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Why should I get pregnant?

I decided to go into the room because I didn't want to argue, and you started to think about why this happened to me. Very heavy tests, economic stress, mother demand that makes the atmosphere of the house worse, also now I am pregnant with my third child. I felt like I wanted to shout as loudly as possible, the root of the problem was that I was an unemployed wife. 

I was very upset by the request of the mother who continued to give high standard demands, even the Angga mas also fell silent. 

How long later, I turned my attention to the open door. I found Angga mas who came in and sat next to me, honestly I can't afford to continue to stay one roof with my mother-in-law and my sister-in-law. Not even a month has made me dizzy seven circumference, facing them is the same as facing a stubborn stone. 

Mas Angga let out a long sigh, thrusting a luxurious colored money at me. I looked at him confused, where did he get that kind of money.

"It's fifteen million, you hold it for a monthly fee." 

"Where did you get this much money?" 

"I borrowed Asep's money." 

I am confused why suddenly mas Angga borrowed a lot of money, what is the real motive? Does mas Angga want to open a business and make the money as capital? I don't know, I got dizzy with what he meant.

"Will you open a business?" 

Long time mas Angga silent makes me more anxious to think about it, my feelings are very stuck. "Mas ... What do you mean by this much money?" Of course I want to know my husband's footsteps. 

Mas Angga grabbed both of my hands and grasped tightly as if he did not want to let go. He looked me in the eye, and seemed to want to say something. 

"What's up, Mom?" 

"I'm sorry that all this time we can not give happiness to our family, we will not go forward if life like this continues." 

"I want to wander, and change our fate. Regarding loan installments, I will repay them every month after payday." 

"Mas wants to go in my condition like this? Do you care about me and the kids?" Your tears started to drip, the sudden decision left me in shock and almost in disbelief. Indeed, I can be independent without it, but how will my fate be when experiencing the puerperium and caring for three children at once. 

"Dance, listen to me! It is important to change our lives. My decision was more unanimous when I heard the mother's demand, I want to make you happy." 

"Can't we, won't we open a cake business? How about this money we make the capital to make a cake business?" 

Mas Angga shook his head slowly making my heart feel claustrophobic. "It won't be long, I promise." 

I was sobbing more and more with the state of my life, so much of the burden of life that was on my shoulders had to be carried.

"I'm not letting Mas go, period." 

I did not want to know and came out of the room, I immediately wiped the tears when I saw my mother and Lisa sitting in the living room. I ran towards the kitchen, I poured out all my cries without making a sound. I hold my stomach, trouble keeps rolling. 

"Why is my ordeal so hard? How can I take care of my son when I'm born?" I murmured in my heart, having no family and only being able to rely on myself. 

I wanted to scream so loudly, it even littered my mind that wanted to eliminate an innocent fetus. 

"I shouldn't be pregnant." My eyes are almost dark.