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Refusing Chen's proposal

My divorce and Angga mas became my way to move forward, without looking ahead or not giving back to their families. Not because I'm cruel, but that's all I do because they never change. 

A few months after I kicked out my home Angga daei mas, I did not see their whereabouts. But Rusli instead made me a target and was considered to help Lisa escape. I was so scared that when that cruel man wanted to threaten to hurt my son, it was lucky that Chen or Kenzi came on time and gave you protection and security. 

To be honest, I find it strange that the man is always being nice and always there when I need help. I'm not the woman yesterday afternoon who didn't understand what she meant to approach me, I wanted to ask her directly to make things clear. 

I looked into Chen's eyes in a full-on investigator. "I know you're trying to get close to me." 

"That's right" he said without looking, he was more fun playing with the King. I didn't think that my firstborn was that close to Chen, it was hard for my children to interact with strangers, but the man managed to get his son's heart. 

"It's not a coincidence, what is your intention?" 

"I want to get to know you more deeply, and after a few months I know you." Chen became so serious looking at me intensely. "I don't think it's the right time, but you already know my true intentions." He took out a small red box, opened it and saw a white diamond-eyed ring. "Will you marry me?" 

"W-what?" I was surprised, the diamond-eyed white ring that I expected to be so expensive, even if I worked for a lifetime I would not be able to afford it. He proposed to me in front of the children, precisely at my house which was also witnessed by Ratih and other employees. 

"I'm sure I proposed to you and made my wife." 

"But …." 

Chen knew my uneasiness regarding a very much different status, I was speechless to be proposed by a single man and also twisted tyrant. 

I was nervous and agitated, having just finished my iddah but a single and well-established man proposed to me who was only a widow of two children. 

"I just finished the iddah period, we're seamin but not seiman." I subtly rejected him, he looked perfect but not from among a Muslim. 

"Are you sure that's the only reason?" 

I frowned hearing Chen's words. "So many differences between us, and it will not be possible together. Forget me and your love, live your life and I live my own." 

"So you rejected me?" 

Looking a stroke of disappointment in Chen's eyes, he bent his face slightly and wiped away the tears that were almost dripping. To be honest, I feel the same way, so many differences it is impossible to be together. Me and that man are like the sky and the crust of the earth. 

"Sorry Chen, and thank you all this time you've helped me a lot. I pray that one day you get more women than me." 

I stared at Chen's departure whose face revealed a deep sadness, but I couldn't accept the man. 

"I pray that you get a good woman, love you for who you are" I murmured with a bitter smile, there was a sense of something I found difficult to describe.