Anxietas

Anxietas
Severe shock


Hearing that Ciko can't walk and having to operate Shaka's recovery immediately agreed.


"A risk of a sprain that severe! this is how kasian he if he can not walk how school gina he friends.how..!" Miria was panicked and confused.


"Heh heh... Ria Liat see all good well this is a mild surgery inget doctor say what..."


Miria looked down at Shaka while crying again.


"But,"


"hey.. Istighfar! you're too much of your mind until you're pregnant baby you're pregnant!" Shaka tries to ask Miria to calm down.


He managed to calm down but, his facial expression was not at all calm.


Before long the doctor came out and said if the surgery was smooth.


Shaka turned to Ria and nodded.


After being allowed to enter Miria saw Ciko whose legs had to be broken.


While waiting to realize suddenly there was a call from home if Damar and dad want to come see Ciko.


"Yes can." Ria.


After a long wait for Damar to lead the father and Lila took her children to meet her little om.


They enter the nursery room to see Shaka standing and Ria who looks turned to look towards her father.


He hadn't seen his father for a long time and now he's getting thinner and looking sicker and sicker.


"Who?" Ask slowly.


Damar. Miria kissed and slowly hugged.


"who?" He said again repeated with a hoarse and weak plan.


Miria held back tears so as not to spill even spilled in front of the father.


"This.. Ria well, Miria.. child father, Hiks. sorry well," Miria couldn't bear to say if she felt guilty but, don't know what made her wrong now.


"Rija.. Mirias..." Dad looked at everything and pulled her into his arms.


"Thank you son. I'm sorry father who apologized, you're father's daughter. I'm sorry dad, you have to be like this because of the useless father, you know, Damar same Ciko who now look after Dad now news Ciko how. you never home," he said then turned to look at the collar Shaka and Shaka approached.


"I'm sorry you can't be the guardian of a father's child, a healthy belly father. You're husband. Thank you take care of my son so far, Daddy is calm you are happy, all this time you are miserable with dad, dad is sorry, your mom is too..."


"Mother, there is no father.." Father nodded and turned to Qrah Ciko. Damar followed as father walked closer to the amber Miria gave him her seat and Dad sat down beside Ciko.


"Ciko's gonna get well, isn't she?" Miria nodded.


Two smooth days after the visit of the father to the hospital Ciko came home with a school wheelchair at home in aid of Lila and her children.


When one feels he is more relieved to forgive but, Ria's heart even sad after hearing the father apologized when Ria was wrong because Ria was in this world and made the father wrong.


Forever in a regular life her happiness is just a little sometimes can be happy sometimes endless sad now what Miria feels will be nothing that people can feel.


Marriage is not a plan. After the birth of this child will Ria be separated.


Thinking about a year of marriage and believing Shaka or Miria's words is still confused.


Humans can change when we have everything or when we are destroyed without rest.


Depressing.


But, that's living in worry that not necessarily Miria is always in it but, sometimes forced to dare without thinking about the risk when he every time remember the thing that will be his decision positive thoughts are always replaced with negative thoughts twice as much.


"You no longer dream of things that are not important, not all of the problems there must be a way out even though it is fast but, we are going to the exit, the exit, the dictionary has been quiet lately what do you think.


"You want to ask me what part?" Ask gently.


"I'm still afraid you're going to be afraid you're going to change if I'm not a good wife all along and all the things that go around me I know you accept me for who I am I'm afraid I'm not the best and I also do not match what you expect you to be quiet.


Shaka sits quietly and casually on the edge of the mattress near Ria's chair facing a rough slant and next to her bus amenoleh to the spacious balcony of the apartment.


"I've healed as much as my depression I've healed since you started to open your heart to me even you believe your whole life is like mine, although at the beginning you were horrified I said not responsible but, I tried..."


Ria smiled faintly...


cI don't take the medicine anymore until now papa or other brother don't know only you know, Last we pilgrimage to Mama's grave was I was desperate not to take medicine. I also often sleep quietly holding and kissing the back of your hand.


"I can't get rid of the habit because it's a substitute for drugs.I also don't consume cigarettes like a cement..."


"Thank you. I believe you I will not demand any more, thank you. I was just afraid but, nothing happened."


Shaka took Miria's hands and held them with a smile.


"How can you do that Ol. lo not story kekita if you are still the same family siska and your mother is his affair and lo... What the Dam***"


Yuki rubbed her hair and stared in thought.."Papa lo love emua assets and warrants to elo but, Sisaka not because of his mother.


"Lo hid the gospel all of us during gospel, your life is not so good Olva lo often nginep in bescamp it because of this, c said Mikaila.


Olva nodded.


"Gue's been sensitive ever since you natap Siska at that time, and Siska said you're the kid who..." Qiqnan stopped talking remembering the sentence that Siska said back then.


"I'm the bastard son of the Angguto family and I never ate from them after my mother died I always ask what work can be done with the same little child aunt I visited from seven years old... I work m find used goods mukung any there event I also sell toys in sd or if there is a city birthday party or if I sell ice in the nursery more art Auntie adult of me I love their money and I'm the mucus of SMA I returned the tuition sd smp even sma that they've been keen to make a feeain me.. now Siska demands inheritance rights I was forced to give up but, father's lawyer said because the patent documents can not change even though it is illegal and everything belongs to me, but my father's lawyer said, Now I love my father's house to them I live in the apartment let me and my company love the part they want and I take care of the branch and all have moved hands and broken up.


"dad lo?"


"Still in a coma."


"A legacy will?"


"Made before he crash in hawai kemaren review hotel project.


"Image like bokap lo!" Qinana.


"Lo pantes dapetin all this." said Yuki.


clo just wanted to tell you this dong?" said Mika who was staring amusedly.


"Yes, the problem is that I don't feel good because all of you definitely don't like it when it's different and ebelum siska says I'm an illegitimate child.


Mikaila called the restaurant waiter.


"You guys ready the table and the menu today I want to pesen the best seafood food this restaurant and yes please catet the name of the invitation that comes with all my guests.."


"Mica!"


"Lo, that's it..."


"Gue wants to hear you there are people who want to fight again.. Yuki groaned the link between his right left hand.


"Gue doesn't feel hurt or embarrassed I'm glad that Olva has admitted to us as a friend and she calls us her family... relax Olva Backingan Lo me Alezzer also will not refuse if I say help you lo.." Olva.


ceh..." Qinan and yuki looked at Mika.


"They are pdkt.


"WHATS....