EX (SHACKLE OF FIRST LOVE)
91. Incase

Anton stepped aside slowly as Juna galloped towards where Shanum was lying.

At that time, Juna was eager to hold the baby before Anton did it first.

Now, Juna's position is right opposite the baby, he passes Anton just like that. However, it was a pity when he wanted to hold the beautiful baby - he stopped his own activities, making Anton so wonder, why did Juna fall silent all of a sudden?

While Shanum--- just put on a flat face, as if he can predict why Juna seems to be acting like that.

"Hhh ..." Juna snorted, loud enough, that even Anton who was a distance from him could hear that.

"It looks like he's your son, Mas," said Juna immediately turned around, then revealed a bitter smile. His eyes looked red, I don't know what the man had in mind right now.

Just now Anton wanted to ask what Juna meant, but the man immediately galloped away and closed the door of the room just like that without another sentence.

Anton gazes confusedly at Shanum and the woman again throws a smile that Anton cannot interpret its meaning.

Anton also prefers to get closer, scooping the tiny body of a baby that he has always wanted to carry.

Even if this child is Juna's flesh and blood, Anton is sincere to visit him, because he knows that he is innocent of the actions of his parents. After all, Anton misses a little person like this enough to be present in his life - one day - because maybe he won't get it from Shanum.

When Anton saw the little baby's face, he was hypnotized, the child's clear eyes made him beguile and immediately realized at that moment that it was his flesh and blood. Anton speechless, he lost the word. The affection suddenly appeared just like that, stroking the baby's tiny cheeks and landing a kiss in a row.

"Now you must have known what Juna said earlier, right, Mas." Shanum spoke quite calmly.

Anton nodded his head. Obviously Juna retreated, the baby's face already gave an accurate answer that it was a duplicate of Anton in the mini girl version.

Anton shed his tears, moved. He eventually became a father. The real father. It's not just dad on paper as a form of responsibility because Shanum gave birth while he was still the husband of the woman.

"You love your daughter, do you?" tanya Shanum held tightness in his chest. In the mind of the woman now is satisfied. He used to hope that the child he contained was Juna's son, but seeing the change in Juna's attitude later, he prayed that what he was born later was Anton's flesh and blood.

And when he saw the look of his little daughter who was very similar to Anton, his eyes, nose, even the shape of his lips, made Shanum feel very enough. There is no need for a DNA test. And all this is a proper retribution for Juna's always arbitrary attitude towards him.

"Of course I love my son, Num!" sahut Anton.

"In that case, I'll drop him, Mas."

"You mean?"

Shanum smiled faintly. "Juna couldn't possibly accept him" he said.

"Num, so you want to be with Juna without taking care of your own child?"l

"What do I need to do, Mom? You're not going to want to go back to me, are you?" ask her with a smile.

"Num..."

"I have our daughter, yes, Mas. You take care of him and raise him. I'm doing this not because I want to be with Juna without bothering with the baby, but I just want to leave Juna's life too."

"Num, what the fuck are you? You even left me for Juna. Now you want to leave him too? Is he not the one you want? Why, Num?"

Shanum threw a glance in the other direction. He didn't answer Anton's question.

Anton did not think through Shanum's words. He thought Shanum was happy with his choice. Then why did Shanum also intend to leave Juna?

"Are you unhappy? Isn't he your man of choice?"

Shanum did not turn his head, he only glanced at Anton who was busy talking about their baby, but still gave him various questions.

"Everybody's been wrong, Mom. And I know where my mistake is."

"I don't want you to say words of regret, Num." Anton commemorates Shanum.

"I know, Mas. I won't complain about it in front of you."

"Good," said Anton cuek.

In his heart, Anton felt guilty for abandoning his son while still in Shanum's womb. Ah, if Shanum hadn't betrayed him, he probably would have never committed such a heinous act. He really did not reach the heart, but because of Shanum's ego and actions that he was difficult to forgive, he finally expelled Shanum at that time.

Without Anton realizing it, Shanum had been trying hard to withstand the pain that hit his body. Somehow his head felt like exploding, his heart felt pumped many times faster, even his blood flow rippled hard like a waterfall that wanted to immediately break through the embankment.

Shanum felt his life was on the verge of a boundary. He's not strong anymore.

"Thank you, Mum. Because you didn't divorce me just after I gave birth to our daughter. Will I die today as your wife, Mas? I am sorry and so sorry to have betrayed my husband as well as you, may you always be happy, Mas!" batin Shanum harbored all those sentences for Anton.

"Mas, to-long take care of him," Shanum said faltering. Since then, he tried to act ordinary and endure his pain, but now he can not cover it anymore. At least, he wants to leave the baby to Anton who is most entitled.

"Don't need you to remember, I'll take care of my son as best I can, Num."

"Y-yeah, M-mas. I'm sorry, Mas. Ma-af."

Anton doesn't notice Shanum, he's still busy with his baby.

"Hmm, na-manya, Mom?"

"What?" This time Anton turned to Shanum and only realized the woman's behavior looked suspicious.

"Why are you, Num?" ask Anton. The man immediately put his tiny baby in a baby box right next to Shanum's bed.

"Ma-mas, na-ma?"

There Anton panicked, his eyes round looking at Shanum who looked in pain. He just remembered that the doctor had said that Shanum had a history of high blood that is quite serious and is still in postoperative monitoring that was only done a few moments ago.

Anton was immediately busy calling the doctor.

While Shanum, he tried to catch the man's hand with the remnants of his power that was almost drained.

"Na-ma princess ki-ta, I want. Na-name.." said Shanum with eyes that momentarily closed and then re-open.

"Elara?" anton said that replied with the origin of saying, because only that name suddenly crossed his mind.

Hearing that, Shanum nodded faintly with a satisfied smile.

"E-la-ra," said the woman more like spelling.

At the same time, several doctors and nurses came frantically to Shanum's room. Then, check the situation.

But late. The woman had breathed her last moment after learning the name of her daughter given by Anton.

The doctor shook his head weakly as a gesture to Anton. Make the man freeze in his place with a feeling of chaotic, tangled and do not know anything else.

"Num, Shanum...." Anton shook the woman's body, as if he could not believe what the doctor had just said.

The nurse began to remove the tools that were still attached to the woman's body with a feeling of grief. How not, Shanum died shortly after giving birth to his baby. She has just officially assumed the status of a mother. It's very sad.

The doctor records the time of death, then leaves Anton still shocked by this fact.

Shanum died in front of her, shortly after giving birth to her daughter. Shanum even apologized to him and signaled that he was leaving Juna.

So, this is what Shanum meant. It turned out that the woman had not only left Juna, but she had also left everything and had left her daughter to be cared for by Anton who she thought was most entitled.

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Note: Shanum feels Anton has not officially divorced her, gaes, so at the end of her life she hopes to die with the status that is still as the wife of Anton. Well, if in religion (Islam) indeed pregnant women can not be talak, so the talaq is dead or illegitimate. In a sense, when Anton banished and impaled him at that time, Shanum remained still as his wife. That's how about yes. (Correction if wrong yes🙏 Othor is ready to be wrong, kok ️😁) but that is in Islam yes. In other religions, I don't know. Hehehe peace️

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