Gannaya, My Adore
Go To Return.

Pov Maldava.

Long ago, what I knew. Gana is just a beautiful dream like a star strewn across the sky, it can only be seen but cannot be touched or possessed. However, with a bitterness, it made him enter into the abyss of disappointment. And that was the beginning of happiness for me. Haha, it's cruel to hear. It's okay, if Gana used to suffer because of Adri, the important thing now is that she's happy with me.

I actually have a huge grudge against Adri. A man who does not know in profit can be as easy as beating me to get love from Gana. I fought desperately to win his heart long ago.

Just imagine, my love for him, starting from the time I wore a blue white uniform. And Ganaku, just looking at me like a panu on the back that if given the medicine instantly decays and disappears, it is meaningless.

Now I know a soul mate will always come on time and on target. How much Adri takes care of Gana, if Gana finally has to be my wife, what can the muzzle of the catfish be? Haha.

And I know why God gave Ganaya a mate and God willing, wife forever for me. Because she is an independent woman, brave and fierce. He was able to pull me out of the black world.

To the point where I knew, he suddenly left me. Whether really dead or playing hide and seek, I don't understand. But obviously, for two weeks of losing her I was tormented.

Had to pick up my own clothes, wear it myself, eat alone, no more rubbing my hair after shampooing, my stomach no longer rubbed with kerosene. Uh, sorry .. I mean telon oil.

No more screaming, if the floor of the room becomes muddy because of the footprints are wet after bathing. Although the scream could throw my eardrum in a jig, but I really liked it, the thing I always wanted when Gana left me.

Now, all those times of suffering have disappeared and changed happiness. Now I know, the meaning of the rainbow that always comes after the rain, because there will always be wisdom from every calamity that God gives. I can be a normal human being, no longer commit crimes and finally my wife back, we can be together again even though Gana has amnesia. He forgot his memories.

When she was like this, I thought I would have a hard time navigating the household again with her. Because there are no memories to remember.

At first this frustrated me. All I know is that he loved me and now he's back in his memory of his disappearance.

But in fact I am happy, it seems that it is only his memory that is lost but the vibration of love is still imprinted in his heart.

Ah, happy to feel.

Gana turned into a plain, spoiled woman, always wanting to be under my armpits. And what I said he always obeyed. And because of his innocence, I managed to get my rights that had been imprisoned by him all this time. I've won, managed to break into Honey's goal.

Aiss, relax. Haha.

Praise and gratitude to Allah SWT. It feels so delicious. Until I realized, why my brother can have many children, because the taste in the process of making it, really makes himself drunk dear.

Assh, my saliva has already piled up. Srrp.

Right now I'm still watching my wife's body being massaged by a Mulan massage therapist. An hour ago, I could breathe a sigh of relief that Gana was said to be fine by the Doctor. There are no deep wounds to fear. Only bruised marks remain and will fade.

I asked Mulan to find a masseuse for Gana. Because just now, when we made love. I felt his body stiffen and hard.

"Sick, Deck?" I asked who was still sitting on the bed, because his hand just grabbed my arm, like he was complaining in pain.

"His leg tone is tense, sir." as a masseuse. Women are aged with hands that look heavy. I can see the movement of his hands that are so flexible when massaging my wife's legs.

"In order until the tension is gone, yes, ma'am." I asked.

"Well, sir." back he massaged Gana's smooth legs and my wife again whimpered. There was a bruise on his thumb. I think that's what makes him unable to stand while being sorted.

"Darling, you stay first. Brother has been waiting for Mr. Mahendra and Mr. Alex in the workspace."

My wife nodded with a ringing jam. She is very beautiful with batik pattern kemben owned by Mulan. I think I want to touch him again.

He was sulking at me. Because when we shower together after melting into one. I asked him for my rights again.

Gana grimaces in the bathroom and I leave it alone. If he hadn't lost his memory, I would have been kicked out of the bathroom.

Is this what a newlywed feels like who is no longer new like me? When I just found out what it feels like. It made me like an opium, and it was hard to stop my long-standing desire from being channeled.

I'm afraid his body is broken. So for that I let his body get a reflexive touch.

I kissed her forehead and passed from the room.

"Don't get too porsiry, brother! Kasian Gana." Mulan said as we passed each other in the doorway of the room that was more duku he opened with his elbow. He brought a tray of two cups of warm tea for my wife and the masseuse.

I laugh. "It wasn't, Mahendra was like me? I even got the ultimate lesson from him."

"For what??" mulan did not believe. Until Gana slightly moved from her bed. I saw him slightly raise his head towards us.

"Why, Bang?" tanyanya panicked, while holding kemben in the chest. He looked at me and turned towards Mulan. "What's up, Mom?"

I looked and smiled. "Nothing dear, lie down again." I told him with a hand gesture. He followed and followed my words.

See how Gana complies? Just try it if not amnesia, he must have darted over to us, join the drift.

"Review yes!" decak Mulan, angry but pretending to be me

I laughed and left him.

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Blugs.

The pen that was thrown and almost hit my head was immediately covered with silat movements. A small notebook floated up to me from Alex's hand.

Mahendra and Alex looked wrathful and I just chuckled.

"Sorry yes, bro. Long time." seduce me without guilt. I sat in the chair next to Alex. And Mahendra is right in front of us like our real boss.

"Crazy of you, Ammar. Why let us linger here rich toothless, do not know you are delicious." snorted Mahendra.

"Let's learn I miss my wife" I replied as I was. I am also ashamed to be known to them. Because Gana's moaning voice was like being persecuted, making these two men stomp the door loudly.

If only they knew, I'd just let go. The two of them will definitely bully me all out. And, I'm sorry. I won't let it. Haha.

"Have you ever been on tampoll with genderuwo?" connect Alex.

I chuckle with their anger. I'm shaking. "Not yet."

"Come on, Ndra. tampol anyway, Ammar!" alex told Mahendra.

"That's a hell of a bitch!"

Platikk!

Mahendra throws the pen he still has right into Alex's head. He is insulted because it resembles genderuwo.

I laughed amusedly. Let them be the fists. While starting the conversation I was as well as the sweet iced tea that belonged to Mahendra who lived half.

"Revelation rabies! Just to drink does not ask permission." as Mahendra.

"Wait an hour. And look at the reaction, your body will turn hairy, kind of chimp." chuckle Alex stroked the base of Ammar's shoulder.

"Monkey!" Mahendra throws a highlighter into Alex's chest.

"Get-woof!" Alex retaliates.

After the hard times I just went through. Now I can laugh again. I think my happiness used to be quite friendly with Farhan. He is my real enemy. While Mahendra, who once hurt me, turned into my true friend, as well as Alex.

Yeah, I admit, if my eyelids were covered up. I can't see what's good and bad.

"Why should you shoot Farhan, Mar. The business will get longer-" actually I don't like it the most if anyone calls me with the tip alone. Mar's! Like Marimar in Bik Minah's favorite telenovela movie. Art at my mom and dad's house.

I interrupted. "Do you know the originator?"

Mahendra shook his head and Alex joined the eyebrows. They answered simultaneously. "Not yet."

Then I told you everything from the beginning of the problem. Starting from Farhan and Farina who conspired with Ningsih, my brazen servant. Farhan's crime of mastermind left my wife paralyzed and the last premeditated murder committed by Farina, the mad woman.

And I was a little surprised, because the two of them were just regular grunts. As if not jolted with Farhan's action on me.

Whys?

"Do you guys know? Did you guys guess that it was him? The fucker? I pray Farhan will die immediately, and be followed by his wife and son!" ask them both. My hands clenched tightly. It was as if the bastard was looking at me at this moment.

"We've been thinking that way. But you can only guess, because you have no evidence. All of this can happen not only because of it, but there is also a share from you" said Alex.

I grinned, squinting with a strange look. "My boy?" i'm repeating.

The man sighed then leaned back on the chair while folding both hands on the chest. Staring at me with laughter full of ridicule. I know he's laughing at my stupidity.

"I've reminded you to stay away from Farhan, but still my advice is just that you take it as a prank."

I'm getting caught up in stupidity. I remember my time with Farhan, I thought he was a good friend. In fact, he was just a piece of parasitic flesh hitching a ride on my life with my efforts.

No I deny, Farhan who did help when I was down. I love him. Spilled trust, and my innocence was made into his great strength.

"Astaghfirullah ... Farhan." I exclaimed. I rubbed his face many times to remove him for a moment from my head.

Alex laughed, he stroked my shoulder again. While rubbing dandruff. So soft.

"Let your heartache be paid for by God." I stared at Alex's broken face. He was already disabled because of Farhan, but could still be wise to the man.

"Even if I die, I won't feel guilty." I challenge.

"Your wish is not fulfilled. According to my people, Farhan is past his critical period. Her child was born because Farina contracted. The woman was shocked, seeing Farhan almost die on the operating table."

I smiled wryly. "God still wants himself to repent."

"Maybe he will repay you, Ammar. Don't forget Frady. A father will avenge his revenge on anyone who hurts his son." Alex continued.

I forgot about that. Alluding to Frady's name, makes me restless and disturbed. He is the richest Mafia in our country. Has minions everywhere. Fear is growing in my soul.

"Save yourself quickly. Their people will definitely get you, if you and Gana are still wandering around Jakarta" Mahendra said.

I breathe heavily. I think my chest is starting to cramp up. My and Gana's departure to disappear from the family is very close.

"The house you asked for has my men prepared. You live in it." said Mahendra.

"Your clothes, Gana clothes, whatever your needs are neatly arranged. As you wish. So, when Gana arrives. He felt that the house was not a new home. Unless it's occupied as usual." continued Alex.

My eyes sparkled, but not twenty-four hours I expressed the desire to leave, and asked for an opinion. But the two of them immediately moved quickly to hide me and Gana.

"Thank you very much, Ndra, Lex. I owe you guys. How much do I have to pay? Just say it." I told them.

Mahendra smile. "Pay by giving us a great nephew. Let us have a successor, so that we can be compact like his fathers."

"Yes, Ammar. Forget pay-to-pay. We are now family." Alex embraces me. Their kindness really stupefied me.

"As scheduled. Tomorrow night, you and Gana will leave for Makassar. Alex and I will take you there. As well, I will deploy all my men to secure us during the journey. They'll I'll magically be a ship user like you, so that Gana doesn't suspect."

I nodded steadily. The smile from my lips is perfectly inflated. I got up to embrace them both. Put their bodies into my armpits. Thankfully it is still fragrant.

I was moved, when I lost Farhan with good God replacing the man with Mahendra and Alex. Likewise when I lost my family temporarily, there was Gana who could be with me forever.

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The plan is tonight I will invite all the Artanegara family to gather at our favorite restaurant. I want to let go of miss especially to Mama, Papa and Sister.

Because from tomorrow until the time that does not know when I will return to their presence. I'll disappear without a trace. There won't be anything I bring from home. All I'll leave, like I'm dead.

And maybe my departure is just going to tell Mama. Also about Gana coming back into my arms. Because I just found out Mama who is always strong turned out to be more frail than Papa. His heart is more worried than Papa's. Mama can definitely strengthen Papa, if I go.

I'd love to tell Papa about this secret. But I know once, he can never cover up the problems that are happening to my sister. I'm afraid that Papa is convinced that Gana has met, and Brother will tell her husband.

Until now, Sister Gifa has not been respectful with me. From the light of his eyes, he was still disappointed. And I taught her. I don't want to part with Gana. By the divorce they forced, or by the revenge of Farhan, Farina and Frady.

"Where are you going?" ask wife. The beauty who had just emerged from the outside after helping Mulan cook in the kitchen with the art. He sat on the lip of the bed in pajamas sleeping flowers. It belongs to Mulan.

He looked at me standing in front of the mirror. Already dressed neatly with Mahendra's shirt.

"Anybody want to go?" ask her again.

I'm nodding. Then I threw my ass down to sit next to him. I kissed her cheeks many times.

"There's no business momentarily-"

"She's coming along, Bang." Turns up with a smile, her eyelids flickering like forcing me to take her.

"Oh yeah, yeah here. Dinner with Mom and Dad."

"Sungkan adek, Bang. If I'm alone." My wife whines like a baby. Old baby. Haha.

"They're good. Her grandfather had to be smart to open up."

Gana shakes. And the stubbornness I never liked re-emerged.

"It's not cool!" I sharpened my eyeballs at him. He slightly lowered his head and stopped whining.

"Sorry, Bang."

I just wanted to kiss her lips. He hurriedly looked up and looked at me again.

"Where exactly is my brother going? How come Adek can't come? Come on, Bang. Let's get some fresh air."

My smile lines that had started to rise were now suddenly coming down. He's starting again. I think I understand. Apparently not. Euhh so gemes. Pengin make a grandpa again.

"Abang would like to gather together the campus management. Coincidentally we'll be home tomorrow. Kangen, Dek. And we agreed not to take a wife. Than Adek will kayak goat congek dilalerin. Mending at home. Watch tv, lie down, or tickle with Dava." I snick.

Ganaku. While thinking that my words have a point.

"More than all of them smoke. Not good for Adek, later Adek's asthma relapsed." I further suppressed Gana's willingness to not want to come along.

"But don't smoke or drink! Promise?" ask him about threats.

Well if his gaze is like this, he is very similar to the old Ganaku. But she raised her little finger in the air, asking me to roll my pinky back. Usually if Gana is threatening, he will raise his index finger and point at the ball of my eye.

The Ganaku who used to be like a thug, if he was angry.

"Promise dear. Make Adek." I'll take care of the base of his nose. She smiled happily at me. I kissed his face on all sides.

"Udah ah, Bang. Wet." he rubbed his cheeks that I've kissed a lot.

I laughed at him. "Yes has anterin Abang to the front." I asked while holding his hand. He followed and followed my steps.

"If you're sleepy don't wait for Brother. Go to sleep first." I told him. When our steps were on the doorstep, I saw Mulan and Mahendra were already preparing for dinner at the dinner table. They glanced at us and I just moved the eyeballs as code. Mulan and Mahendra already know that tonight, the last time I met my parents.

"Yes, Bang. Brother be careful too. Bring the real car. It's not good if it's on the road, the car's expensive because-"

Gana ... Pana. Ck! I laugh. I think he was worried about my life, in fact only worried about the condition of the car that I would bring.

Gana chuckled as I pouted. "Also. If why on the road, what will my fate be? That's why be careful, Bang." he said, making my soul dance. He stood on his tiptoes and kissed my lips.

Wow, it feels ... steady!

Mulan and Mahendra seemed to want to put a pot of soup into their mouths, because they could not bear to look at the wife and wife of newlyweds like us, which was more precisely greeted with stale brides.

Ganaku kept waving until my car came out of the gate of Mahendra's house. His smile, which had been gone for two weeks, I now feel again.

O Allah, Alhamdulillah. Thank ye. I continue to give thanks while driving.

I lied to him again tonight. Carving out fatal lies just to guard it. Separating himself from the family.

But, if you remember our bitter times when we were forced to divorce. He chose me and came back into my arms. Forcing me to do a ruse. So I'm sure, the decision I made was this. Not entirely will make his heart languish and disappointed later.

Because I promise. We'll both be back. Back to our big family.

Once again we went to return.

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