Gannaya, My Adore
Please Take care, Gana.

Gana stared at the softness of her family who was beriberung in the bed of Mama. His face looked weary, repeatedly rubbing his chest up and down as tightness began to come across his chest.

Gana in a stranger was alone on the sofa not far from the bed. He looked at Papa who was sitting in the chair holding Mama's hand. So even on the lip of the bed there is Gifali, Gelfa and Fara. Gemma was out for a while.

Half an hour ago the middle-aged lung woman, finally regained consciousness. Slowly her eyelids opened. Groping, and finally being able to see all those who love him clearly. In the area his lips look slightly slanted and his body feels partially stiff. Mama's tears spilled when she knew it was like this.

Moreover, when he felt a hug from Gana, Mama increasingly shed her tears. He wants to talk a lot, but he is not able to. Over and over Gana cried out in apology, but Mama just looked at her in tears.

Gelfani who just arrived from Batam, to encourage Gana to go away from the body of Mama. Her younger sister was incessantly cursing at Gana and Ammar. Berate Gana who continues to defend Ammar, even though the state of his mother is like this.

"I don't want to have a sister-in-law like her! It's so easy to kill, it could be if he needed a life. Replace us as victims. Just look now, miserable Mama!" such were the hurtful words from Gelfani, sending Gana crashing out of the family circle.

"But my husband has repented! Everyone has a dark time, can't be apologized? If you could talk now, you would agree with me!" Gana continued to answer, until where Gelfa boarded the apoplexy and continued to curse his sister.

In front of their parents who were lying down, Gelfa and Gana got into a fight. If not separated Papa and Gifali, maybe they will play claws. Gelfa defends Mama and Gana defends her husband. It's not that he doesn't care about Mama's situation, but he knows that Ammar is not entirely guilty.

"Just wait until the police imprison your husband, and make you a widow!" and Gelfa's curse ends with a slap from Gana.

"Basic brash sister!" exclaim Gana did not accept.

The fight made Papa more emotional. She even hates Gana for separation.

Gana is feeling hurt. Because no one wants to accept her husband. So he chose to be alone on the sofa. Many times Mama looked at him, as if calling to come closer. And Gana could only look at her heart while massaging her chest that had been shaking ever since.

He wants to go away. But his legs are heavy. It was heartless to leave Mama in this state, but her heart ached. Sick because it is not appreciated by the family.

He needs Ammar, he wants to hug the man. Need spirit, even though at the end of his heart did not reject, he was also disappointed. If Ammar hadn't been like this, their two families wouldn't have gotten divorced.

Gana holding a device that since noon has been lowbat. She was sure her husband would have been worried about her.

"Ammar, please pick me up." she said as she squeezed the cloth on the chest. Her tears are spilling. Dizziness his head, thinking about how his fate would be after this.

Thinking about Mama, how did it go after this, whether it could be cured or not? Is her husband really going to jail? Or will the house end?

Gana's chest is getting crowded. Leaning weakly on the back of the chair while waiting for God's hand to help him who is being squeezed by a burden.

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The door to Mama's treatment room opened. There was a light from the outside that went inside along with the figure of Maura who first arrived at the door, seen Ammar's body behind him, saw her husband coming, with a fast beating heart, Gana hurriedly got up from the sofa.

He tried to stop the man from entering. Although in his heart happy, because Ammar arrived to visit Mama and pick her up.

Gana just passed Maura without greeting and word. Chose out to push Ammar, but before that happens. Ammar's body was pulled from behind. The man screamed in shock.

Gemma beat him mercilessly.

BUGS.

BUGS.

BUGS.

Ammar fell on the floor and Gemma continued to beat him blindly. Gemma who just saw Ammar will go inside, immediately hunted and beaten him mercilessly.

Gana was screaming hysterically. He tried to pull the Gemma shirt from behind, in fact he who staggered fell because the Gemma hand movement was so strong hit Ammar.

"Depart, Gemma! How dare you hit my husband!" exclaim Gana with tears. Ammar did not resist, he allowed himself to be beaten and beaten.

"REMOVE!!" Gana kept shouting while beating Gemma's back. His younger brother was holding Ammar in his arms and smashing him in the face.

A bloodstain poked out from the corner of Ammar's lips. Gemma is dark and blind. He kept punching Ammar tirelessly. Even the back of his hand hurt.

"Basic motherfucker! Satisfied you've made my mom shocked, depressed and now a stroke!" Gemma continues to chide Ammar in his punches.

Ammar was not given the opportunity to answer. His body is weak. His body is still hot, his soul hurts because in everyone's humiliation, and now his physical disintegration is not bad. He asked God not to die today. He still wanted to repent, to apologize for all his sins.

Can't stand her husband being beaten. Gana stomps Gemma's head with her shoes. Making Gemma complain of pain and stop the blow that has been aired repeatedly.

"Let's wake up dear." said Gana sad with eyes moist. He tried to get Ammar after he encouraged Gemma to rise from her husband's body.

"Honey .." cried weak Ammar. He hugged Gana by laying his head on his wife's shoulder.

"I'm sorry, Gemma is rude." replied Gana. She wiped the blood on the corner of her husband's lips.

Holding his head because he felt dizzy Gemma spoke again. The man looked at Ammar with a vile grin.

"Secret My Brother! And out of our family life. My parents, they want you to get divorced!" exciting Gemma.

With a breath of breath, Ammar looked up at the surface of Gana's twitching neck, because the woman was swallowing her saliva a lot. Ammar already knew, surely this is what he would hear from the Hadnan family.

"What the hell are you!" Gana pinched the rough Gemma arm. "Don't talk, Gemma!" gana Ancam.

"Gonna ... Is that true?" Ammar asked in a loud voice. Gana's heart ached, seeing her husband treated like an animal. He knows Gemma is angry, but can all of this be talked about without hitting.

Gana shakes. "Don't listen to him! Gemma is just a brash little sister with no idea of manners. Of course, Mom and Dad didn't want this. Mama must forgive you." Gana knew that hope was impossible, but he did not want to make Ammar down. She knew her husband's heart had been broken by the words of his father-in-law a few hours ago.

Gemma clucked fiercely. "Ammar, if only the situation was reversed. You're in our position, knowing that your Sister-in-law has made your biological mother miserable. It can just go limp, it doesn't work. What are you gonna do? Just calm down? Forgiveness is as easy as a peanut regardless of the skin?"

Ammar. Hearing that curse is really painful. But he realized, his mistake was fatal. What he planted was what he harvested.

"Quite Gemma! Don't interfere too much! There is no man on this earth who has no sin!"

Gemma laughed sarcastically. "Every human being has sin, but a sin resembling the devil is only YOUR HUSBAND!" Gemma pointed at Ammar's face with her index finger.

Gana brushed off the hand to drift down. "Don't marry my husband like you are his God!"

"I deserve this scorn, dear." said Ammar lirih.

"No! You're a good person, not what they think you are!" gana defended her husband. He remembered how he had fought to defend Ammar in front of all the families just now. How he fought against Farhan, and led Ammar to repent earnestly for the past two weeks.

"Secret My Brother! We want to live a quiet life without the bandits who might be eyeing our lives!"

"SILENCE YOU! You have no right to ask us to separate! Just take care of your household! From now on, I won't consider you my sister anymore!"

The mood is getting gripping. The relationship between brothers in the family so divided because it began to hold a grudge about Ammar. Whereas before this family was always harmonious, loving each other and respecting each other. Now broken already, making the heart torn.

"We're going from here." Gana began to turn the steps and forced Ammar to pass from this place.

Gemma clapped her hands, grinning with laughter. "Great you, Ammar! It blinded my brother's eyes! Defending you who are clearly sinners, rather than my mother who is rolled helpless."

Gana turned her head, and looked at Gemma with a sharp peek. "Whatever happens I still choose my husband! And Mama is my priority! You have no right to make me choose! Because my husband and mother are not an option!"

Gemma jerks. It speaks a thousand languages.

"Let's go." take Gana again.

Gana kissed Ammar's eyelids which were again condensing. Very romantic Gana, when she was squeezed in blasphemy about her husband. Gana held firm to continue beside Ammar.

"Later on. Sorry I represented you earlier. Mama I'm sorry you're 'kok." Gana still forced Ammar to open a step forward. Leaving Gemma who was still staring at their backs with a rough gasp of breath.

"THERE!"

The call in his name was heard again. Having just taken two steps, Gana and Ammar stopped some distance from Gemma.

It was not Gemma's voice that called. And both are very familiar with who the owner of the voice is. Gana's heart hunts again, knowing the real war has not yet begun.

Both of them looked back as well as Gemma. They found Papa standing in the middle of the corridor staring at Ammar and Gana with a hostile face.

Behind Papa is a lot. There was Gifali who continued to hold Maura's hand to not interfere, then Gelfa and Fara. Fara who saw her husband in pain holding his head as if he wanted to approach, hurriedly Gemma sauntered towards him. Bring the pregnant woman back into your room. He did not want, his wife was shocked and disturbed her pregnancy.

Papa walked towards the two of them who were already sculpting. Although Maura was upset, but still she did not like her sister being hit like that. He stared at Ammar's face, which was already covered in wounds and bruises. Wanted to ask her husband to help, but stopped. He knew himself, Ammar was guilty.

Gana immediately shuffled, holding her Papa's leg not to say the word divorce. The woman begged with tears.

"Bah, Gana please." he said. He looked up, looking at the man he had always loved as sincerely.

Papa doesn't bully Gana. His eyes were fixed on Ammar's face.

Ammar bowed, reaching for Papa's hand to kiss as a sign of respect. Papa gave his hand to kiss.

Gana's heart was relieved to see it, if this was the case he knew that Papa would not be possible to ask Ammar to divorce him.

"I'm sorry Ammar, Pah." said Ammar solemnly. "Ammar has repented." he added again.

Papa nodded slowly with a face that was still cold. "Papa forgive you, son. Go back to the right path. Your parents, you have to bear your sins in the Hereafter. But in return for an apology from Papa, please return Gana to us."

DEG.

The soft and flat voice that was originally very calm and pleasant to hear instead turned into the most hated words at the end of the sentence.

Ammar looked at Papa without a blink at all. The wind greeted his face. His body stiffened again, something hurt more than a punch. That's what your father-in-law is saying now.

"Fuck!" Gana yells while tugging at her Papa pants.

"Bah, Gana please!" Gana kisses her Papa's feet for help.

"Please divorce Gana, Ammar. Let Papa's child's life be saved. Enough of her mother being a victim. Not our son anymore. Ganaya, our love. Our baby." Papa's tears dripped.

"No parent in the world asks his child to separate if there is no reason. Gana's accident as a sign, Papa does not want anything else to happen to Gana."

Maura's tears were shed from a distance. Why is this the fate of his sister? He began to sob, looking down, washing his wet face with the tip of his long hijab.

Gana roared with crying. She held her husband's leg, and looked up. "Don't listen, baby. Papa's getting emotional."

Ammar bowed with little strength left. He grabbed his wife's shoulder to lift to stand up.

Gana got up with a red face. Resist upset, sad and disappointed.

"Well, I don't want a divorce, Pah! Until death, Gana will remain Ammar's wife!"

"Deliver Gana, Ammar ..." Papa repeated his words. He looked at Ammar's eyes with deep seriousness. Not at all hinting at Ganaya's words.

"FATHER!!" unknowingly, Gana again yelled at her Papa.

"WHY!!" Gifali. He doesn't like it when his dad is yelled at.

Gana looked at Gifali. "WHAT? You better not interfere! You're not my brother! You are nothing in this family! What kind of brother just kept quiet when his sister was forced to divorce!!"

Gana who is disappointed continues to emit emotions that should not be released. Shedding resentment at Papa through Gifali.

The man was inflamed, his tears were pouring down, Gifa looked at Ganaya's hatred. He chose to go into the room while rubbing the corner of his eyes that were wet. Gelfani tailed her brother, while Maura was still standing staring at her sister's nelangsa.

"Enough Gana! Gifali is still your brother. He will take care and replace Papa later." said Papa.

"What will take care of me is my husband, Pah. Not him!" Gana's getting fiery.

"Gana, don't talk rudely to parents. I was your husband, never taught you that." said Ammar softly. Gana stomps her feet. "But Papa still wants us to get divorced, and I don't want to!" the woman sobbed again.

"Ammar .. please. Think of this as your guilt-redeemer to our family. Especially to my wife."

His mistake was fatal. Resulting in two lives as a result of his past savagery, which he would never have imagined, would be this complicated and difficult. In fact, the word sorry is not that easy to reply.

Hundreds of lives he killed. Sold his organs and made a profit. Making the family left behind unwilling and cursed.

There are hundreds of futures that he has ruined with drugs. Young people have to strangle their parents' necks to force to give money to buy illegal goods from them.

Hundreds of women he sold to married men. Spreading venereal disease everywhere. Making a household that should be shady becomes damaged, because there are women who are ready to be used as a reliever of desire.

And there are many more crimes, savagery that he has painted so far. Of course, all that, will not be able to get an apology easily, like when we stab meat with a knife.

Everything we do has to be paid. And Ammar is being held accountable by God, though still in the world. And the man should be thankful a lot.

"For the sake of life, Gana." Papa repeats. Forcing Ammar to wake up from his daydream.

Gana wriggling on Ammar's arm. I asked her husband not to say anything.

"We'd better go." Gana. But Ammar still sculpts.

Ammar took a deep breath, then he spouted slowly as his head lowered. And he looked up again at Papa with his face remained calm.

He aligned his body with Gana. Hugged his wife tightly. Thought it was enough, Ammar looked back at Ganaya's face. She tears the woman with the back of her hand. And put lips on his wife's forehead. In his peck for a long time.

Clear water plunged straight from the tail of Ammar's eye. It was as if today was her last day, kissing and hugging the empress of hearts.

Ammar cut off the kiss and re-united eye contact with his wife.

"I dropped one talaq on you, Gana."

"I divorced you ..."

Ammar turned his head, looking at Papa's bead eyes that had been welled up.

"Ammar give Gana back, Pah. Please take care of Gana after this."

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