EX (SHACKLE OF FIRST LOVE)
101. Be late

Juna has tried hard to get back up in the spirit of living his routine. After Shanum died, he had to try hard because now he really does not have a companion, either wife or mistress.

Yes, in reality Juna must enjoy his solitude, like it or not, willingly or unwillingly - he must live the lifeline that none of Yara or Shanum-can associate himself with, now or in front of the day.

And finally, Juna must be alone. Sure, lonely anyway. Plus, the sense of regret within.

For some people, especially those who know about the football lunge - including both parents - actually also throw a sentence that makes Juna have to accept it round and round, that is the word about a punishment for the horn he has done so far. Especially with Yara.

Maybe someone scoffs at him or even gives thanks for his current situation. One of them might be Anton. Yeah, wasn't that the man who was hurt the most by her and Shanum?

Now, surely Anton is cheering because he saw the reality that hit his life. Maybe Anton is mocking him in the heart, and giving thanks for what he experienced until now. Moreover, the baby Shanum-born was not his flesh blood, but the son of the man.

That's what Juna thought of Anton.

At a time like this, Juna actually misses the figure of Yara. That woman who used to have the highest throne in her heart, until a temptation named Shanum came, disperse her focus about Yara. Dividing the time, over time also divided the taste and attention for two different women.

Maybe for some people Juna is a man who bo doh. No, not in part, maybe almost the entire human population will say he is a man and a husband who is devastated - because he already has a wife, but instead wants another woman who has also married. Doesn't that mean he's been sharing women with other men all this time?

Yes yes yes, Juna has realized it and indeed that was his biggest mistake.

But, aren't almost all men going to have h@srat like him? Because of this, a term arose regarding neighboring grasses appearing greener than private grass.

However, it all comes back to the commitment of each man himself, choosing to be tempted and fall or even realize before it all starts. And unfortunately, Juna actually mired too deep, even deliberately plunged into the biggest mistake.

Until in fact, now, one by one his sanity began to return and this is where he felt very regretful.

Is it wrong for Juna to regret it now?

Regret is not wrong, but in this world there is a time limit and apparently he has passed it. The regret is clearly too late!

In between her spare time, Juna felt unwilling to daydream again. Enough, too often contemplating just makes it like a depressed man who is crazy because of women.

Not wanting to drag on in the musings, Juna chose to play his phone and open his social media.

Almost ten minutes passed, Juna finally got bored. Until finally, his heart seemed to be printed to find out how the latest news about his ex-wife, Yara.

The last time the juna saw Yara was when Shanum died - precisely at Anton's residence, even then he only saw the former from a distance. I don't know how she feels, but Yara does look a lot better now. And also, it looks more and more beautiful.

Ah, again the feeling of regret immediately surrounded Juna.

A whim, even create excessive curiosity, to bring Juna to the Instagram page owned by Ayara Yasmin.

Initially ordinary, he smiled at Yara's last post where the woman uploaded her selfie photo in a cafe.

However, the caption on the photo made Juna's eyes widened in disbelief.

"Watching the Sky."

Jeez, Juna put his phone to work with no more excitement.

Obviously what is meant in the caption is not the actual sky, but someone who has a name meaning the sky. Who else if not Sky. It is proven that the photo of Yara is indeed looking forward, not stirring up the real 'sky.

From surprise, it turns into curiosity that is increasingly becoming. Juna wanted to know the extent of their relationship.

Juna again grabbed his phone and quickly searched for Sky's Instagram. What has the man posted in the last few days.

"Damnya, IG in private," muttered Juna who is now even more curious. There's no way he's following Sky's IG, right? Of course, he thought.

To satisfy his curiosity, Juna created a fake account and bought lightning followers right then and there - just so that Sky did not suspect his bod0ng account - if later saw his followers who were still Zero.

Waiting for a while, Juna finally chose to continue his work. He waited until nightfall - where Sky might have confirmed his account that wanted to follow the man's Instagram page.

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So stalker bo dong is indeed the ninja path chosen by Juna to know the last post Sky quickly.

The man smiled with satisfaction when he finally saw Sky's post now.

If seeing Yara's post has upset Juna, seeing Sky's post is even more serious, because it makes Juna's emotions seem to explode.

If Yara still uses terms or pronouns to disguise her friendship with Sky. Another case with what the man did, because Sky actually posted the opposite. He was more frontal and blatant.

How Juna did not poke, Sky's last post was a photo that included a description of the place at once.

Sky is located in Pink Beach, East Nusa Tenggara. And that's with Yara.

Although Yara's face is deliberately covered by an emoticon love, of course Juna can very much guess if it is his ex-wife.

Other photos also show a woman photographed from the side. Although his face is not too clear because of the angle that seems to be deliberately taken candid, but Juna memorized outside the head who the owner of the slender body was.

"So, is their relationship that far?" mummified Juna.

Juna forgot, if there's a term that says that,

"The more you find out, and the more you know, the more you get ready for heartache."

And that's what Juna feels now. Heartache. Yeah, he feels really claustrophobic in himself. I don't know what kind of feeling this is, which obviously Juna feels very sorry to have found out more.

"Not finding out is sometimes better than knowing a lot but getting hurt."

Those kind of words, were worth pinning for a Juna right now.

(Yeah, poor Juna. Anyone want to hug Juna? Or just want an ultimatum and a lecture on Sunday?)

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