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Let's get divorced

"What's calling me?" I took a deep breath as I listened to his voice. 

"I'm on my way home." 

"Oh, why go home?" 

"I miss the kids." 

"As for you, I have a lot of work." I want to turn off the phone, but ….

"Dance, I'm sorry!" 

"Ck, are you apologizing now?"

"I'm happy and I want to finish this."

"Yes, I also want to solve this problem." 

I immediately disconnected the phone unilaterally, I felt like there was nothing more to talk about. And as for my words to solve the problem, I was determined to divorce not because I felt independent and could support my children's lives or felt I didn't need them as a father, but it's a matter of heart and self-esteem that I have to defend. I have had enough patience to face his actions, there will be no more words to give up and forgive him. I hate betrayal, disappear no news. 

Luckily I was able to figure this out sooner, so I wouldn't wait for him any longer no matter what the situation. It's not that I'm selfish and don't think about children, but I don't want my children to be affected, don't want to bear the pain alone while she's having fun with other women. 

I went back to making cake batters, brownies, and roll doughs ordered by customers. I'm very excited to pursue a growing career, and many people like my work. I set aside money into three parts, for the savings of children, for needs, and also for the capital I sell. I dream of having my own shop.

The return of Angga made my heart feel unsettled, it would only make me lose control if I saw his face. He was just a cowardly man who didn't dare explain it to me, instantly turned off the video call connection that time and it took him some time until he finally decided to go home. The true nature of a husband will be revealed when he has a high position and a lot of money, and the original nature of the wife will be tested when the husband has nothing new

And sure enough, at night Mas Angga had returned home. She was welcomed by her mother, greeting her mother who was very happy for her return, another with me who was just silent like a statue seeing the interaction of mother and child.

"I'd like to apologize for betraying you, and for not sending you money."

"Dance, listen to my explanation!"

"I don't think there's anything more to discuss, it's all clear that you betrayed my trust."

"But you are still my only wife, Siska and I are just a relationship in bed."

"It's very proud of you, Mas, I don't want to be exposed to the genital pain you bring."

Hearing my words evokes the emotions of those who do not accept my harsh words. 

"I'm wrong, doesn't mean you're rude to me, Siska doesn't have a venereal disease."

"Know where you are? Did you fuck a virgin?" I smiled faintly as Angga fell silent for a moment. 

"Siska is a widow, I live next to her rent. Forgive me for not being able to hold back my desires, I need the desires to be channeled when we are far apart. It's just a relationship in bed, nothing more." 

I smiled as if to hear her, she could have said something easy but had no idea how much my heart hurt. 

"It's important your husband goes home, why prolong this problem again. After all he also made you his only wife, while that woman was just an impingement."

I'm getting so clueless about the mindset of the mother and the child that they don't think about how I feel, and they forget about having kids and sisters. I want to see if they can say something like that if this happens to Lisa? I'm sick of the life that's always been a test.

I pulled the oxygen in maybe and took it out slowly. "Two things I can't forgive, domestic violence and betrayal. You did one of the things I hate the most, for that let's just finish up here."

"I'm sorry, what's wrong with forgiving me."

"No need to seek justification for your mistakes, let's end.let's get divorced!"