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A destiny that cannot be changed

My pregnancy is getting bigger, Ken and I can't wait for their birth, especially the King and Queen who are very enthusiastic about the presence of their sister who is soon born into the world. My husband always explained to them about the love that will not be divided, getting the same love is the most important thing. 

I was also getting more and more excited about the birth of a baby girl, but I looked very relaxed and relaxed, unlike Ken who made her unsettled, afraid of problems happening to me during childbirth later. 

Not having in-laws made me feel no contempt, but I also needed that figure and became sad when I imagined it. 

"Eh, are you crying?" Ken wiped my tears, he looked at me confused. 

"It's just a small matter, and it's not important."

"Whatever it is, tell me!" 

I'm confused where to start, I think wishy-washy with my own words. When I was traumatized by the mother-in-law figure, but I also missed that figure a lot. "I only remember your mother-in-law, your mother." 

"Mother? I'm just a kara in this world, sorry ... for this matter I can't solve your wish" said Ken, who bends his head down, sad that he has no family. 

"Sorry, making you think about it, I didn't mean it this way." 

"I see, Huan is my only family. He was the one who was always there and who accompanied me while still a poor man." 

"Do you mind telling me about your past?" I said in a soft tone, afraid that my husband would be offended. 

"alright. Me and Huan grew up together in a very cruel city, we worked anything without ever choosing, the important thing is we could eat. We work hard and earn money, almost sixty-five percent of the income we always set aside for savings." 

I am very sympathetic to what my husband has experienced in the past. "What about your family?" 

"I was in the care of my uncle and aunt, but they intended to sell me instead. Luckily I overheard their conversation and fled to the city, while Huan .. almost every day he was subjected to torture from his drunken father and crazy woman, and also decided to flee to the city. We were brought together in a very desperate situation, we protected each other and also shared food. Mature forced circumstances, Huan and I tried to do business. The ups and downs we passed, plus we were tricked by others that made us almost frustrated." Ken immediately covered a drop of clear liquid in his eye patch, a story of the past making him successful in the present.

"If only I had met Ken earlier, and proposed to me first. Maybe you're happy, but I'm still grateful to be able to get through that time, like most wives who always get humiliation from their ex-husband, who wants to give birth to a child without intervening in caring," I murmured in my heart. I scatter hugging my husband's body, lucky enough to get a virgin despite the status of a widow with two children, and most importantly he loves my son without distinguishing biological children or not. 

"I love you, Ken." 

Ken smiled back at my embrace. "I love you very much too. Stay with me, I'll go crazy if you go far." 

"I'll keep you company until death to pick me up." 

"You promised."

"Yes, I promise." 

I was quite impressed with my stomach that without realizing it was getting bigger, life without pressure was very keeping my sanity. 

"Tomorrow, I want to visit the boarding school."

I looked at Ken. "Eh, why all of a sudden?" 

"Can I come?" 

"Of course, but we'll bring in one of the medical aides. The distance from here to the pesantren is far enough to require medical personnel if something happens in the middle of the road." 

"Yes, it's up to you to set me up how."

"Hem, thank you for understanding me."

"I should thank you." 

The two plan to see Huan's condition, Ken is very confused and also surprised, how his foster brother did not contact the first week while there. 

While on the other hand, the once excited Huan became suddenly uninspired. Accidentally he heard the conversation Kyai Abdullah and Yusuf, it turns out that the match between Yusuf and Adiba really broke the heart, as it was drowned in the crust of the earth. 

The roommates with Huan also felt different from the Taiwanese man, they missed the hilarious and silly action that became entertainers at a time when many memorizations to be deposited, they missed, not to mention reading the yellow book. 

A man who could not stand it, stepped foot towards Huan and patted the man on the shoulder slowly. He sat next to the man who suddenly became quiet. 

"What's wrong?" 

"It's nothing" replied Huan who did not want to tell him. 

Huan was eager to contact his adoptive brother, telling him about the problems that are being hampered at this time. The phone accidentally stuck and went into the water, it was considered a clue if he had to fight there. In addition to her knowledge of religion, she can also see Adiba from a distance every day. 

"If it's nothing, why don't you talk a lot and suddenly become quiet. Although you're so annoying, but we all miss your entertaining actions." 

Huan who was feeling disturbed, immediately got out of his chair and left from there. 

Under the shady tree, Huan was silent to imagine the incident a few days ago was accidentally heard. Yes, it turns out that the woman he is targeting will have a wedding next week with Joseph. He compares himself, competing with Joseph will make him look even smaller. 

"Huh, I shouldn't have expected this, I definitely don't think it's going to hurt me." He felt his passion for learning fade, who was he? Who had a thought and claimed Adiba as his future children. But, she was innocent because love did not know to whom she was about to dock. 

Huan still remembers, how in the third of the night always slipped a prayer for Adiba, asking the veiled girl by seducing God subhanallah ta'ala. He heard Joseph's talk, and did it. But all destiny is set, soul mate, sustenance, and death go almost hand in hand.

Huan draws oxygen as deep as possible and releases it slowly, not wanting to grieve for too long and can damage the changes in the chapter built to better have a purpose. 

"For what I grieve, if indeed Adiba belongs to Joseph, I will try to forget even if it is very difficult," his mind that stops the turmoil of languishing that pervades the heart. 

Huan was about to leave the place, but accidentally saw a man standing not far from him. 

"That looks like Joseph, why is he here?" inner Huan while thinking.