EX (SHACKLE OF FIRST LOVE)
126. Phrase

Nadine is not ready with all Anton's thoughts about her. Somehow he should be afraid if Anton gets it wrong. Somehow he also felt guilty about the incident that happened accidentally and all that Anton had heard over the phone.

Nadine decided to leave at that moment. He wanted to give Anton an explanation. He did not want this to be protracted - because if he did not go directly to see the man, then Anton will increasingly assume everything he heard was the truth. Anton would think if he was spending time with Lucky right now.

But, after being in front of Anton's yard, Nadine felt that there was an awkwardness to herself. Why does it have to be this big? What if Anton thinks that way about him? Why would he even bother explaining to the man?

Yes, Anton had said that he was no one who had to hear an explanation from a Nadine.

I don't know, obviously Nadine really left and now she's knocking on the guy's door.

"Mass?"

Anton stared at Nadine flatly, although there was a look of shock when he found the woman standing in front of his house.

"You here?" anton asked in a normal tone.

"Mas, I'm sorry, everything you've been through isn't what you think it is."

Anton made a thin smile. "Nobody needs to apologize or be forgiven. Besides, what am I thinking, Nad?" tanyakanya.

"I'm still going to apologize. You must be thinking ugly about me, Mas."

"bad thoughts? Nad.. If you are still in touch with your husband, yes it is legitimate. Why should I think so badly of you?" anton said as calmly as possible.

Nadine was silent, she herself did not understand the actions that came to Anton for an explanation. What is clear, maybe now Anton seems very calm to answer him, but when on the phone earlier Nadine was sure if the tone of Anton's voice sounded disappointed and angry.

"But, Mom..."

"Udahlah, Nad. Now go home. Your husband must be mad if he finds out you're here."

"Mass?"

"Back, Nad. Mumpung Elara is also sound and has not heard your voice, ntar you so hard to go home if he already realized you are here. Elara will definitely cry if you stay."

Anton turned his face away, he looked like a man of the heart. But what can he do? Nadine did not have to bother explaining to him.

"I just want to give you an explanation, Mom. I know you're angry."

"What right do I have to make you angry, Nad? Whatever, if you still want to be here."

Anton turned to want to leave Nadine on the front door but the touch of the woman's hand felt very reflex holding his arm to prevent his departure.

"I ... just don't want you to think that's okay, Mas. I'm the same Lucky Mas has ended even though our status is not officially divorced."

"What are you saying it's the same with me, Nad?"

Nadine lowered her face. However, his grip on Anton's arm felt increasingly tight.

"I think .. I'm in love with you, Mas," he admitted, keeping his head down and closing his eyes tight.

For a moment, the situation turned silent. Anton was stunned by the woman's confession, while Nadine was confused why the words just popped from her lips.

In the end, Nadine put on a face trying to dare to look at the owner of the cold face that was difficult to reach. In fact, Anton is also in the middle of mourning because of the shock due to Nadine's honesty.

"I'm sorry you're angry, Mom. I don't expect you to return my feelings with the same feeling. I just can't if you misjudge me. This is all out of control, just happening without me being able to handle it. Sorry if this disappointed you. I was cheap to admit this to you while my status was still the wife of someone else."

Anton gulped his saliva a few times in a split second. He felt blank, he thought he was wrong to hear Nadine's words in fact the woman looked earnest.

Seeing Anton's response that did not mengubris statement, Nadine felt very embarrassed. At the very least, he wanted to hear Anton speak even if it was a rejection. Nadine really felt trapped by this situation.

"Once again sorry, Mom. Sorry I was so bad to love you. But like I said, it's out of my control. Our togetherness got me used to it. Besides not being a perfect wife, I'm also not a good wife because I fell in love with you when I was someone else's wife."

Once again Nadine glanced at Anton, the man was still speechless without wanting to return his gaze.

"Even though you know how I feel now, I hope you will continue to take care of Elara. Don't stop me from seeing her, Mas."

"... regardless of how I feel about you, I already loved Elara first."

Nadine again lowered her face, she did not regret having expressed her feelings to Anton, but she was quite cursed because of her release about this, she should still be quiet, he said, at least until his dealings with Lucky are completely finished.

"I'm home, Mom."

Nadine still hopes Anton will respond, in fact the man was just silent and did not say hello.

Nadine enters her car feeling somehow. Drove the car while occasionally glancing at the rearview mirror to see the man again.

Nothing, Anton remained silent even though he was seen staring at the departure of Nadine's car into the distance.

...___...

At the beginning of Yara's third month of pregnancy, she and Sky return to visit Doctor Metha at the Hospital.

"Darling, I want to eat there..." Yara pointed to a cilok merchant who went up near the Hospital.

Sky himself only sighed whole-chestedly. It could be that Yara was paying attention to the merchants who were there, even though their goal today was to check the content.

"Yes, I parked the car first. We'll be there."

"Wouldn't. I want it now."

"But it's a one-way street, can't just park. We go into the parking lot first, honey.." said Sky as patient as possible.

"You said you don't want to either!" Yara nge-gas's.

Hhc ... Sky snorted softly. "How serious? Do you want the car to be ticketed for parking?"

"You just go into the parking lot by yourself, I go down first and continue to samperin kang cilok. Yea?"

"So, no, how could I go down you on the roadside like this."

"Lebay the hell you are, this doesn't cross as well. You parked the car inside. I'm getting off here."

If there is a trait above recalcitrant, ngeyel and obnoxious, then all of those traits have been encouraged by Yara in one unit. Sky was very upset, but he couldn't argue with Yara anymore. He lost and had to give up.

"Yes, I parked here the car. We're going down together." Sky resigned if later the car will be ticketed.

Yara and Sky get out of the car, then approach the gripper who has been spied on by Yara ever since.

"Kang, the pecker is twenty-five thousand, yes."

"OK, Neng..."

Sky only watched in silence the interaction of Yara and the Cilok Craftsman while putting both hands into the pocket of the pants he was wearing.

"Yara?"

Sky and Yara of course reflexively looked towards the person greeting them there.

"Mas Juna?"

Actually, if you meet Juna like this, Yara is still upset especially if you remember the actions of her ex-husband when at his wedding party the other day.

Sky was also an emotion, but he only responded to Juna with a cold look.

"What are you doing here, Ra? About that time, at your wedding.I'm sorry."

"A sincere apology or modus?" sky at the end.

Juna looked at Sky, he stretched out his fingers at the man.

"I'm sorry, I was jealous of you. But I don't mean to embarrass."

Sky smiled disdainfully. Mana believes him in Juna's bullshit.

Juna had to resign when the hand was not welcomed. He lowered his hand again with a embarrassed face.

"What are you doing here, Mom?" ask Yara.

Juna smiled faintly, but Yara was still willing to respond. Well, although Yara sometimes jutek, but the woman is indeed very good to be present in Juna's life, unfortunately all has passed and she was wasted.

"I'm getting treatment again, Mama" replied Juna.

"Oh, greetings from mom, mom."

Juna nodded his head briefly. "You bought a lick, Ra? Usually you don't like it.." he said.

Once again Sky snorted to hear Juna who knew his wife's favorite, but he did not want to comment again, he would only interfere if Juna seemed to disturb Yara.

"Like it, Mom."

"But you never used to get this shit."

"Yes, how to snack, Mas.I used to think enough for a month," said Yara bluntly.

Juna's face pias immediately, while Sky raised his eyebrows - because he did not know if Yara used to live short of money while with Juna. Yara never brought up or told her husband about it.

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