EX (SHACKLE OF FIRST LOVE)
133. Unstinently

When to choose, which one should Lucky prioritize now. Between Firda or the baby he had been waiting for his birth all this time? And in fact the man was overwhelmed with worry.

"Save Firda" Lucky told the nurse who questioned him. That choice he made with great difficulty.

Lucky does not love Firda. Their story begins with a mistake and runs because of the lust of the devil alone. But, Firda bets life for the sake of his offspring and Lucky's choice falls on saving the woman's life, though he also still hopes for a miracle to be able to hug the baby in a still-living condition.

The nurse rushed back into the operating room - shortly after she heard the choice Lucky made.

At 11 past 20 minutes local time, the operation was completed and Lucky immediately welcomed the doctors out of the operating room.

"How's the operation going, doc?" lucky approached the doctor who was leading the operation.

The doctor nodded faintly, there was a sad look implied, Lucky's feelings getting more and more unpleasant.

"Thank God, we can both save. His mother also went through a critical period. The baby's a girl, sir."

Lucky breathed a sigh of relief. It seems that God still wants to grant his prayers. However, he has not received an answer why the face of the doctor looks different. Why should the doctor do so if his wife's child can be saved?

"The father may see the patient after being transferred to the treatment room. The baby will be cleaned soon. Excuse me, yes, sir."

Lucky was silent when he saw the doctor's departure. Her feelings said something was wrong, but what?

Not waiting long, Lucky visited the new space now occupied by Firda. The ward looks silent when Lucky enters it, he sees Firda's shoulders shaking - because Firda's position is lying down while turning back at the entrance.

Lucky was somewhat surprised by Firda's risky sleeping position, didn't he just have a Caesarean section a few minutes ago?

No need to ask, but Lucky knew that she was crying right now. He walked slowly and approached his wife.

"Fir ..." Lucky touched Firda's shoulder slowly.

Firda did not budge, it strengthened the cry because he heard a familiar voice calling him, he became hysterical when he found out Lucky had arrived at the Hospital, precisely behind his body.

If Firda had indeed expected Lucky's arrival to accompany her pregnancy control, it was no longer. Right after she gave birth, she didn't want to meet the man because she was afraid.

"Firda, what makes you cry?" lucky asked trying to get attention.

Firda shook her head from her position, she could not explain the meaning of her crying to the husband.

Until someone enters the door of the ward. It was the nurse holding their baby.

"Excuse me, sir, Mom. The baby's been cleaned up."

Lucky nodded, he wanted to gallop up to the nurse, he was also impatient to see the look of his beautiful baby. But, not yet Lucky stepped, his hand was pulled by Firda, the woman prevented Lucky. Firda shook his head as if hinting Lucky not to leave him.

"I just want to see our baby, I'm not leaving anymore" Lucky told Firda. She thought Firda was only worried that she would leave again after seeing the baby.

But once again Firda shook his head violently. "No, you don't have to look at that baby!" press it.

Lucky was devastated by the woman's statement. What's the matter? Firda looks even angrier when Lucky doesn't heed his ban.

"Stop, Mom! You don't have to see the baby!" firda screamed with a stifled voice because after that he also grimaced in pain while holding his newly dissected stomach.

The nurse carrying the baby put on a smile, exactly the same as the Doctor who operated on Firda earlier. This made Lucky curious. The man immediately grabbed the baby in the nun's arms.

"I'll excuse you, sir." The nurse hurriedly left without any explanation. I don't know, he seemed to be evading after actually handing the baby over to Lucky.

Lucky was grumpy for a long time when he saw the baby in his carrier, accompanied by a sobbing sound that Firda let out so badly.

"I'm sorry, Mom." Firda now glances. He knew Lucky could figure out why he felt guilty now.

Lucky's eyes looked at the tiny baby with a pus. His gaze felt hazy and gray. But, as much as possible Lucky tried to be strong.

Firda waited for Lucky to comment, but not a word came out of the man's lips.

"I beg you, Mas. Don't stay with me after this."

Firda's speech was just like a discordant song in Lucky's ear, because now his gaze was only on the baby he was still holding in a sling.

The baby looks different. That was why Firda felt guilty towards her husband - even though this was happening out of their control. The size of the baby's head was enlarged, which Firda had heard at a glance from the doctor and nurse who handled it in the operating room earlier.

In fact, when Firda was shown on her own baby's face, she felt shock and shock.

How not, the baby was born with a congenital brain defect. Excess fluid that puts too much pressure on the brain. Her baby had hydrocephalus.

Lucky still does not touch Firda's words, now he feels guilty. The man blames himself for his sin with Firda instead must be borne by an innocent baby. This is all his fault and this is a stern rebuke from the Almighty.

Is this karma for him? I don't know.

Until Firda's next words-make Lucky must look at the woman with a face of cruelty and hatred.

"The baby .. We throw it away, Mas."

In fact, Lucky has not said anything about the condition of their baby's disability. He never said he would not accept this baby. At least, Lucky realized this was the impact of sin in his past. But, Firda's remark showed the quality of the woman herself.

"The baby we just threw away in the orphanage, Mas."

"Dispose?" Lucky's eyes hint at a great anger. He was only focused on the word 'exhaust'.

Firda thought Lucky was angry because of the condition of the baby, but the man was inflamed because of Firda's own speech because he spoke casually, as if the baby was a junkyard worth throwing away.

Firda nodded her head with a timid face. "I-yes, Mom."

Lucky looked up at the woman lying on top of the hospital bed. "Is this not the child you gave birth to?" tanyanya angry.

"But, he's handicapped, Mas! I'm not looking for him!" hatch Firda.

Lucky shook his head in disbelief at Firda's statement. "It turns out, in addition to minimal attitude, you are also morally poor, Firda!" menohok.

Firda was crying. "Come, Mas! As long as I can still carry your child, we leave the baby in the orphanage" she insisted.

"You take care of this baby, because this is the baby you gave birth to! Don't lose your responsibility!"

"I don't want to! Until whenever I don't want to take care of the baby. You don't have to take care of it either, Mommy."

"But she's still my daughter!" lucky stressed.

Firda snorts. How did Lucky agree to send the baby to the orphanage?

"That's not your baby, Mom!" firda said then.

"You mean? Don't make it up, Firda! Don't brag that I agree to send this baby to the orphanage!"

Firda smiled wryly. "I was pregnant before we did it for the first time!"

Firda clearly confessed without coercion from anyone. After all, if he keeps this covered, then Lucky will insist on caring for the disabled baby and he does not want to, then it's good he just bluntly.

"Bullsh1t!" lucky's curse is getting inflamed. It makes the baby in his carrier whine and then cry loudly.

"I'm sorry, Mas. I was forced to do this to get you, I took advantage of my pregnancy because I know you really want to have children, but can't get from Nadine."

Oh, my God, what else is this? Lucky's feeling half crazy right now. Was he tricked by Firda?

"You realize, because your busy life is not only about work, but also busy chasing Nadine, you forget and never count the time of my pregnancy!"

"Enough! You don't have to explain anything anymore, Firda!"

"So, now you agree that the baby is a waste, right, mas?"

Lucky's speechless. If only this baby had not been born with a disability, would Firda admit that this baby was not Lucky's child? No way! If this baby was born normal, surely Firda would still maintain its decay. Firda was honest because she was not willing to take care of her handicapped baby.

"So, who's the father of this baby?" ask Lucky at last.

"I don't know."

"What do you mean you don't know?"

"Since my late husband Struk, I've loved to find fun out there, Mas. I don't know who the father is!"

Cursed be you Firda! Inner Lucky grumbled and cursed at this woman, so Firda could also admit that now.

"Sorry, Mas. I did trap you back then because you were the most suitable candidate to marry me." Firda put on a bitter smile, even though her face was still wet with tears.

Lucky called the nurse to calm the baby, because she herself wanted to calm down as well as Firda's confession.

This shameless woman is really the bacteria in Lucky's life. Why did Lucky get stuck with him? Even Lucky could have contracted the disease from Firda if Firda was carelessly related to an obscure man.

"We can still start everything from Zero, Mas. I can still give you offspring because I can conceive, not like the barren Nadine!"

This woman can still mock Nadine, even though her attitude has been very annoying and nauseating in Lucky's eyes.

"You think I want to, huh? You know what I want to do now that you're honest?"

"What, Mas?"

Firda was terrified, he was rummaging too far earlier, not thinking about the consequences, but, all she thought about was opening up to Lucky just now - it was that Lucky would agree if the baby was being dropped at an orphanage - because it wasn't the man's flesh and blood. But now that he was anxious, he shouldn't have spoken that frontally. He regretted and condemned his own actions.

"The first thing I want to do is check my own health!"

Firda was overwhelmed by Lucky's words. It's like he's been carrying a contagious disease to the man.

"... and the second is to divorce you immediately!"

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