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Fighting together

I was angry and upset at Angga mas, drunk with his friend is not the solution of household problems. I looked at his face closely, still remembering how he uttered the qobul ijab before all those present, especially before God subhanallah ta'ala. 

Tears flooded my face, economic hardship and indifference made it seem like fighting alone. The presence of the mother-in-law who intervened further added to my household rift, I was increasingly in the difficulty of repairing the slightly tenuous relationship.

I elus the stomach is still flat, I spread my gaze towards my children who sleep soundly. Seeing the situation and conditions made me think about the fate and future of my children. There's nothing I can count on but myself. 

The next morning, Angga opened his eyes slowly, looking down at a woman sleeping next to him. He feels guilty and also fails, economic hardship makes him turn indifferent. 

"You're awake?" 

Angga was surprised when he was caught staring at his wife's face, immediately distracting her because she was nervous and feeling guilty. 

"Already." 

I looked at him sharply, considering that my husband who was drunk last night made me almost harassed by his friend. 

"Why are you there?" manyaku. 

Mas Angga lowered his distraction unable to look me in the eye. "I just want to calm down." 

"Let's Mas say? I'm worried about why I'm following there." 

"Yes ... Why are you following?" 

"If I don't remember the same, maybe I won't catch up. What did you get there? Getting quiet when drunk? What's the problem with drinking alcohol?" 

A series of questions I asked Mas Angga, he did not answer because he must feel guilty and sorry. 

"I'm .. I'm tired of living like this." 

"There's no point getting drunk, there's nothing to get out of it. I'd better find another job, to get extra." 

"How work? Getting a job now is very difficult and the requests from mom always put pressure on me." 

"Not trying to say that, when will our lives go forward? Do you have any thoughts on the future of children? Not to mention I'm two-bodied and also need extra costs." 

"Yes .. yes, I will try harder." 

"Prove the words of Mas, the longer the child is getting bigger, not smaller. Live if you don't work hard, don't eat." 

"I'll try to find a new job." 

"That's much better. One more thing, I don't want last night to happen again. I hate men who like to drink." 

"Yes, I promise I will fight to support you and the kids." 

After the problems faced together, I also did not have the heart to scold when giving advice to my husband. Immediately I threw a hug as my apology, for it was too presumptuous to advise him.

"I'm sorry, Tari, you almost harassed Dodi." 

"Yes, I'm sorry. As long as Mas promises not to get drunk anymore, drunk can not solve the problem, only add to the problem." 

"Yes, honey, I promise."

I am so grateful that our fragile relationship has made up, accepting the reality and strange life we will face together.