EX (SHACKLE OF FIRST LOVE)
155. Sky-2

Sky Pov's.

I'm actually awkward being driven by a woman like this. But I have to thank Diandra for riding me even though she was about to go home.

"If you want to go home, take me to the main road, Di."

"It's okay, Kok, Sky." The woman smiled back. "How are you doing, Yara? How many kids are you?" tanyanya.

"Well, it just so happens that our son has two."

"Well, it's not in vain, your struggle first."

I just thinned the upper lip of Diandra's sarcasm-sounding speech.

"I don't mean to talk, you know. I just salute it turns out you guys actually survived to this day. May your marriage last forever" Diandra said later.

"Thank you, Di." I glanced at the woman. "You yourself? How's it?" my many.

"Me?" Diandra pointed at his own nose.

I nod my head. I had heard that Diandra got married shortly after Yara and I got married. Reportedly he was betrothed by his family.

"I'm separated from my husband, Sky. Now I'm more pursuing a career because I'm back in the modeling world again," she said.

"Oh, sorry," I said sincerely. I'm afraid my previous question even offended this woman.

"Yes, it's okay, the media also know that I'm a widow. Nothing needs to be covered by Sky. No one knows the way of life, right?"

Once again I could only nod my head in response to Diandra's words.

Now the car driven by Diandra has re-entered the main road area. He started driving his car at a moderate speed.

"Through the Toll Road, huh? Let's not get stuck at the intersection there."

"okay." I know in front of there it is jammed, because it was because of the road that the taxi I was riding so that I turned the direction.

The car also began to race fast when entering the Toll area and I was a little worried because it was not unusual to be driven by women like this.

"In, no need to speed, no one is pursued as well," said I realized Diandra who increasingly increase the intensity of the speed of his car.

"It's okay, in the Toll anyway I used to use this speed," he said confidently.

For a long time I felt Diandra was really crossing the line. I glared at the sight of the speed needle that was in his car.

"Dian's? You crazy? It's too tight!" I warned him loudly, but the woman was even grinning as if it was nice to see my anger and my speech was like a ridiculous joke.

"Okay, Sky! Don't be that pale!" said slurping.

"Good, Dian! Reduce speed!"

Diandra was getting late in his madness, I could not even see clearly the area we were now passing through the tight gap he was driving. If this is the case, I'm sorry that I just received the ride.

In those circumstances, Diandra cursed me out loud. The thing I thought he had forgotten because years had passed, in fact, he still remembered it as if it had been entrenched in the head of this woman.

"Kiy! What the hell did you see from Yara? Ever since your High School boyfriends him, has broken up a long time even back again. That's why he's married even though he's a widow!" Diandra rambled as if he was pulling out an uneg-uneg on his head.

I don't understand his words, I pray in my heart that this journey will still be fine even though I myself am not sure about it considering the current car racing past the average speed limit.

"Sky! I am so happy that I can make you live like a gini!"

Apparently he still holds a grudge against me. Just deserve. I'm getting more involved now even if accidents can no longer be avoided. I didn't answer Diandra's words because I didn't want to ignite her emotions.

Diandra pressed the gas pedal tightly and was about to break through another lane with his madness, at the same time, I could also see the car from the opposite direction to the car we were riding in.

Diandra and I fought each other over the wheel and several times the woman came back to curse me.

"You're crazy!" tukasku tried to resuscitate him.

"You are evil, Sky!" diandra said in the midst of our fanfare still scrambling the steering wheel of the car.

Everything felt so fast and when I felt Diandra lost control, I immediately slammed the steering wheel right then and there, and ...

Brak!!!

Brakk!!!

The sound of impact clearly sounded. I was still conscious when the car hit the roadblock. Circling and maybe rolling around. At least, only me and Diandra will be the victims and not the other car that Diandra wanted to go to.

When the sound of street noise began to be heard, along with the smoke that burst because the car must have been badly shuffled. I know that this car is in reverse position.

Between the threshold of my consciousness as well, I still had a glance at the blood-soaked Diandra by my side. At the end of the day, I knew nothing more after that.

...~~~...

I felt my head was heavy and felt heavy. It was like being hit by a very stifling godam. When I realized it, there was a hand that wrapped around my finger.

Just about to open my eyes and call out the name of the woman who was waiting for me there, I felt that if my soul was drawn back to the middle of nowhere.

And now I'm in a wide stretch of sand. At least, that's what I have in my eyes.

Here, there's nobody but me. Neither my wife nor my children are waiting for me.

Am I dead?

It felt like I hadn't seen each other for a long time, even just now I felt the warmth of his hand on my finger. Why am I even here now, after I can feel the presence of the woman I love?

I walked and continued walking down the sandy field that seemed to have no base and no end.

Over time, I sat down tired. I'm thirsty. I didn't know the way home when I clearly remembered that I was in a hurry to get home to see my wife and two children.

"Is this life after death? Am I really dead?"

I really feel like my throat is very dry. Almost my voice could not come out even though I wanted to scream.

Without me noticing, my tears just dripped and I could not control it. I feel sad, I don't know what. Maybe because my desire to meet Yara has not been realized and even now I have to be trapped in the world to death. Or am I really dead? And wait for the moment where my name is called to determine my next whereabouts?

"Mara ..." I was already shouting that name, but there was no sound coming out of my lips. I wanted to explain to her that I never cheated on her like she alleged.

What's going on now? Does Yara know the truth? Why wasn't I given the chance to explain to her in person?

Then, what would be the fate of my children if I really died now?

I don't want to die yet. That's how my heart screams. At least, if I can choose, I want to return to the world and explain to Yara until she believes. I want to make sure my wife and children live well. After all that happened, I was sincere if I had to go to the realm of death.

But not now, no!

I realized that it was impossible to ask at a time like this. I know my request was at an inopportune time. It was too late, because in the end I had to die without being able to give any explanation to my son and wife.

I just want Yara to know that for the rest of my life she's my woman. Is it wrong to expect more? Wish I could explain that to him? Even if it was only a few minutes, until he saw her believe that I was not what she was accusing me of?

I stood back up, at least I should try to find a way out even though I am pessimistic if this stretch of sand that has no barriers can bring me back to the world.

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