Gannaya, My Adore
What about your Promise?

"WHAT?"

In the midst of laughter that echoed in the air, between Ammar, Mahendra and Alex at the industrial location they are currently on, just replaced with air that suddenly heats up, he said, and the sky began to darken as Ammar shouted in his car.

The man had just received news from the police, about his relationship with a car that had rubbed into the ravine.

Ten minutes ago, the police managed to notify Ammar.

"Good day with Mr Maldava Ammar? We from the police department, want to ask about the license plate number B 94N4 AM, is the car really owned, Mr?"

Police can trace the license plate of the car which thankfully can still be seen clearly. The plate slabs detached from the body of the car and were found in a stretch of weeds before entering into the gorge.

With his forehead frowning while focusing on listening, then nodding as if the police were in front of him right now.

"Yes, right. What's up, sir?" at the end of the sentence sounds so bad. Because the license plate number is indeed true in his luxury sedan car that he knows is being driven home.

Mahendra and Alex share a strange look. They looked seriously at Ammar's face which was beginning to panic.

"The car of the Father was found burning in the slope of the ravine. We found a section of the lady's bag that was on fire. But no driver was found ---"

When he heard bad news that he never expected at all to come over. Ammar immediately ran to his car without explaining first about his sudden departure to Mahendra and Alex. But the two men followed him.

During the trip, with a nervous, restless and afraid heart he kept contacting Gana with his cell phone. Ammar was shocked when he saw there were ten missedcall from an hour ago that he did not lift.

"Ohhh!!" Ammar yelling. When the device cannot be contacted.

"What's up, Ammar?" ask Alex in the back seat. It soars forward into the backrest of the Ammar seat.

"About Gana?" continued Mahendra, he became clumsy when driving.

Ammar was restless, unable to think. His breathing rumbled and his heart was timid, as if his pulse would be cut off. Body vibrates. Unable to say more, his heart ached in pain.

"My wife." That's all he can moan about. Scratch the cloth on the chest while closing the eyes.

"Why Gana, Mar?" alex Cowboy.

Ammar opened his eyes.

"The police called me, he said my car went into the abyss. Found a woman's bag, but no driver found. I'm afraid, if Gana .... Ahhhhhhhhh!!" Ammar squealing. Banging his head.

"Swimming, Mar. Calm down. You should-"

"How can I calm down, Gana's phone is off! I'm scared, Lex! I'm afraid of Gana ... God, O Allah." Ammar groans hysterically. He could not imagine if the bag found belonged to his wife.

"Lex, grab Ammar's hape. Call her house, ask if Gana is home or not" Mahendra said. Ammar is very hysterical and difficult to talk to. The man was still groaning in tears.

He hopes his car is stolen from home, and someone else is driving it. Not his beloved wife.

Alex follows Mahendra to call the landline from Ammar's cell phone.

And before long Alex's look darkened, the light from his face instantly disappeared when he found the answer from Yuni, if his mistress was not at home.

"Try the front page cctv check, Ma'am!" alex's orders.

Mahendra looked at Alex from the rear view mirror while driving, while Ammar kept looking back at the glare of Alex's eyes looking back at him. Alex's fear stiffened, he was afraid that what Ammar feared was indeed happening.

"Mother went in your car while I was out shopping, sir." Yuni replied when she saw the cctv footage that was only installed on the front page.

"aa--what?" Alex repeats with a stutter. His breathing began to fall apart.

Ammar glared his eyes when he saw the awkwardness on Alex's face. Nervously he asked again. "How, Lex? It's at home, isn't it?" it's like Ammar forced Alex to say yes.

Alex shook weakly. "Where to go with your car, Mar." said Alex slowly.

Ammar who heard Alex's answer immediately boughtak. His chest moved up and down as it started to tighten. His head wanted to split, then break and break.

"KENDRANAAAAAAA!"

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After finding out that Gana was not home, Mahendra directed the car directly towards the CTF. Ammar got out of the car weakly helpless. He was immediately approached by several police officers who were checking the situation here. Ammar's breath was panting. His face and clothes were already very wet. Sweat, tears and snot mixed into one.

It felt like at this moment, his feet could not tread the ground. His body is so weak and frail. People have been swarming with their devices to freely record a sedan car that has been successfully extinguished from the red hero. There is a yellow transverse police line in the growth of weeds in the area of the incident. So that people do not get too into the TKP area.

"We found this, sir."

"Astagfirullahaladzim, O Allah .." cried Ammar hysterically.

The heavy hand shook when it found Gana's beloved bag that had been split in two. A small yellow gucci bag, which he bought three months ago for his beloved wife.

Ammar fell on the ground. He hugged the bag in his chest. Shedding tears, screams and disbelief still lingering in the head.

"Ammar ..." cried Alex and Mahendra together.

They wanted to lift Ammar to his feet, but the man refused. Keep bowing, bowing your head while closing your eyes, hoping this is a dream. And as the sound of time grew louder, it seemed to instantly resuscitate itself. What he feels now is not a dream. Ammar was crying.

Ammar looked up with a wet face staring at the police.

"Please find my wife, sir. Help me!" Ammar held the palm of the police officer's hand with a tremble and very pity.

"We'll do our best, sir."

Mahendra breathed a heavy sigh. Without thinking of himself, Gana will leave so soon. From the conversation of the police who have since climbed again to the mainland. The car exploded and caught fire, and now the conditions are very concerning. If Gana was in the car, the woman's life would not have survived.

Where then is Gana? The police haven't been able to trace where Gana is.

Police only suspect, Gana was thrown away from the car when the car went down into the ravine and exploded. It could be in the weeds area around the gorge or carried away by a fairly swift river flow. Police sent a team of sar troops to check the river, fearing that they were right if Gana drowned.

If indeed he drowned or was carried away by the river. If it had not been found in three days, its body would have been decomposed, destroyed by water.

"Please now yes, I'll send you the address!" mahendra's word to his men. He takes out a helicopter that will be piloted by his men to look for Gana from the air.

"Darling ... Don't leave me." exclaimed Ammar.

His shoulders shook violently as the waves of crying came back out.

"Why do you have to leave the house? Where are you going, anyway? Why didn't you say?" Ammar continued to fumble in frustration, until where he was increasingly crying when the call from Gana was not answered.

"Ohhhhhh!!" Ammar shouted back. Clawing the ground with his knuckles.

"Wake up!" take Alex. He tried to pull Ammar's body which felt heavy because it was so weak. "Please help find Gana. I'm sure my wife's alive, Lex." ask Ammar to be clear. Her tears were shed, and Alex's heart was slashed at her.

Alex nodded. "I'll definitely look for him."

"What should I say to his family?" ammar Rintih. "I'd rather die than Gana! I have many sins, I am worthy of the law!" Ammar kept crying. Complaining about his painful mind.

"What is this more, O God? Why do you keep testing me? Do I not deserve your forgiveness? Please give me my wife back, don't take her." Ammar cried like a toddler. Mahendra and Alex kept holding it. Of course, left by a wife with circumstances like this, is not the dream of the husband.

"When he loved me, why did he leave." he sighed again. "For twelve years I waited for his love, and when I got it, why did it fall again? WHY??" Ammar is back. All the time and the police looked at him pity. It feels like a husband's love for his wife. Not willing to be left alone in this way.

"Patience, Mar. God knows what is best for his people. God will take care of Gana."

How cliche. Patience in such circumstances is not necessary. All Ammar wants now is for Gana to survive.

"I can't be patient! I just want my wife! My Ganaya!" Ammar lowered an octave of his emotional tone.

Destroyed is already his world. For what he lives, if his life spirit is no more. Gana is his greatest hope in fighting the world and embracing the afterlife, he wants to live with Gana.

"Have you not promised to build a land on earth or in the next life with me? Then what about your promise?" Ammar sobbed again. His chest was as if on a very hot torch. He wanted to scream at his Lord. To take his life now.

But now that hope is gone. And in the end, he remained in residence by his wife. His wife is a brute, humor, fierce, but very considerate. How did Ammar go about the days after this? He did not dare to imagine.

When his parents cast him out, when people insulted him, but Gana still stretched out her hands to accept, embrace and caress Ammar with all the sins that were already full. Now the woman will no longer see. He will no longer feel how gentle the caress of Gana is. Astagfirullah.

"Gana .. baby, let's go home." rumored Ammar weak. He was not asked to speak to by the police or anyone else. Therefore, from now on, Mahendra is the one who has more discussions with the police. Unmitigated, Mahendra asked intel to investigate the case.

The atmosphere is tightening. Oxygen in the air was covered by the wind, Ammar who continued to cry unconsciously was unconscious in Alex's arms

The man was in shock. Keep asking the Universe that all this is just a dream in broad daylight.

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The second daughter of conglomerate Galih Hadnan has disappeared after her car caught fire.

Princess Ganaya Hadnan, President Director of Hadnan Group, has passed away after a tragic accident.

Such is the news that is now buzzing in the world of business in online media, newspapers and rumors of irresponsible gossip. The enemies of Ammar in terms of mafia class, class teri, class cob so happy cheering.

Mampuss it is you, Ammar! And they exulted, as did Farina and Asyifa. In contrast to Farhan and Adri, they wailed sadly from afar.

Five days have passed since the accident. There has been no news from the police at all that says that Gana has been found, all assume that Gana is gone.

The family is back in the wound. Knowing his son had been the victim of an accident, Papa Galih collapsed several times. This is what he feared, and the fate happened. He cursed Ammar, for he had made Gana's life fall apart. It's gone now, and it's probably dead.

The Artanegara family and Hadnan Mahendra's family, Alex Bima and Denis, are already exerting energy, and the strongest people they have to investigate the case.

And the police said, this was not a single accident, but an accident made planned by a bad person. Until now, police have not managed to find the mastermind.

Mama Difa who is sick, is getting sicker. He spoke to his mind. Better his life be exchanged. Gana's life is still long, has no children, has not enjoyed the beauty of the household, but why leave now? And the way is tragic. Papa, Brother and Sisters of Gana, regret. Why are they more emotionally blinded, and stay away from Gana in her last moments.

Mama Alika has returned from the hospital. Directly darted away and stayed at his son's house since Gana was declared missing. Likewise, Papa, although his heart was still not willing to accept Ammar, but seeing his son like this, the concern in his heart was again disturbed. Maura was the same, he came every day to see the condition of his sister.

"Where is Mah, Adek?" ask Maura. He got up from the sofa. The woman had just arrived with a variety of cakes that she brought from her shop. Take off tired and enjoy a cup of Yuni-made tea. Mama who had just come out of the room with a tray full of porridge in her bowl, only shook her head in frustration.

"Still not to be eaten, Ra." said Mama in a sad tone.

"Mama is afraid your sister is getting sick." added Mama again.

Maura sighed sadly. The woman rushed into the room to see firsthand the condition of her sister who looked weak and thin.

Seen on the lip of the bed was Papa who sat holding Ammar's hand which had been tied with a rope. Same with both his legs. Papa continued to persuade the boy to want to eat. Ammar was silent, staring blankly at the roof of the room.

"Mrs ..." Maura stroked Papa's shoulder from behind. Papa's rush of tears that still perch on the fertilizer. The feeling of regret now continues to shackle his mind. Perhaps this is what Ammar must accept from all the sins he has committed.

"Hand and feet are tied up again, Pah? Wasn't yesterday able to talk?"

Ammar was severely depressed. He was forced to be tied up, because when his emotions came back, he would destroy things brutally, to end his life many times with a knife.

Like yesterday for example, if Mahendra had not come to visit and not shot the rope that was hanging as big as a head hole dangling from the roof of Ammar's room, maybe Ammar was dead now because of hanging himself.

Ammar hasn't eaten since Gana disappeared. Just drink no. He is like a man who is fasting. Her lips were dry, her face was pale and her eye bags were very black. In a day sleep only an hour, not soundly and always restless. His body was limp, warped and repeatedly fainted.

"Two hours ago. Your adek is raging again. Shouting call his wife." replied Papa as is.

"Oh God." Maura wailed sadly.

The woman then crawled up to the bed and went to lie next to her sister. "Grand .." Maura pulls Ammar's body into her arms. Ammar received the hug and ended up crying again.

"Show would have survived. We are still looking. Gana will be found soon. And then, you have to eat. Let Gana go home, you're not this weak."

Ammar shakes. His tears gushed again, he hugged his Sister tightly in search of inner strength.

"They said my wife was gone. Even Gana's life in the ravine will be closed in two days" Ammar said in his sobs.

"Makanya let's go find. Brother will meet you. But before that, Adek ate first. Let's just take Gana home, Adek's body is not limp."

Ammar finally complied. He nodded like a boy who was being soothed after sulking. Ammar took off the deck and turned to Papa. Papa smiled faintly and helped Ammar to get up and lean on the back of the bed.

"Sister, bring more porridge for your brother." Papa said.

Maura nodded and got out of bed.

"Pah .." call Ammar in tears.

Papa nodded. While tidying up her son's hair that was a little messy.

"Doain Gana, Pah."

Papa nodded again. "Always, Son. Papa's prayer never broke for Adek and Gana."

Ammar shuffled around Papa's chest. The touch and caress he no longer felt after the two of them clashed. However Ammar, even though he had gone wrong. The man was still his son, and now he is grieving.

Inner Ammar tormented. Why by the way Gana left first, he and Papa can hug each other again. He would not, if Gana had to make up for all his mistakes.

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The night came back. The fifth night without Gana beside him. It was a very cold night and felt very cold. And tonight as usual, he sleeps on Mama and Papa's claw in one blanket. The two old men were afraid to leave Ammar alone. Afraid that man would hurt himself again.

Ammar's head turned to the right and to the left with a quick rhythm on the pillow. His eyelids are still closed. His breath was rough. The sweat clustered as large as corn grains in the middle of the forehead. The nightmare is back. Gana's shadow began to appear.

Help me dear ... It's cold in here. I'm chilly.

Ammar .. help me!

Please ... cold.

Hicks .. hiks.

Ammar seemed worried. Started writhing rough in his sleep. Both hands clenched. It was as if he wanted to get up to help Gana who was standing in the middle of the water. Wanting to help, grabbing the woman's body was in fact very difficult.

Please help me ... Chilly.

And.

"DANISHOO!!" his breath was a little tight. His parents muttered a little because of the jerk, but did not wake up.

Ammar's eyelids opened up straight staring at the room lights that were not turned off. Ammar exhales many times, to eliminate the heartbeat that continues to hunt great. He wiped the sweat on his face. Then get out of bed with quiet steps. He did not want his parents to wake up.

He put a clock on the wall. It's 02:00 p.m. Either after getting Gana's dream clearly, he rushed to take ablution to get along. No one can be his backstop but Allah now. And he felt that Ganaya needed a prayer from him.

Ammar held two prayer rites. A prayer mat for himself and another prayer he put behind him. Ammar put Mukena Gana on it.

"I will always be your priest forever." he murmured, staring at the prayer mat and at the face behind him who had no master.

Begin Ammar to perform twelve nights of prayers. On the sidelines of performing the prayer movement, clear water from the corner of his eyes just decayed. Isak was restrained while reciting prayer.

The shadow of himself while he was looking at Gana, back in circles. The man until occasionally gulped rubbing snot. But, keep praying with the state of kusyu. He shed those tears in prayer. While complaining to the Universe, that he needs a hug.

"Yes Allah. Praise be to you, for all your greatness in my life. I, the sinful servant again came to seek forgiveness and have a request." Ammar opened his palms wide. Look up. He looked up at the sky, waving to the lowest point in his life.

"Please strengthen the servant, O Allah. Please take care of the servant's wife." Ammar bowed, his prayer paused. He endured the pain in the heart. Gana's re-emerging shadow made her chest sore.

"Forgive me, if I cannot be sincere about the tragedy that befell my wife at this time. With what you will write for the end of our marriage. The servant still requested that the servant's wife be found in good health without one less ..." Ammar paused his prayer again. Crying again.

"But if the end of all this is a wound. Please strengthen my heart even if it is very difficult for me to accept ..."

"If indeed the wife of the servant is dead, let the servant find his body, for the servant to bury it properly."

Saying the last sentence, sobs Ammar broke again. He grabbed Mukena Gana and hugged her tightly. It was like his wife's body. Not want. He did not want his prayer to be real. He's not sincere. But what is it going to do? Whether or not, God has a scenario. Ammar is just an actor who must be ready for what.

Ammar let's go to sleep, don't play games.

You haven't prayed dawn yet, let's wake up baby!

Come sit here! I'm wearing clothes.

Honey, I love you. What are you again?

Ammar's shoulder shook violently. His crying became clearer. His face was getting thinner, constantly flooding with tears.

Gana's voice kept on whispering in her ear. Moreover, the shadow when he once made Gana upset, crying and yelling continuously made his chest split because of tightness. The man couldn't bear to pretend to hold her back. He screamed in a mukena cloth that was not aware he was clutching strongly and bitten.

The man groaned, until green muscles were puffed up around the surface of his neck that had been soaked with sweat and tears.

"Darling, I miss. Go, Gana!"

Losing is the most painful thing. Therefore, if still given long life, take care of something we have with the treatment of love and affection. Because when we lose, let alone talk, sniffing the scent alone can not. Give love and love while our loved ones are still breathing.

The most obvious proof of love is when we want to do something we don't like, for the sake of our loved ones.

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