Due to Prohibited CBC
Chapter 112

The queen was forced to run her mother's bakery business, which was against her interests and hobbies. He felt that this life was not his, like a wooden statue played by others. Lamenting his fate as a child left behind by parents, eager to scream to relieve the inner pressure. This is the fate of the child left behind by his mother, living among the choices of others with an alibi is best. Though he has a desire and also hope, what is wrong with following the desires of the heart.

Then he remembered his real father, Angga. For years he had not met the biological father who had abandoned him, thinking of finding his whereabouts. "I'd better go see Angga's father" his monologue to convince himself, though he himself does not know the whereabouts of his father. His encounter was only once, even his face just did not remember too much. I don't know if he could meet his father? Stay sure even if it looks impossible. Only one person knew what his father looked like, that of Uncle Huan. 

The next day, as usual, everyone was busy with their activities. The queen, who had no activity other than painting, decided to look for her father with a street alibi so that everyone, especially the King, would not worry about her excessively. 

The queen carried a small bag on her back, got into the car and played with the phone. Along the way he enjoys the time, returning to the house they once occupied that is now the biggest center of cake making. There is a sense of deg-degan after so many years did not meet, whether his father still recognized him or not. Search for addresses by asking people, hoping that the search is successful. But the results are nil because he also does not know for sure how the characteristics of his father, must have changed a lot from year to year. He had to swallow the bitter pill, the quest was just a waste. 

He walked around for a long time, but nothing came of it. The queen sighed, her goal failing to find where her father was. No information was given to him, but he would find his father and need him when he was getting married. 

"I don't have a photo and also don't know the exact nature of it, it must be hard to find it" he murmured.

"This is maghrib, are we going to continue or go home?" ask the driver while pulling out his phone that had rang earlier. "Mr Huan called, I pick up the phone first!" 

"Yes, please." The queen saw the departure of the middle-aged man called the driver sir, then her phone also rang. The name of the King brother on the screen, reluctant not to answer even the more intense the phone rings at any time like a frightening specter. 

"Assalamu'alaikum." 

"Wa'alaikumsalam" answered the Queen. 

"Where are you on deck? This is maghrib loh, the virgin should have reached home." 

"What the hell, sister, this is going home too." 

"Hurry home!" 

"Yes .. yes," said the Queen who was upset, not because she was asked to go home but did not manage to find the whereabouts of her father. He thought for a moment, whether Angga's father was still there or gone. 

"Hurry up, brother wait for you at home." 

"Hem." The queen disconnected the phone, and went back to saving her phone.

Arriving at home, the Queen is surrounded by everyone who worries about her. The king looked at him sharply and as a suspect. He felt instead that everyone was not worried about him, but could only bully him. In that position, she felt alone in this world and remembered how her mother who gave her affection and always supported her under any circumstances.  The clear liquid just passed through the cheeks, but quickly in seka did not want to look weak, it even made the King again worried. 

"Don't cry!" said the King was about to approach, but his steps were restrained when the Queen showed his palm as a sign of no need to approach. 

"Do I have any other choice? The Queen cannot do this, the Queen cannot do this. Have you ever asked me what I want? No, it's not." The queen wiped her tears, she was already very tired of following the words of others, and that created her bar-bar character. She was always stamped as a troublemaker girl in the boarding school, with no one knowing that it was not her wish. He continued to strengthen himself, as if nothing had happened. Without anyone knowing that his heart was very hurt, many things he experienced during the boarding school that his brother did not know. 

"Why are you talking like that?" The wounded king saw his brother shed tears, staring at him intensely while waiting for the answer to come out of his sister's mouth. But he did not understand why the Queen was so sad and even deviated from the questions asked.

"I have to what? From little brother always ruled me this and that, without ever asking what I really wanted. Am I just a puppet? I also want to live in my own control."

"But you're my brother, and you want the best." The King tried to explain it, but it seemed the Queen cared about it

"Yes, I'm your sister." The queen raised her voice because she was fed up with all the rules that made her a dissident. 

"Tell me! Why are you coming home late?" the king asked, while the others let the brother and sister talk. 

"I just want to find my dad, that's all" said the Queen, who was already very upset, wanting to feel like she was leaving there and needed some time alone. Freedom is a golden thing that is difficult to reach by him, at least he was given freedom in stepping even looking for the existence of his father is still in question. 

"You should have told me, you left without telling me."

"I've contacted you, but not picked up." 

The king immediately checked his phone, and it was true that there were three missed calls. He rubbed his face violently, because he was busy working until he forgot to check his phone.

The queen grimaced, while looking at her brother who was always busy with work, but still blamed her. "Sister was busy and never existed, only blamed me, even I was also blamed for not graduating two years ago. I also wanted to graduate two years earlier, but no matter how hard I learned I still couldn't catch a lesson. I ... I." The Queen's lips are unable to speak, the problem that has been stored immediately issued it in the form of anger and uneg. 

The king was shocked to hear the Queen's words, he fell silent and his tongue was faint. "It's two different things, he won't understand" he thought.

"Stop managing my life!" The Queen who was about to go was scuffed by the King. "What else is it?" 

The peak of the Queen's anger had reached the crown, she brushed off her brother's hand. "Because Big Brother never knows what I want, there are a lot of things I miss under pressure and I'm always to blame." He immediately went up some stairs and ran into his room, not forgetting to close the door. 

Everyone was speechless at the Queen's exaggerated attitude, when they were only worried about the girl. 

"Why did the Queen rebel like that?" huan asked who was surprised by the Queen's attitude, like holding something back and exploding today. 

"I also don't know Uncle, was he bullied at the boarding school?" cetus the King thought of looking at Huan. 

"Unfortunately there's something we don't know, she rebelled like that there must be a reason."

"I have to catch up with him!" The king was about to leave the place, but was restrained by Huan. "Why Uncle?" 

"He needs time alone, let it go!" 

*

The queen was indeed very upset, but she also forgot about it quickly. The momentary anger was only a form of removing all the uneg-uneg that had been in its custody, at least the burden that had been blown was reduced. After getting ready, he walked out of his room and greeted everyone without recalling the events of yesterday. 

He went to breakfast together and looked at everyone in turn, leaving the King puzzled. 

"Is there anything you want to say?" 

"I want to get married!" 

Everyone was shocked by the Queen's request, not expecting it to be her wish. Especially the King who glanced at his uncle, then focused on the younger brother who showed his innocent face. 

Immediately the King examined the Queen's forehead, checking to check her body temperature to prove that her sister was not in pain. "Your body temperature is normal, why would you suddenly get married at nineteen?"

"Because I'm tired of being under my sister's armpits, so I decided to just get married."

Adiba looked at Huan and could not believe the reason given by the Queen. "Is this because last night? Your brother likes to hold you?"

"Not really, I just want to get married" the Queen said casually. "Because I'm tired, don't want to run the family business, don't like to be under the armpits of the King's feet, also want to develop my hobby" he thought inwardly. 

"No way, you're only nineteen and I won't allow you to marry for that reason. You marry must be ready to be born and inner, do not just get married!" said the King gave advice to his beloved sister. 

"I want to get married." 

Stubborn Queen will not be able to fight, the King took the opposite action. 

"Do you have a husband?" The King challenged his sister with a question that instantly broke the Queen's spirit. 

"Huh, right too. I want to get married but I don't have a husband? It's ridiculous, "he said in his heart. "I'll find you later." 

Secretly the King smiled looking at his sister who could not twitch. "Yes, you just look for her future husband and I'll sort her out whether she deserves you or not." 

"I'm gonna bring him here to see brother and all of you." The queen passed away from the place thinking long, how did she get a future husband quickly. "I'm silly, wanting to get married but no partner. Then what is my day, this is one way so that I don't always be in the armpit of the King's brother."

"What's wrong with the Queen, why does she suddenly want to get married?" huan thought that was increasingly confused by the mindset of the nephew.

"That means he wants to get away from me" replied the King who had understood why suddenly his sister wanted to get married. 

"What about your response?" 

"Amiddle-uncle I can handle this."

"I believe you." 

"No I'm gonna let her get married just for the reason of wanting to get away from me. Just look at it later! What can I do" said the king in his heart as he left the place.