EX (SHACKLE OF FIRST LOVE)
152. Yara-4

Yara Pov's.

I woke up from a bad night's sleep. Actually I could barely be sound, but I forced to close my eyes even though it was difficult.

Bad shadows always haunt my head. I thought I had unlimited trust for my husband, but I was weak just from getting photos from unknown numbers.

Last night I tried to dial that number, but no matter, it couldn't be reached even when I tried to send him a message, it only got a gray tick.

I pondered for a moment, thinking that Sky couldn't possibly betray me. At least, that's what my heart says. But logic always corrupted my belief about it.

To be honest, I wasn't so excited this morning. Only I still remember if there are two children who need me and I must pay attention to all their needs.

I forced myself to get up, I was sure that my swollen face and swollen eyes would make the children astonished later, so I decided to take a bath first before waking up Aura and Cean today.

I left the room half an hour later. Entering Cean and Aura's rooms were still within the same scope.

The room with a size of six by six meters was deliberately designed with two themes to occupy Aura and Cean together. Sky and I agreed not to separate them in their own room, at least until they both entered SD and were more independent than they are now.

"Aura, let's get up baby." I felt my voice tremble, probably still carried away by the feeling of 'something' that caused last night's quarrel with Sky.

My 4-year-old little girl squirms slowly. "Still sleepy, Mama," he said with his eyes still closed. Aura actually hugged the bolster with her hello Kitty motif.

"She said she wanted to go to school? Got to get up, dong ..."

At that instant Aura also sat down. She was very enthusiastic when I said I wanted to put her playgroup 0 in the same place as Elara attended school, although now Elara is already at playgroup level 3 and will soon enter Kindergarten in the next few months, but Aura is still happy to be able to go to school like Elara.

"Yes, Mama. Hall wake up to check." My little girl is starting to flinch. He was very excited to start school on the first day.

Now I turned to look at the slick Cean by the side of the room. My good-looking son was still there, I couldn't bear to wake him up, but from now on the kids have to train for discipline early on.

"Cean, wake up yuk!"

"Hhhh ..." Cean changed his sleeping position to the side.

I kissed her cheek with anxiety. "Corn! Aura is awake. He said he wanted to go to school" I whispered in the boy's ear.

Cean squirmed, but still did not want to open his eyes.

"The cean? If you don't wake up, it's okay. But, mama bathed Aura abis that we leave alone. Cean we're staying."

At once Cean also straightened. I knew my son wouldn't cry even if my words sounded shocking to him. Cean must indeed be forged more, let him be stronger as a boy. Not that I don't want to spoil him, but I want the best for him.

"Cean wants to go to school, Ma." My son is more eloquent than Aura who is still slurred.

"Okay, if so, take a shower."

"Okay, Mama." Cean kissed me on the cheek and then headed for the bathroom.

I breathe out slowly. Looking at my two children, I feel stronger than I did yesterday. No matter what happens, I have to be stronger. Even if the reality will be really bitter or even suffocating myself.

A short while later, Cean and Aura had already taken a neat look at my help. Supplies for the school have also been me and Sky complete for a moment we agreed to put Aura and Cean into the playgroup the other day.

"Ma, papa what puyang? Hall linduuu ama Papa," Aura chanted as I spooned the fried rice onto her plate at the dinner table.

Aura reminded me of Sky. I glanced at the watch on my wrist. It's only 7 o'clock, maybe Sky is getting ready to work there or just hasn't woke up yet?

"You miss, call dong," chirped Cean in his adult style.

"Yes, Mama. Let's call Papa," Aura chimps with her funny voice.

"Yes, let's call Papa now, yeah."

I haven't actually called Sky. I don't know, maybe because of my ego, I still haven't accepted the fact that it's all this. I still want to think and Sky has said I want to give me time.

However, since this is Aura and Cean's request, I can't just ignore it. Let them talk to their father.

I just realized that I haven't brought a cell phone since. It was still left in the room.

"Mom take the phone first to the room. Don't worry," I said as I stroked Aura's puffed cheek and passed from the dining room.

I passed Bi Dima who had just finished making milk for the children. Without any sentence, I quickly walked past him and climbed onto the second floor.

I grabbed the flat object and saw that there had been several missed calls there. Yeah, apparently Sky contacted me this morning.

I just wanted to put the phone in the pocket of the blazer I was wearing, apparently it was shaking again.

Sky called back. I worry, should I accept it? I don't want to argue with him this early because of yesterday's problems. I also don't want to cry when I'm busy taking the kids to their new school.

The call was changed to video call mode. I know Sky there must have been impatient with my answer here.

Not until the heart, I finally received a phone call from him.

"Darling?" I could see his fresh face there. But I deliberately turned off the front camera, so that what Sky saw there was not my face, but the side of the room that I highlighted with the rear camera of the phone.

"The kids are awake? So to school today?" Sky asked from across the phone.

Do not ask my feelings at this time, there is a very longing, especially when looking at the handsome face that I usually elus-elus spoiled, especially when looking at the handsome face, but there is also a sense of annoyance and anger towards him due to the photos.

"Darling? You're still angry, aren't you?"

Didn't get a reply, making Sky call me back from there.

"Well I said, I'm not who you're accusing me of. Please believe me!"

Sky's face looked extremely solemn. I actually did not have the heart, but this was all because of my past that had also been betrayed, I was afraid that even Sky would do the same, I was afraid that Sky would do the same, even though that thought was always the opposite of my little heart.

"Kids want to talk to you" I finally replied, I don't want to lose my mood for talking about last night.

I moved and left the room without disconnecting the call from my husband.

"Where are they? I want to see them, honey."

"Yes, for a second, it's me going downstairs."

I suppress the feeling of wanting to blow up the cry. Sky's voice made me miss him many times. Usually every morning I would wake up by his side, only today I did not feel it, plus the heart that was raging because the photo problem was not yet finished.

"Father!!" Aura and Cean were immediately excited to see the idol's face from the phone screen.

"Papa, the hall wants a check."

"Cean too, Pa. Cean too!"

"Wah .. very excited for Papa's children. I'm sorry, Papa couldn't anterin y'all on the first day. But tomorrow-tomorrow must be Papa anterin."

Looking at the interaction of the three of them, I felt very full. When Sky really played with fire behind me, what would this family be? I'm not happy enough to share my husband with another woman.

I don't know what else Cean, Aura and Sky are talking about from that cellular connection. I no longer pay attention to them because I am busy with my own feelings.

"Ma?"

The slow shaking that Cean made on my arm made me realize.

"Yes, Honey?" I looked at Cean, thinking there was something he needed.

My son handed me a cell phone to return to me again.

"Papa wants to talk to Mama" Cean said later.

"W-well, yeah..." I picked up the phone like a dazed person, as I stared at the screen there was Sky's face that seemed to be waiting for me there.

"Not many thoughts. I'll go straight home after all the work is done."

Now the camera of the phone is pointing at my face. Maybe Cean or Aura changed their mode when they did VC with Sky. I don't know, obviously now Sky can definitely see my face that is like a bo doh person.

"I anter the children first" I replied at last.

"Hmm, I also went to work, yeah. You guys be careful going. If you're not comfortable driving, use a grab."

I can see from the phone screen if now Sky's hand is outstretched like the middle of wanting to caress my face. He also put on a smile.

"I know you're confused now. I will prove that your accusation is not true. So, I hope you believe me. That's it, honey. I love you," said Sky still with the same look.

I didn't reply to her words. I just cut the call.

I clasped my phone tightly, watching the children who started eating breakfast the next morning. I'm afraid that anything will happen if I insist on driving, however I don't want the children to get hurt because of my carelessness. Until finally, I followed Sky's advice to book a taxi online only.

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