh drink.

Vina also closed the door.

"Miria you.. It's really you who asked Shaka to say that to Eyang?" ask Vina carefully.

Miria whose two hands were seething behind her back.

Zavina realized that.

"You've done it, but?" Miria pulled her hand out from behind her back.

"I'm the crow I came months out of this check, all of a sudden..." There was still the sound of Miria shaking like she was crying.

Vina gave me a glass of avocado juice and took the test results and put it in her container on Miria's sidewalk.

"Grandfather... Not all have to come in time can be a long time so there is already the best time." Vina said then smiled as she rubbed Miria's hand holding her glass of avocado juice.

Ria drank.

And Vina turns to ask Miria to tell her about Ethan Juan as well when she did not get Juan until finally when Juan had her husband gone for good.

The story was not too sad because Vina was smart to shift her sad story with the cuteness of Juan and Ethan at that time.

Miria felt her sadness.

***

A week passed by Miria departing alone delivered a taxi sometimes gojek sometimes Zavina.

Shaka always avoids him and even Juan to prank Shaka for not liking his onty in nakalin Om handsome.

"Heh... Om handsome, do not be handsome but, like to hurt the heart of a girl.. Jentel dong be a guy like my Papi!" Shaka yelled at Juan as Shaka approached Miria to ask her to speak.

"Om gonna have a chat with Onty stepin me first!" he said with his toy sword and Ethan folding his hands with a flat face similar to Shaka.

"Om we're playing sam onty away we're the same onty, we're busy." Miria poked her lips back holding back a laugh.

Shaka stared pushyly. Shut Juan's mouth.

"Diem Om's boy wants to be with Onty.." Shaka pulls Miria's hand away but Ethan and Juan hold her back by pulling the other hand.

An interesting attraction makes Papa growl and the new vina comes to see him asking Ethan and Juan to stop.

"Mommy..."

The two stared in fear and moved to hide behind Miria.

"You people! Come here, baby." He said he was immediately followed by his two sons

Shaka won while showing his face.

"ON PLAY BOY!"

Shaka turned his head quickly immediately stopping his steps.

Shaka stared hard.

But, his two nephews maah twitched with ugly faces and both bok*ng in rocking.

***

Shaka invites Miria to go out with his sports car comes one of the motor sport exhibition at once iu see Mikaila and Alezer.

"Rome.." Sapa Mika's. Mika was called again. Alezer also just greeted him.

"They're both a family away from their great-grandmother's wedding." Obviously Shaka is on Miria who is as confused as the two exist but, Shaka's other friend is not there.

Shaka takes Miria out to the courtyard of the exhibition building whose green garden is like a spacious and beautiful noble mansion garden at night with garden lights.

"I didn't come here just wanted to invite you out here but, I just wanted to apologize yesterday snapped you... I don't mean that."

Shaka looked at Miria.

"The date of my engagement is the same Indri already in coursein... Do you still want to change now."

Miria was silent, instantly smiling forcefully.

"I... No papa... Hem.. While we're talking."

Shaka followed.

"I really don't want to but, you keep making me do you not understand the same thing as me?" Miria stopped her steps.

Shaka stopped his words. Looking at the movements of Miria's hand that rubbed her eyes with a tissue.

"I'm cape. We're home now." Miria turned around and walked ahead of Shaka.

Shaka looked at her with a turn around.

Look up at the second floor.

Alezer nodded his head.

Shaka nodded.

The next morning on Friday.

Shaka who just finished with his duties as a student and assistant lecturer on campus came home and accidentally saw Miria had run out of bath with wet hair and oversized white T-shirts.

"Miriah..."

Shaka stared with his haughty gaze.

Shaka was like looking at a lake in the middle of a desert.

"Huh?" It came close at once to the smell of perfume and also the smell of the smell of cold wet hair intoxicating.

"A! Shaka!"

Three o'clock in the afternoon after the prayer asar Miria prostrated very long even Shaka who had just returned from the mosque near his home complex saw from him enter the room changing clothes. Miria was still prostrating.

When I use my watch. Ria finished but, her face was wet her nose was red and her eyes were red and wet her petals.

"I am today..." Shaka said stop when he saw the sad face in forcefully smiling.

"Sorry..." Shaka lowered.

Miria rubbed both of Shaka's jaws and cheeks.

"No papa."

" Going gih... I'm at home with Juan and Ethan later also said Kak Yuki and others come to see Kak Zavina but, want to meet me all together."

Shaka leaned over slightly hiding his face on the shoulder of the wife he was hugging tightly.

"Congratulations, yeah.." Shaka tightened his embrace.

Miria grew saddened and suddenly her tears came out again. Not to be outdone, Miria also tightened her embrace.

How happy it was for Eyang when Shaka was willing to accept this match. Now they're going to meet the candidate for his besi.

Actually this is Miria's compulsion because she can not give certainty. Shaka can actually rebel again but, Shaka does not want Miria in the curse of Eyang like that.

Shaka stared at everything, Papa who was upset Kak Vina who was bowed lethargic. Which is so excited.

"Yoo!" Eyang took Shaka.

Brother Vina walks later asking the waiter to tell Miria that Yuki and Mika's safekeeping is in her room.

Aunt understands.