EX (SHACKLE OF FIRST LOVE)
153. Yara-5's

Yara POVS.

As I thought. Although now full of crowds at the new school Aura and Cean, in fact I feel empty because of the burden of unresolved thoughts.

I waited for Aura and Cean at the corner of the park because my son and daughter had already entered their class a while ago. There are also some parents or guardians who are seen waiting for their children.

Choosing to ignore the feelings, I started playing gadgets and surfing in the Maya world. It's been a long time since I've been playing sosmed, I've only been looking at the latest posts from my friends. There was Rina who uploaded a photo of our togetherness during the seven-monthly event at that time. I tapped love in her picture.

"Excuse me, can I join you here?"

I complained to someone standing in front of me. A beautiful woman who is very elegant.

"Can, please." I smiled at him.

The woman with the white blouse and the grey cloth pants was sitting right in front of me.

"What is a playgroup? How come I've never seen you, huh?" The woman started asking me.

"My son just entered today, still Playgroup 0, Ma'am," I said in response.

"Oh, pantesan." The woman was a beard. "I'm Levina, I'm Levina" he said later.

"Eh, yes, I'm Yara."

A moment of silence. To be honest I am also not an easy person to find conversation material, you could say I am an introvert, you know, although it is not factory-born because such a identity began to form in me since I married Mas Juna, long ago.

"My son is in playgroup 2. Her name is Ivana."

I nodded my head in a sign of understanding the material of the conversation.

"I don't usually wait here for Ivana, so I don't have a best friend waiting for her." The woman named Levina smiled slightly, it seems that she is the same as me.

"Ah, yes. I've also just been waiting here, Mommy."

"Don't call, Ma'am. Just call Levina."

"Ehm, yes, Levina."

The woman smiled warmly. He seems to be a good guy, maybe he's just like me being an introvert.

The stiff conversation continued by discussing our daily lives and asking for a place to stay. Until finally we were carried away by an atmosphere that had begun to melt and was quite familiar.

"I've split up with Ivana's Papa. Usually my ex-husband is waiting here, only he has business out of town so I have to change Ivana's guard."

"Oh, so." To be honest, I was surprised to hear Levina's story, she was open about it to people she just met like me. But I know myself not to pry his personal things deeper because I am afraid of speaking wrong, unless he continues to tell me then I will still be a good listener.

"Mas Ivan is good, he's willing to wait for Ivana's school until she's done and she goes to his office."

Want me to ask why she got divorced if her husband was nice? But soon I got rid of that thought because I was afraid to offend Levina.

"I also have to work, so inevitably Ivana has to stay with her Papa. I miss Ivana a lot, but she's kind of keeping her distance from me because she's not used to me."

Maybe Levina was not aware that her conversation with me was not as formal as at the beginning and she actually told her the problem clearly.

"You yourself, how?" Levina asked back.

I who do not usually tell my problems to others let alone strangers, can only pick up a small smile.

"Me and my family are fine. Aura and Cean were eager to enter school with enthusiasm and I was happy to see them excited." I'm trying to say something that's okay.

"Oh, thank goodness. I hope your family continues like that, yes. If there is a problem you better solve it well and think carefully. Don't be like me...." Levina's voice sounded soft as if she kept her sadness there.

"... Sometimes, there are people who are not happy to see our happiness. I'm sorry I got divorced from my husband, but everything happened and Ivana was the victim. I'm also not close to my own daughter."

I don't know why Levina's words are like a warning that I have to digest well. This feels right when I really need support for the incident that caused my sense of disfigurement to my own husband. Don't let me regret it, as Levina said.

"Thank you, yeah, Vin." I patted the back of his hand familiarly. I appreciate every word that made me aware. Maybe Levina was deliberately sent by God today to remind me.

The woman smiled softly. "When I wait for Ivana again, I hope to see you, Ra."

"Yes, I hope we can still meet."

"Oh, yes, did you say your son's name was Aura and Cean?"

"They're the same age? Keep school here at the same time?"

"Yes, Aura and Cean are twins so go to school together."

"Well, I'm curious to see your twins."

I laughed at the enthusiastic Levina.

"It's funny to have twins."

"Yes, it's funny, but it's a hassle, too" I said realistically.

"Are they similar despite gender differences?"

"Ehm, no, they're not identical. Yes, maybe because the gender difference is also a factor, only they are not similar. Aura has a very feminine face. From the baby, if you see him, you can immediately guess if he is a girl. If it's Cean, the opposite."

Unconsciously we talked for a long time, until I forgot the problem I had thought of all night.

The vibration of the phone made me have to pause the conversation with Levina.

An unknown number called me this time. I wonder if this has anything to do with yesterday's number sending me pictures of Sky with other women? The number is different, but somehow I feel this is related.

"Hallo?" I said that even in front there was Levina.

"Hi, Yara."

"Who are you?" I asked ketus. I'm sure it has something to do with yesterday's photo.

"Looky dong! I just want to clarify, about the photo you received yesterday..."

Just like I thought, this woman had something to do with the photo.

"Sorry yes, actually I do not intend to send the photo to you. But, like you really need to know how your husband behaves if it is outside. Too long imprisoned with you anyway, so fitting outside he feels very free."

I wanted to curse the woman across the phone, but I appreciated Levina who was in front of me. Maybe now Levina can see the look of annoyed and pale my face because of hearing the words of the woman from across the phone.

"Look yes, I don't know who you are. Don't provoke me because I don't believe in you one bit" I replied trying to be as calm as possible.

"Oh, huh? You don't believe it? Well, look at this abis I'll give you more accurate evidence and make you believe."

The phone was decided by the side before I could answer.

I looked at Levina who was frowning at me.

"Is there a problem?" guess the woman.

"It's okay, everything's fine." I held the rumble in the chest. After yesterday interrupting through the photo of the shipment, now there is a woman who bothers me over the phone.

I chose to block the number before I got another post that he said was accurate evidence. Why am I this coward? Wasn't I also curious about the woman's words? What did he say as evidence?

No, I don't want to be indoctrinated by these kinds of things. I have to wait for Sky to arrive here tomorrow and ask him in person.

"Yara's? Are you okay?"

Maybe because I kept quiet, Levina became worried about me.

"You look pale after receiving that phone call."

"It's just a prankster, Vin. As you said, there will be people who are not happy to see us happy."

Levina pulled the corner of her lips, she smiled warmly. "You can definitely get through it. Everything will be fine. Don't be rash or you'll regret it" he said, encouraging me.

I nodded, I understand now why every word Levina feels soothing, this is because of her work as a psychiatrist. He loves to listen and also loves to tell. I'm lucky to meet him here.

"One more time, thank you, Vin."

We split up after the children's lesson was over. But Levina had given me her business card hoping that our friendship would be well established.

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