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I'm not selfish

"Divorce? Don't be selfish, think of the King, the Queen, and our baby-to-be in your womb." 

The punching answer succeeded in making me hate the existence of Mas Angga. "Before accusing me of being selfish, it's better to read it first." 

"It's too bad you said that, you're a wife."

It seems that Mas Angga does not want me to divorce from him, but my determination and decision are final and cannot be challenged. 

"Here you go, I'm tired. If trust has been destroyed, why do we continue this marriage?" I cried and remembered the woman who was with my husband. 

"You should understand, I need an outlet of desire, at least that woman lightens your burden." 

I grimaced to hear the words of the Angga mas, I could be lucky. I wiped the tears violently and looked at her shamelessly, looking for justification to cover up her mistake. 

"I'm here to talk about that misunderstanding, but you're asking for a divorce. Until I won't divorce you, period."

"Tari, don't have much drama. Your husband still remembers the house, the proof is that he came home and the woman was not married just to be an impingement." As long as the mother-in-law defends her child, it's like I'm the real villain. 

"Mommy is a woman and should understand what other women feel, but Mother instead supports Angga mas and says all is well. Remember Mom, I have a daughter." I'm trying to remind mom to justify all her firstborn's actions. 

"I'm tired." 

I stared at the departure of the Angga mas who entered the room, I tried to control my emotions, moreover he did not want a divorce. I know what it means to do that, keep me in his slave and take care of his family while he has fun with other women. 

"The husband came home well-served, but you put on a sullen face, I saw you and my appetite suddenly disappeared." I was surprised when Angga's mas kicked down the dining table, while I held back the anger that was also about to explode. 

"Then divorce me!" I looked at him before he completely disappeared, already unable to remain silent anymore as he had enough to speak. 

"Don't make it up, sleep there!" 

"I'm serious Mas. Talk to me right now!" 

I was trying to get justice but it seems like mas Angga seems frustrated with my words. He pushed my body away and left while scratching his head roughly. 

I squeezed my clothes, my tears came back to drip by themselves. He only thinks about himself and forgets that I have feelings too. "Tag you Mas, I'll sue in court." My cry that can't stand all this, how do you feel being betrayed by a loved one? It hurts like a broken glass and can't come back whole. 

Plaques

I grimaced in pain as well as was shocked to suddenly get a slap from my mother-in-law, I looked at her confused as well as upset. 

"You should be aware, as a wife do not demand much. Angga has explained it but you insist on divorce. Aren't you thinking about your kids' feelings, heh?" 

"Preciousness, I uphold self-esteem." My reply challenged him.