EX (SHACKLE OF FIRST LOVE)
39. Not from your money

Today Yara went to the market. Shop for groceries with the rest of the money. This is one form of entertainment for the woman. Want how else, want to shop at the Mall or healing to a place that is far-fetched he could not do because he does not have savings.

So, to the market alone is very pleasant for Ayara Yasmin.

In fact, today is Sunday, Juna should also be home, but in fact last night Juna did not return home, he said, and until now the man had not arrived home even until Yara returned from the market.

"It's outrageous of you, Mas," Yara grieved in her heart.

Wanted to ignore it, but her status was still that of a wife. Yara intends to ask for separation, if later Juna can not show the convection business that has been made an excuse by the man.

In Yara's heart, it was certain that the venture had never existed - ever since she saw Juna with a woman at the Argaduta Hotel yesterday.

"Mas Juna is so outrageous, all this time he gave me mediocre money, it turns out his salary to have fun with other women."

Yara let out a long sigh, a glass of warm tea could not calm her mind.

"I'm sorry Yara, sir. Yara can not continue to be the same Mas Juna in accordance with the wishes of Mr ...." Unknowingly, Yara cried, not because she remembered Juna but because she felt that she had disappointed her late father.

"If you're still alive, would Mas Juna still have the heart to do this with Yara, sir?" sobs the woman.

Yara felt she had tried her best to live her household with Juna. He persisted, though sometimes felt shortcomings. He understands though he is often ignored. She does not know where her fault lies even though Yara is aware that until now she has not been able to open her heart to her husband.

"Is this a punishment for Yara, sir? Because Yara can't really love Mas Juna?"

Yara massaged her own temple. He fell down with tears continuing. Tired, of course. Not only physically tired from being a wife who is used to meet the needs of the stomach and has rat Juna, but she is also tired of the inner because she has to face the bad attitude of her husband who began to open one by one.

Yara felt that Juna only came to her when the man was in trouble and needed something. However, if Juna is happy, the man never shares his pleasure with Yara because it turns out that Juna is busy having fun with other women.

"What else are you doing behind my back besides playing girls, Mas?" batin Yara felt raging.

At such a time, the arrival of someone to the Yara residence made Yara's cry stop instantly.

"What's wrong with you, Ra?" Irna-neighbor Yara- gazed at the woman younger than her with a curious look.

"It's okay, really, Ma'am.." said Yara.

"really? How do you like a crybaby?"

"Oh, this was abis peeling an onion in the back."

Irna is also mangosteen.

"What do you need, Mother?"

"You want to work, right? There is work, which is not easy. You wanted to work yesterday, Ra."

"What's the job, Ma'am?"

"Breaked away people's houses," said the mother with one child.

Actually Yara is eager to work, utilizing her last diploma which is a graduate of S1 in economics, but Yara has no experience and at the age of 28 years is there a company that will accept it?

Hearing the job vacancy from Irna did seem far from her last educational background, but if later she did have to separate from Juna, wouldn't she have to have a job to meet her own life needs?

"Where, Ra? Wanna nag? If I wanted to tell you the same one who has a home..."

"Ehm, when does it start working, Ma'am?"

"When do you usually? He needs it right away."

"If it's the day after tomorrow, can't you, mbak?"

"Ehm... Yeah, I'll tell you later, the point is you want, right?"

"May, mbak."

Yara wants to try first, maybe this is the first step she must be detached from Juna and not depend on the man.

After Irna left, Yara decided to cook the ingredients that she had spent. But before that happened, his eyes widened to see an object near the sofa.

"Geez, Sky... Is this intentionally left here or accidentally left behind?" inward Yara saw the clock box she had returned to Sky - it was in her house.

While Yara was still holding the clock box, Juna had apparently returned home.

"Who's Jam, Ra?" tanyanya memicing saw the expensive object in the hands of the wife.

Yara looked straight at me. "You... go home too, Mom?" cynically. "I don't hear your car" he said again.

"The car is again in the carwash.I will pick it up," said Juna calmly without any sin to come home at noon today.

"Oh, in carwash, not for sale, right?" sindir Yara's.

"You why the hell? Not happy that I'm home?"

"I thought you'd forgotten the address of this house, Mom." Back Yara quipped.

Juna snorts. It turned out that Yara was still acting the same as yesterday. Irritatingly.

"Here you go, I'm gonna take a shower."

Yara doesn't touch Juna anymore, she wants to pass but Juna calls her back.

"Oh yeah, whose clock is it? I think the clock is expensive. It can't be yours, right?"

"It's mine, Mas." Yara was not afraid to admit it openly in front of Juna, let it be, he thought.

"Have you?" Juna was surprised, where did Yara get such an expensive clock?

"Yes, why? Would you like a pinjem to sell again?"

Juna glares. "You if you're asked a serious answer, Ra! It's not a cheap clock."

"It's mine" said Yara. Out of annoyance, Yara took out the clock from her box and put it on in front of Juna right then and there.

"Where did you get the money to buy that watch, Ra?"

"Obviously not from your money, Mom!"

...~~~~...

"Mama? When are you back, Ma? How come you didn't know me?" ask Sky to Mama.

"You're busy, mama, the phone's not answered."

Sky only grinned, not realizing that the mother had called him. His phone was in a state of silence and ever since Yara blocked his number back then, Sky had rarely held a phone again. As for work, Sky has another phone for it.

"Well dinner, you?"

"Not yet, Ma. Just got home too."

"When are you married, Sky?"

"Ma...."

"You said you had a boyfriend, where? Never known to my mom either. At least the picture is, let Mama know," said Indri.

"Later on, Ma. He hasn't had time."

"A lot of your boyfriend busy? Where does he work?"

"Geez, Ma. Don't talk about this, Sky wants to take a shower. Dahhh..."

Indri was irritated, always his son was evasive and avoid if he had discussed about a girlfriend, married, or serious problems like that.

Sky was 29 years old, but had no thought of getting married. Indri really wanted to talk about grandchildren.

After taking a bath, Sky went downstairs and found the mother waiting for him at the dinner table.

"Now," said Indri held out a paperbag towards Sky.

"What is this, Ma?"

"By-by..."

Sky chuckles. "I don't need souvenirs, Ma," he said. Not usually his mother bought him souvenirs if he returned from Singapore because the country was like a home for them both alias too often there, so it feels normal and there is nothing special.

"Who told you who, this is for your girlfriend."

"Huh?" For a moment, Sky was stunned.

"Why is that surprised? Look out if you're not talking to him."

Finally, Sky nodded to the request of the mother.

"Your mom wants you to get married quickly, let Mama quickly momong grandchild. This mother lives alone. Loneliness, Sky..."

"If it is lonely, Mama married again, I never deny," said Sky lightly.

"You don't have to tell Mama to get married, Sky!" sebal Indri heard the words of his son who sometimes likes to call it.

"Yes, Mama's sister told me to get married" said Sky calmly.

"Same by the way you are tired, yes.." hissed Indri and Sky chuckled at him.

Sometimes, Sky felt the attitude of the mother was very similar to Yara. Or Yara who looks like her mother, so Sky likes the two women. Including likes to hide it.

"Mama's mother always felt alone, so I wasn't considered to exist, was it?"

"You're busy, keep building houses, buildings, all in the wake. Build the dong household, Sky!"

"Yes, Ma. doain aja yes, I hope my efforts are not in vain."

"What are you doing now?"

Sky sniffed his shoulders, there's no way he'd tell Mama he was trying to take someone's wife, right?

"Look Beno, he's married and has one child. When will you be?"

"Mama calm down, I will marry directly to my many children.The granddaughter of mama directly three at a time, Beno aja lost, passing," said Sky jumawa.

Hearing that, Indri so giggled. "really, huh? Aamiin.. hopefully my grandson will be directly three at a time," he sincerely prayed.

Connect ....

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