Gannaya, My Adore
The Feelings of Tonight.

The full moon disappeared from the nabastala. The night grew dark with the rain that kept pouring down on the earth and the rough wind around the empty streets.

The body of Ammar's car pulled over on the edge of the shoulder of the road, under a shady dark tree. The streets are so quiet only the rainfall is noisy. The shoulder of Ammar shook, the man was bowing his head in the middle of the steering wheel. Ammar. Broken heart, crushed soul and redam raga.

"Mah ... Pah." his sobs. Clear water fluttered down from the tail of his eyes.

"Adek will miss .." his shoulder continues to shake. Then raised his face and leaned weakly on the back of the car seat. The man wept for the rain that soaked his car bumper.

His heart is still in turmoil. Leaving a large family after starting an event to strengthen the silahturahmi a few hours ago. All who gathered were happy to see Ammar was able to rise again from the slump.

Except only Gifali is more silent. Whenever he saw Ammar's face, he must have remembered Gana and her tears would have been welled up. Gifali, miss his sister. I would love Ammar to say, so as not to worry, because Gana will definitely be fine after this with him.

"Don't be sad again, son. Pray Gana. Let's just calm down there."

Ammar groaned in tears. He remembered Papa's advice for the last time, before tomorrow he would disappear and the old man would definitely be shocked.

"Dear to stay Mama, son? Why should I go there? That far? Who's gonna take care of you two?"

Hicks ... Hixes.

Ammar's tears are getting worse. Her face flushed. Her eyelids and nose look swollen. Remembering, he hugged Mama who moaned with tears, making Ammar's heart not strong now.

"Mama ..." she cried.

Ammar took a long breath while closing his eyes. Isak still felt.

"What do you want my brother to do? Let the courier send you home tomorrow."

The man pressed his forehead again on the steering wheel. Maura's voice returned to the shadows. Moreover, the voice of Five G who kept cheering him to ask for toys. His Sister-in-law, his Cousin, Om, Aunt and his Grandparents. The voice, the face and the news of them, will no longer be heard.

"Please extend the life of my extended family and the extended family of my wife, O Allah. Keep them all complete, until we can return to their side again." Ammar prayed from between his tears.

Moments later.

Drrt drrt. Phone's vibrating. Ammar rushed to reach into the bag of pants while taking tissue to wipe the face and draw snot so that it can come out without disturbing the breath.

"Assalammualavall. Yes, Ndra?" the one who called turned out to be Mahendra. Then Ammar answered him with a loud voice.

"Vaalaikumsallam's chat. Where are you, Ammar? Already on the way home 'have you?" ask Mahendra across the street.

Ammar was aghast, because he only realized that he had long been pulled over on a deserted road like now.

"Yes, Ndra. Still on the road. What was? Is my wife asleep?" tanyakanya. Ammar looked at the watch that showed it was eleven at night.

"This is exactly what I want to bring to you. Gana's still waiting for your return. Two hours ago he was pacing the front page. And now it's standing at the gate. Highlight every passing car. I told him to come in, but he refused. Come on you go home quickly. Kasian Gana, Mar."

Ammar rubbed his face again. "Astagfirullah ... Oh, my god." Surprised breath. He did not expect his wife to wait for his return. And now it's raining heavily. The air is cold, he is afraid Gana is sick and tomorrow fails to leave for Makassar.

"Take it in, Ndra. It's raining." replied Ammar worried.

Mahendra and Mulan were still staring at Gana's back which was focused on gazing out the way. "Your wife wears an umbrella. Mulan's been to Gana twice, but your wife's been stupid, won't come in."

"Well, I'll be there soon." Ammar switched off the phone unilaterally, wanting to return home to hug Gana. Spilling the sadness that still clumps in the heart.

"Milk ..." Ammar returned to drive his car, passing from the place before Frady's plotters came to finish him off.

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The guards opened the gate. Enter Ammar's car into the yard and stop at the garage yard. Gana, who had been sitting on the lip of the stairs to the main door, leaned on the high wall. The woman looks a little slick. His hands are still holding the umbrella.

Mahendra and Mulan fall asleep on the living room couch, as Ammar's trip to the house takes an hour. It was already midnight, and the eyes had asked to be closed.

Without awakening, Ammar reached before Gana. Directly carrying the woman ala bride style. Gana just muttered softly but her eyes still did not open. Ammar did not stop harboring kisses on his wife's forehead until he entered the house.

"Ndra, Lan." cried Ammar.

Mahendra and Mulan were stunned. They quickly blinked their eyes. "That night anyway, Mar?" ask Mahendra. They got up from the sofa approaching Ammar who was holding Gana.

Ammar smiled faintly. "You cry, brother?" ask Mulan.

"You know how I feel tonight." Ammar breathed. Ammar looked at his wife's face. "For her safety, I let go of my family and her family." Ammar kissed Gana again.

Making Mulan and Mahendra full. Forced separation from family is painful.

Mahendra stroked Ammar's shoulder. "This is the best move. You'll definitely come back if things aren't too bad."

Ammar nodded. "Thank you very much, Ndra, Lan. I owe you guys."

"Your debt is paid off. Think of it as an apology from what my previous husband did to you, sister." Mulan said.

Ammar nodded and laughed crisply. "Forgot what it used to be. Start with a new sheet. I want to throw away all the dark past, to welcome the new household with Gana." she looked again at the angel of the heart and in her kiss again like an toddler.

"Aamiin's." Mahendra and Mulan.

Because it was night, the three of them rushed into their respective rooms. The fine snoring from Gana began to feel. He put his wife in bed. Ammar crawled up on Gana's body. Hugging the woman with tears.

Gana's body is opium. It can be like a stinging electrical current. He found peace as if he were hugging his mother and brother. Can he live a new life without a family?

Please tell Mama you've got there, son.

Ammar clenched tightly to Gana's body as Mama's voice returned.

"Nrt ..." Gana's awake. He felt wet, because Ammar tears hit the surface of the skin of his neck.

"Hmm?"

"What brings Adek to the room?"

Ammar laughs. "No, Deck. Walk alone while sleeping here."

Suddenly Gana's bead eyes are breaking. "What a fact, Bang!" Gana clucking. He slowly pinched the hand that was holding him. Ammar is very much like a baby who is breastfeeding to his mother.

Ammar raised his body to meet Gana. Their eye contact returned to each other.

"Which cry?" ask Gana worriedly.

Ammar chuckles. "Money bland, Deck. Uh but, the money's not there to be a cry."

Gana grunting. "What a really ah! Brother, why? I was a lie, because the return of the malem really, even did not leave a message to the Father and Mother. If I'm gonna be home late."

Ammar lowered his face to kiss Gana. "Really, Deck. Brother just sad, just miss the same friends. We'll be seeing him soon."

But when he wanted to release the kiss, Ammar immediately grabbed Gana's lips. Lubricate his wife's thin lips Insert the tongue and begin to invade the oral cavity. And it is imagined, their romance this time will end up like what.

Ammar pulled a blanket over their entire body.

"Come on, what to do!"

"Want again, Dek."

"Dragon!" Gana shouted, as Ammar managed to dislodge the triangular frilly cloth from the center of the core.

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The vegetables sucked the crying into Gana's eardrum. The woman woke up from her sleep. Rubbing his eyes, while grimacing a little. The pain in the core was still felt as he moved his legs. Gana turned to the side, finding Ammar who was on his back crying. The man was soaking in a blanket. It looks like lontong.

Gana inched closer as she crumpled the blanket cloth that occasionally sagged from the base of her chest.

"Command ..." Gana shook Ammar's shoulder with a blanket.

The crying suddenly stopped. But Gana has been to. She wanted to know if her husband was crying or not.

"Darling." exclaimed Gana. He forced the blanket and Gana immediately shouted.

"Ohhhh!"

The woman was shocked when Ammar was also preparing to shock her from under the covers.

Ammar laughs. He managed to get his wife. Despite being heartbroken, he tried to stay sweet in front of Gana. But Gana is still a smart woman, she can catch the sadness of the look of her husband. The wetness on Ammar's face is still clearly visible.

Ammar sat down. Dispute with him on the back of the bed, together with a plain body covered in blankets.

"Any crying again, huh?"

"It's just hungry again."

"Lied, ah! Hunger until the cry."

"Yes want to wake up Adek kasian because. Going out males, it's late. Scared of having a pack on the dinner table."

Gana pinched Ammar's hand which was running across his stomach.

"Nakut-nakutin!!" decak Gana sebal's. His lips advanced like ducks.

"What's the matter, Bang? Same story Adek." forced Gana.

Ammar shook his head quickly. "Abang doesn't have any problems, Dek. Believe it."

"Believe, how? Look at my swollen eyes!" Gana rubbed Ammar's eyelids.

Ammar laughed again. His heart is still not broken. The shadow of dinner together with the extended family still had not disappeared from his memory. Ammar is fragile.

If only Gana knew, what her husband was agitated about. That woman will not ask much.

"Well hungry, Deck." Ammar switched their conversation.

Gana gawked towards him. He looked at the clock on the wall. "It's two o'clock in the evening, are you sure you want to eat? It'll be fat, Bang." Gana reminded.

"It's nothing, than not being able to sleep."

"What do you want to eat?"

"So what did Mulan's mother cook?"

"Sapo tofu seafood, grilled tempeh, sambal terasi and goldfish fried----"

"Masakin' fried noodles, Dek. Brother kepengin." while swallowing saliva, because so hungry.

Gana knitted her eyebrows finally laughed feeling the ignorance of the husband. "If so, what is it, brother? The goal is just to eat fried Indomie."

Ammar laughed. Although in fact his mind is being torn. "Yes, you wait a minute. Adek make it first."

Ammar nodded. He kept his athletic chest on the back of the bed. Gana shuffled to grab his pajamas that a few hours ago Ammar threw down the floor.

"Euh." Gana grimacing. By the time he had managed to wear his pants. The pain, pain and pain of Ammar's incessant attacks today, make the core still warm.

"Darling ... pain?" Gana who wants to go to the kitchen after getting dressed. His hand was cut off by Ammar. Gana. "Why, Bang?"

"It hurts Honey?"

"Honey? Who's that?"

"That's .. the little grandpa." Ammar pointed to Gana's core.

Gana nodded innocently. "Yes, Bang. How can this be? Brother said that he had not been sick many times."

"But there's a difference 'right compared to the first."

Gana nodded. "That's good but that's it, Bang. Still sore." he laughed softly.

Ammar laughed at it. "Yes, it's tomorrow morning again. It must not hurt."

Gana widens her iris perfectly. He snorted annoyed but pretended. "Any own pillow!"

Gana took off the hand and passed towards the kitchen. Although there is a fear of being alone in the kitchen and of course this is the home of people, a little makes him not free to do anything. But for the sake of her husband eating, she would not want to come down to the kitchen.

Ammar continued to stare at Gana until she disappeared from behind the door. Ammar closed his eyes which felt very difficult to be closed. The pain of swollen eyelids, nothing with wounds that he will incite again in these two large families.

The intention is tomorrow morning Ammar will send flowers to Mama Difa and various foods that will be sent to the house of Mama and her father-in-law. Let his body not come, the important thing is that Ammar continues to pray for them without breaking up.

Because if he comes, and all the family looks at him. The wounds that still exist will definitely continue to gap. Ammar knows he cannot be forgiven.

Ammar looked up at the sky, his tears spilling again. "Protect our departure tomorrow. Accompany us in our time of migration ... Oh God." he asked expectantly.

Aamiins.

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